Sadly no one said that i should stop this story -_- but yup it warms my heart to know that you enjoyed this FF so i got motivated to continue, but still the update of the story depends on you my lovely readers :D so again if you will stop commenting then i will stop updating, because this story runs because of you so hope you'll enjoy this one ;) spread the LOVE. by the way this chapter is LONG (for me)

 

 

 

 

Reporters, Fans, other important people are gathered at the airport, it’s like the Royal family will arrive but No, it’s more than a royalty it’s Korea’s pride Kwon Yuri, yes Yuri will arrive today, and everyone gathered to welcome her.

 

The girls were just hiding at their respective vans to avoid the media because they will ask many questions as Yuri is still a part of SNSD and she is the reason why their popularity increased world wide.

 

It’s only an hour left before Yuri’s plane will land. . . . . . . . .

 

 

 

Yuri’s POV

 

I can now feel the breeze of Korea even thou I’m still inside the plane, well I feel so exited to see my hometown and all the people in there who supported me with no limits, and also I want to see my sisters, Taeyeon did she even gain height? Sooyoung and Yoona are they still thin? But they eat a lot? Seobaby is she looking more mature now? Well I miss that little kid maybe she had grown into a very smart and fine lady. Hyoyeon I know she is still the same I mean she is still loud, I know it because of all the members Hyoyeon is the only one who contacts me often. Sunny Bunny I really miss that girl, her bubblyness her wide and warm smile, but gosh I don’t know if she is still very observant right now. Uh! Tiffany, my Eye-smiling Princess, I wonder how is she now? I heard that she become prettier than ever, I have no doubt about that, she is even pretty when I left, what more that she is now a lady (smirk)  I really miss her, and maybe if she still doesn’t have any love life then she will be my girl, right? Of course Jessica, my inspiration, the love of my life, the person that until now I cant ever, ever forget my feelings towards, how can I react when I see her? Or how will SHE react when she sees me? Will she hug me and tell me that she miss me? Or will she just look at me coldly? Well what ever will happen, I should accept it.

 

I should not think about negative things, I’m going home for gods sake, I should be happy, CHEER UP YUL! This is the day that you have been waiting for

 

HELLO KOREA!!!!!

 

“attention to all passengers we are now boarding to Incheon Airport, within five minuets you now all can enjoy what Korea has to offer, but before you leave your respective seats please check your things first, thank you for flying with Grey Airlines, hope to serve you again”

 

Whoo I’m really here, I can feel my palm and my feet sweating

 

I glance at the window and there are a lot of people outside, wait! is there some one popular in the same plane with me? Maybe the president?  . . . . . . . then I saw a banner ‘KWON YURI SARANGHAE’ uh! Don’t tell me, this is all for me?

 

I then waited at my turn to get out of the plane as I am surprised that no one knows me inside, but as soon as I got out from the plane the crowed gone wild, I mean literary. They were shouting my name and it never felt so good, it’s nothing compared to where on earth I have performed, it is really different when it came from where you really started and I started performing in front of them I have built my dream with them and I have achieved it with them, I smiled brightly and waved a them as I pass by I send my love by bowing as a sign of gratitude and respect. As the guards are escorting me out every one is trying so hard to take a picture with me and I felt bad because I want to pay them back for supporting me.

 

As soon as we passed the crowed they let me enter in a white van, as soon as I entered I saw Taeyeon, Hyoyean and Tiffany then I wander where is Jessica but then I didn’t make it obvious “where are the others?”

 

End of POV

 

“Where are the others?” Yuri asked as soon as she saw that there are only four of them

 

“Yah! You didn’t even bother to say hi and now you’re looking for the others?” –Hyoyeon

 

“yeah! But Yul, you look so stunning, I’m really star struck right now” –Taeyeon cant help but to admire her friend while was half opened

 

“I’m sorry guys I just miss you all, and I want all of us to bond together again” –Yuri smiled shyly

 

But then a hug distracted her “I miss you so damn much Yuri” Tiffany cant control her self anymore she cant help her feelings and burst into tears for her longing was finally over, she cant think anything anymore her thoughts was filled with Kwon Yuri

 

 

Yuri immediately hugged her back “I miss you more Panny” Yuri closed her eyes as she felt warm inside the girls embrace plus her scent was so calm

 

