http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cD74n9VDpks

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After sending Youngjae off to school and Jaejoong to work, you started to clean the house.

You organized the foods in the refrigerator.

You opened a container of kimchi and felt a n extreme urge to throw up. You quickly closed it and tossed it in the trash can. You took out another kimchi. Again, you wanted to throw up. You threw that away also. *What’s wrong with all these kimchis? I made them 3 days ago.*

You spotted the latest red kimchi you made. This time, you couldn’t hold the bile coming up your throat. You ran to the bathroom and threw up. You flushed the toilet and rinsed your mouth. You sighed and looked at yourself in the mirror *This is so strange. The only way I felt like this was when I had Youngjae-*

You froze with wide eyes.

You quickly ran into the bedroom and grabbed your diary. With a trembling finger, you scanned the dates.

You stopped.

You were supposed to have had your period a week ago. *Oh my…*

You made an appointment with the doctor.

They did several tests and you came out… positive.

You were pregnant.

With Jaejoong’s baby.

Again.