http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k4_L5ltVwuM 

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After dinner, Ju Won dropped you and Youngjae off at your small 2 bedroom apartment. You were busy in the kitchen making side dishes for tomorrow. Youngjae was playing in the living room and the TV was on.

You heard the word SNSD and turned around. The girl group was singing and dancing ‘Oh’. They looked so pretty and happy. You swallowed hard *I could’ve been among them.* But you saw Youngjae and shook your head *Then I wouldn’t have had my baby boy.*

You started chopping the vegetables. You heard a familiar, sweet voice and froze. You dared a glance at the screen. You swallowed hard as your heart went ba-bump.

Asia’s most famous boy band Dong Bang Shin Ki were performing ‘Mirotic’. “Hero Jaejoong!” Girls chanted. Your heart fell *My nickname for him.* “Cool!” Youngjae started hopping and dancing along.

You turned the TV off.

“Mommy!” He squealed.

“Time for a bath.” You scooped him up in your arms and took him into the bathroom. You dunked him into the warm water. “Mr. Waddles!” Youngjae held out his hands. You smiled and put the rubber duckie in them. He giggled and played in the bubbles. You gently scrubbed his back and arms, “Are you happy, Youngjae?” He beamed and nodded, “Very.” You smiled, “Then that’s enough.” You put warm water over him, “If my son is happy then so is mommy.” Youngjae giggled and splashed you.

“Hey!” You protest