“aherm! Some one must be happy” –Hyoyeon is teasing Tiffany

 

“Yah stop ruining our moment” –Tiffany replyed but she didn’t broke the hug

 

“okay, okay you two break the hug already and seat properly so we can go” Tiffany and Yuri broke their hug and obeyed Taeyeon they then seat side by side “and oh by the way Yoona, Seobaby, Sunny and Sooyoung are at the black van that is right in front of us, and sorry to say that Jessica cant make it’s because today is her and Dongwook oppa’s 4^th anniversary, hope you understand” Taeyeon smiled weakly for she saw the dying eyes of Yuri its like just a few more second she will bust into tears

 

“uhmm, can we go now I’m hungry” – Yuri said to break the wired atmosphere that she made

 

‘I’m such a fool to think that you can be mine when I come back, I forgot that you are already happy’ –Yuri thought as their car starts to drive away

 

 

 

Jessica and Dongwook’s date

 

 

“Baby, thank you for staying with me all this years I can. . . . . ”

 

“Let’s end this” Jessica said it coldly, without any emotions

 

“What?” Dongwook is very much confused on what is happening or more like he was just pretending to be deft

 

“I said lets just end this”

 

Dongwook then held Jessica’s hands “baby please if I did something wrong, I’m sorry, just don’t do this just don’t leave me” Dongwook is now crying as she pleads the love of her life to stay

   

 “you have been the perfect Boyfriend to me, but I have to do this I’m sorry, I don’t want to lie to you and my self anymore”

 

“what do you mean”

 

Jessica inhaled the air to gain more courage “I don’t love you anymore Dongwook, and without love this relationship wont work we will just continue hurting our selves”

 

Dongwook nodded he understands her “okay, thank you for being a part of my life sica” then for the last time she kissed Jessica’s lips and the latter didn’t oppose “I love you baby, I still do” and with that he stood up from their table and left

 

‘I’m so sorry Dongwook, it’s that its not you anymore and I will just hurt you if we continue this, I already love someone else but I’m just to coward to admit it,and now she’s back I want her, only her. . . . . . . . . . . . . I still love you Kwon Yuri” Jessica then stood up, went to her car and drove off to SM building

 

 

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

 

As soon as they are close to the SM building Taeyeon then blindfolded Yuri to get on with the plan

 

“Hey! What’s this for?” –Yuri

 

“Just enjoy this day Yul, and thank you for everything, for sacrificing to help our group shine even brighter” Yuri cant see anything but she knows that Taeyeon is smiling right now and because of her members sincere gratitude her heart felt warm and she feels like crying

 

“no Tae, the success of our group is not all about me, but because of all of us and especially because of our great leader” – Yuri continue to talk even thou she don’t know if she was facing Taeyeon

 

Then a warm kiss landed on her right cheek, and with that warmth she knows where that came from “Yah! Panny-ah! Your taking advantage of me being blindfolded” then Yuri pouted that caused Tiffany to giggle, and again she can help it but to kiss the red pouting lips of Yuri

 

“You’re so cute Yuri-ah!” Tiffany was squealing non-stop

 

“yah! I’m so ganna get you when this blindfold is gone” She said while pointing at her covered eye, but of course Tiffany was just giggling

 

“I don’t care as long as its you, I still love you Yurwee” now Tiffany is leaning her head in Yuri’s broad shoulder and clinging in her toned arm

 

Of course everyone who heard what Tiffany said made their hearts warmed especially to the person that Tiffany addressed it to, but Yuri remained silent she doesn’t know how to reply to it, her heart felt loved but also it is aching because she cant return the same amount of love that Tiffany is giving to her, sure she loved this girl and she knows she can love her more but someone else owned her heart already and even thou how much she fought the feeling to leave her, she still cant take it away, maybe she was born to love Jessica and she was born to be hurt by her.

