"WANG JIA ER! WANG JIA ER! WANG JIA ER!", you were one of the many supporters cheering out loud in the crammed pack indoor sports hall.

It was the Annual International Fencing Competition and your boyfriend, Jackson was one of the finalists.

It is a tense fight between Team Hong Kong and Team Singapore now.

You could see perspiration trickling down Jackson's forehead as he tried to stay really focus on his next round. Then, suddenly shuffling his feet like how he always did for his usual practice, he made a prompt attack against his opponent and...

HE WON!

"WANG JIA ER IS THE BESTTTTT!", you jumped up and screamed at the top of your lungs.

You witnessed him being awarded the gold medal and it was then his eyes met yours from the podium downstairs.

He gave you a blow kiss!

You showed him a thumbs up sign and you hurried down to congratulate him once the prize giving ceremony was over.

"How did I do _____?", he asked as he reached over for your hug.

"You were way too AWESOME!", you gave him a peck on his cheeks and then looked at him in the eyes.

"Wang Jia Er, I am so proud of you", you said again.

"I love it when you call me by this name", he said softly into your ears as the two of you continued hugging each other in the middle of the crowd.

Wang Jia Er is the name that only you would use other than his parents, whereas the rest would just address him by his Christian name, Jackson.

"Jackson, time for group photos!", one of his teammates soon gestured for him to join them.

He gave you a quick peck on your forehead.

"I'll be right back", he said and left you for a short while.

You could see him smiling happily and joking with his teammates still as they have their shots taken.

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Jackson and you are now at Victoria Peak, one of the highest mountain in Hong Kong.

"Wow, look at that!", you chirped delightedly as you let go of his hand and take in the spectacular views of the city and its harbor. The view was exceptionally beautiful as it was in the night, where different buildings have different light sources and coloured beams that lit up the entire city.

Jackson has now walked up to you and he secured his arm around your waist. You watched as he closed his eyes and take in the fresh air.

"I'm going to miss here", he said all of a sudden which left you laughing softly and said,

"Hello~ You live here... We can always come here if you want~ It can't be so serious that you are miss here this much...", you flicked his nose playfully.

At that moment, his face turned serious. He placed his hands on your shoulder and turned your body to face him.

"_______, listen here...", he paused and took out the gold medal which he had just won from his bag and passed it to you before he continued.

"Help me take good care of this..."

"Why are you giving this to me?", you gave him an uncertain look as you took the medal from his hands and dangled it in front of your eyes.

The gold medal was sparkling in front your eyes but you could still notice him clearing his throat before he stared back intently into your eyes and spoke.

"________, I will be leaving Hong Kong tomorrow. I have been scouted by the Korean company, JYP Entertainment to become their trainee and I'm going to take up this opportunity. My parents have finally agreed on my choice and now, all I need is your blessing." He had said it without stuttering.

It took you a while to digest what he had just said and your voice tremor slightly as you asked him back.

"T-then w-hat about fenc-cing?" You tried to look away from him but he turned your face towards him once again.

"Today is actually my last match, my last session with everyone and with you..."

Your heart cringed as you heard him.

"A-are y-you trying to b-break up with me n-now?", still, you allowed those hurtful words to come from your mouth.

"Yes", was his reply.

With that being said, a single tear slid down from his warm, butterscotch eyes, followed by another one, and another one, until soon, a steady stream of salty tears flowed its way down his pale cheek, releasing the sadness and sorrow that has been held inside of him for all this time, but still, he did not make a sound.

At the same time, you let out a heart wrenching wail, that was followed by a series of blatant tears.

"WANG JIA ER! TELL ME! WHY? Why do we have to end up like this?", you pumped onto his chest and cried your heart out. You couldn't believe that he's just going to abandon you now after all that you guys have been through.

Five years, your relationship with him have lasted for five years and it's just going to perish like this, just because of a fake dream which you assumed was just here to distract him for the time being.

"Sorry..." That was all he could say.

It left you even more emotional and eventually, you shouted for him to leave.

"LEAVE! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU ANYMORE! LEAVE!", you covered your ears agitatedly and continued yelling, as if you have lost your mind.

Seeing that you hated his presence now, Jackson only hung his head low and slumped his shoulders, before he turned around and slowly disappeared from your sight.

"DON'T GO! Don't go...", you soon shouted with your already hoarse voice when you finally came back to your senses.

However, it was too late.

Your eyes were burning and your chest felt heavy as if it was filled with lead. You could no longer see clearly. All you know was that he's gone, out of your life, for possibly forever.

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"Okay, everyone. May I have your attention please?", Park Jinyoung clapped his hands to get everyone's attention.

"Today, we will have a new member joining our JYP Family and I would like everyone to give her a warm welcome. Let's put our hands together for ______!"

The artists and staff cheered as you streamed elegantly into the room. You stood up onto the stage bravely and said into the mic,

"Annyeonghaseyo, joeneun _____-ibnida."

You bowed sincerely and as you looked up, you finally met his gaze.

He still looked the same, except that his eyes were now filled with sorrow.

"Noona! Welcome to the JYP family!", a cute looking boy by the name of Bambam then came to you and stretched out his hand to greet you as the meeting soon came to an end.

You smiled at him and was about to shake his hand back when a strong grip pulled you away from him.

It was Jackson.

He led you to another room and locked the door before he confronted you.

"What are you doing here?", his grip on your arm tightened, causing you to yelp in pain.

Noticing that you were in pain, he finally loosen his grip on you, but he was still frowning.

Rolling your eyes at him, you shot back at him.

"You ask me what am I doing here? Fine, I will tell you! I AM HERE NOW BECAUSE OF YOU! Day and night after you left, I couldn't sleep well at all. All my mind kept thinking of was you. I tried to tell myself to give up and to move on but I just can't. My life only revolves around you! So, I trained hard and up till now, I have already been through hundreds of auditions. Thankfully, I finally got the chance to stand here in front of you. All you need to do now is to either to let me stay by your side or you can tell me to leave right now and I will do so...", tears started flowing down your cheeks as you spoke.

When you realized that he had no reaction to your words, you turned your back against him.

"I get your answer already... Thanks for the memories...", you cried even harder as you took a step forward to leave.

Just then, a pair of strong arms hugged you from the back and stopped you from leaving.

"NO! Don't go!", he shouted and leaned his chin on your shoulder.

"I have missed you... And I still love you... Stay, stay here with me", he whispered into your ears.