 

Taeyeon and Hyoyeon was just watching the two(Yuri&Tiffany) while Tiffany’s head was leaning in to Yuri’s shoulder and Yuri is leaning her head to Tiffany’s

 

Hyoyeon motioned Taeyeon to come closer and as soon as she complied, Hyoyeon then leaned into Taeyeon’s ear “do you think they will work out?” Hyoyeon whispered

 

“I don’t know Hyo, but I hope so, I don’t want them to be hurt, I don’t want to see one of our sisters crying” she is truly worried, but she is also happy seeing them together

 

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

“WE ARE HERE!”  Hyoyeon announced but yup! She announced it pretty loud, well that’s Hyoyeon

 

“okay Hyo you don’t need to shout” Yuri is trying to get her blind fold of, but Taeyeon saw it

 

“so, sorry Yul but you cant take that yet”

 

“ahhh! Fine” Yuri is now pouting again

 

“come on baby lets get out of this car” Tiffany guided Yuri out so she wont stumble or worst fall in the ground because she still cant see

 

“baby? Wow Tiff that was fast” Hyoyeon teased again

 

“shut up Hyo just help me with Yuri” Tiffany then shoot her deadly glare

 

“wow! You sure learned a lot from Jessica”

 

Hearing Jessica’s name Yuri’s heart went wild again but she remembered she can’t see Jessica now she is with her Boyfriend celebrating their 4 years of love.

 

. . . . .  . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

 

As Yuri entered the SM hall with the 7 girls are behind her and then as soon as the blind fold was taken away, confettis flew, the room was filled with SM staff and even SM artist are there to welcome her but, what took her attention is the person walking closer to her while holding a cake and as soon as the person stopped in front of her everyone shouted in unison “WELCOME BACK YURI!!!!!” then her music that was recently released was played in the room and everyone gathered to welcome her but her eyes was stuck only the person in front of her

 

Yuri’s POV

 

OH GOSH! She’s here, they said that she will not come, are they lying to me? But why would they do that? I cant move she’s just a few steps away from me, I cant even utter a word I want to say tha I miss her but I cant, its like the time stops and it’s just her in my sight I can only see her, everyone is gone. She became a very pretty goddess, sure. . . . . Dongwook oppa. . . . is so lucky

 

I then felt a hand at my shoulder that brought me back to reality “Yuri are you fine? You’re spacing out”

 

I turned to his direction and nodded in response to his question “I’m fine sir”

 

“well good, I was just saying you can now blow the candle”

 

“for what? It’s not my birth day?” well I was curios

 

Then she talked “Blow your candle make a wish for your comeback”  then again she flashed her smile, her smile that didn’t fail to let me fall again and again, but the worst part? Well she never catch me she just let me fall

 

I looked at her for once and closed my eyes as everyone was staring at me and some of them are taking some pictures

 

‘I wish I can be happy with everyone inside this room and to everyone who loves me, I also wish that she can just at least love me a little, I know this is impossible but I just want to feel her love before I let go of her completely’ as I open my eyes I blew the candle then everyone applauded and again our eyes met, I was about to say something to her when someone pulled me  away    

 

“come on Yul you still need to speak, make some speech or something” Mr. Lee SooMan said

 

“okay sir thank you” then he left me standing alone in the mini stage and I was facing the familiar faces that I missed a lot, then a smile plastered in my face “first of all I miss everyone of you and I hope you miss me too (laughter filled the room) second I thank you all because without all of you I cant reach this point of my life my success is also yours and I cant express how thankful I am really, but now I’m here back in my only home I hope we can all work together in harmony, in sync and continue to love each other, well I know the speech is too short but, LET’S GET THIS PARTY STARTED”

 

Everyone then danced to the music as I was searching for a certain person, when I saw her she was talking to Yoona and I was going to approach her when ‘again’ I was pulled to the other direction

 

“come on Yul lets party, this is all for you” Tiffany then beamed her famous eye-smile that made me smile too

 

“sure“ then we started to move our body in sync, we were to drown in our own world that we didn’t notice that all eyes was already on us

 

As soon as we finish dancing everyone cheered and with the crowed clapping their hands I saw a familiar figure with no emotions showed, when our eyes met again I saw her smile a bit and turned around then disappeared in the middle of the crowed, I then walked to where she was located but I didn’t see her, she was already gone, then I bumped in Yoona

 

“you looking for someone?” she asked

 

“yeah, where’s Sica?” 

 

“oh, Unnie said she felt tiered so she went to the dorm to take some rest”

 

I nodded in understanding, I didn’t ever get the chance to talk to her or even to hug her, I really miss my Ice Princess

 

The party went on for hours and one by one the people went fewer and fewer as it reached 11 in the evening and the party was over, I would lie if I will say that I didn’t enjoy the party but I would also lie if I would say I ‘completely’ enjoyed it, because she was occupying my mind, how is she doing now?

 

As soon as everyone was out the girls and me went to the dorm and some of them are wasted already (Sooyoung, Hyoyeon and Yoona) while the others was just tiered, as soon as we entered the dorm they all went to their rooms except for me and Tiffany

 

“aren’t you tired yet?” she asked

 

“I am, I’m just going to get some water”

 

“well okay, have a good night sleep Yul” then again she stole a kiss on my lip, but I didn’t bother to protest

 

“you too”

 

“I love you” she then beamed her eyes smile and left

 

How can I ever not love her? It’s not that hard right? It’s not hard to love such an angel. But why did I ever fall for a wrong person?  

 

End of POV

 

Yuri thought to pass by Jessica’s room because she misses the latter so much

 

Her heart was beating fast as she was holding the door nub to her room her palm is sweating but she cant take the urge to see Jessica so she slowly turned the nub and peaked at the sleeping figure on the bed, she didn’t think twice and sat on the bed beside the girl, it didn’t bother to her if she wakes up, actually she was hoping for it to happen, she wants to talk to her princess who is non other than Jessica Jung.

 

Since Jessica was sleeping she figured that it is the right time to let it all out, let all her emotion be spoken, because she has been keeping it for a very long time and she thought maybe if she will say it all she can be able to let go, so she caress her(Jessica) face and tuck the hair strand into her ears as she lay beside her while facing her goddess  

 

“Hey Princess, You look tired, I’m sorry I didn’t accompany you at the party, I was busy and, and Princess I really miss you, thank you for being my inspiration to reach this point of my life, I know things have already changed physically and emotionally but there is one thing that had never changed Sica (a tear dropped from her eye) and I have been fighting this for a very long time (sobs) but, but I think this feeling is too stubborn, I still Love you Princess, I still do, and I think I always will, I Love you now and forever” Yuri then wiped her own tears and leaned forward to kiss Jessica’s forehead sweetly, she stayed like that for awhile to let her emotion release, as soon as she was satisfied she pulled away and stand beside Jessica’s bed while watching her sleeping figure, she misses this person in front of her, the Princess that she loved and she will always love her, but she knows soon she will belong to someone else, she is the kind of person to keep her promise.

 

‘it’s not hard to love Tiffany, but I know I will never love her as much as I love you my Princess’ –Yuri thought while still looking at Jessica’s peaceful face

 

After a while of observing her goddess she decided to leave and take a rest “I think this is an indirect goodbye, right my Princess?” she again built some tears on her eyes which is threatening to fall “because I know as soon as me and Tiffany will be official, things will not be the same anymore like what you have said years ago, but always remember my Princess, that I love you and only you, I still love you even if Loving you was my biggest MISTAKE because I know you will never feel the same” a tear again escaped from her eyes, she smiled sadly to the love of her life before turning around and she was completely gone from Jessica’s room

 

As Yuri thought that Jessica didn’t hear her, well she was wrong Jessica heard all what Yuri had said, she just used her acting skills to look normal but she was dying inside, dying to hug her, dying to tell her how much she misses her, dying to kiss her, and dying to tell her how much she loves her.

 

As soon as Yuri left Jessica’s tears immediately streamed down soaking hear face and her pillow, she is covering preventing the noise from coming out while she was crying her heart out, it hurts to face reality that Yuri and her best friend Tiffany will be together and she cant even feel happy about it, but Tiffany is her best friend and Yuri is the love of her life, but what hurt the most is that she learned that Yuri loves her too, if she only confessed her feelings towards the tan girl maybe they will be the most happiest couple, but both of them are cowards, both of them are dumb, and both of them are numb.

 

She continues to cry and cry as thoughts run through her mind ‘Yuri loves me so much, and I also love her to the point that I’m willing to give everything for her, should I fight for her? Should I at least tell her how I really feel? maybe, just maybe she will choose me, but what about Tiffany? she is my best friend and I cant afford to hurt her, this is hard, what ever my decision will be will end up hurting somebody, one will cry It’s either ME or TIFFANY’        

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i know its boring -_- sorry, but hey, do you think Sica should fight for Yuri? but what about our baby Tiffany? ouch! tough decision Sica tsk! tsk! . . . . . . . . . still i would like to hear your thoughts :D