JESSICA’S POV

 

I’m peacefully sleeping, like a baby floating in the clouds, I was dreaming of me and Yuri inside a helicopter we we’re laughing while chatting something but then the helicopter was shaking! I was panicking nonstop

And then. . . . . . . .

I heard Sunny’s voice calling me.  . . . . . . .

That’s when I realize . . . . . . . Sunny was shaking the helicopter

I half open my eyes, to make sure it was Sunny that was disturbing my precious sleep, and I’m not wrong at all, it was her, stupid dwarf

“Jess! Hey! Wake up!”

She wiggled me non-stop, no wonder the helicopter in my dream was like it was about to crash “g-get out, i-I’m still tieeerddd”  I  growled, does she know the word respect? A person is savoring her heaven and then she’s like snatching it. 

“hey!? Wake up! I have to ask you something” I still don’t have the courage to wake up, I’m too lazy, no I mean sleepy

“j-just as-k me lat-later”

“no!” too stubborn

“. . . . . . .”

“Jess! Do you know where Yuri is?” Okay! That’s the way to wake me up!

“WHAT?!”

“We’ve been looking for her since 5 a.m. but we didn’t saw her”

“she was just sleeping bes. . . . . . “ yes she was just beside me, I even cuddled her sleeping figure, I t was like my sorry offer for not making our monthsary a memorable one yesterday, because I totally forgot

But as I look beside me Yuri was not there, instead it was a white envelope perfectly placed beside me

“ohhhh! I think she left a letter, we should read it” Sunny was making a move towards the letter but I blocked her, I know Yuri well, she only place a letter inside an envelope if it was private

 

“no! I would read it, just continue finding her or what so ever, or eat your breakfast”

Sunny’s facial expression changed from worried to annoyed, and yes I felt a little happy because she started my day with annoyance.

 

“It’s already afternoon Jess, breakfast was seven hours ago” that was all she said before leaving the room

I was making sure so I looked at the clock it’s already 01:47 p.m. and they’ve been looking for Yuri since 5 a.m. . . . . . where did she go??? To stop this guessing game I took the envelop and red the content

 

Goodmorning baby :*

                If you’re wondering where I am, I’m in heaven right now (What The?!? She’s insane!!) I’m joking kekekeke~~~ I’m just hiding from you actually ^^ just don’t look for me and tell the others I’m just playing hide and seek or something, assure them that I’m fine and ohh by the way remember the red dress? The amulet? Wear them tonight, 9:00 p.m. at the helipad area, just you and me, don’t tell anyone ^^

P.S. throw this properly so no one could read this and of course I LOVE YOU and see you later my princess

 

And that made my day, she’s the sweetest, I don’t care what will happen next between us, but right now it’s only me and Yuri, I’ve been thinking about my problems lately that I forgot what I wanted before I have to make the worst decision I will ever make in my entire life, I asked for a time to make more happy memories with her not thinking about the stupid situation that I am in, that we are in, I wish I could tell her I wish we could fight this together, but no, I know she would do anything for me, even if it means losing everything she has and that’s the last thing that I want her to do.

 

I jumped out of the bed and went to the closet to find a sandal that will match with my red dress and my amulet. After a few minutes I decided to go with my open toe lack sandal that is only 3 inches it matches perfectly with the dress, so I decided to fix it all up before I went out of the room to join the other girls.

 

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I was about to go to the upper deck figuring that they are there eating or something, but before I can go to the stairs I heard some laughing inside a room that I’ve never explored, so figuring that it was them I slowly opened it and it was dark and only a big screen was lighting the room, it was like a mini cinema room but the difference is that it has abig table in the front that was surrounded by cozy sofas

 

And guess what’s in the table. . . . . . . .  . . yes, food! Different kinds of food. . . . . .

“Hey! Jessy Unnie! Come join us!” finally they noticed me

I walked closer and sat beside Yoona, who was the one who called me

“unnie! Look what Yuri unnie prepared for us! The foods are amazing!!!” Yoona continued to talk as she munched the monster cookie cake

Then I felt some one tapped me so I turned to its direction only to see Sunny “so Jess? What did Yuri say?”

At first I didn’t understand what she meant so I paused for a second before answering “ooohh? You mean the letter?” she just gave me a nod in response, I remembered the content the only you and me on it “well, she just said that she’s fine and we should not worry”

I told her the part that was intended for them to hear but a tleast I didn’t lie, Yuri did really wrote those words, but Sunny being Sunny she raised her right eyebrow, she was not convinced

“okay she said she was called by the hawk entertainments, and that she will be back tomorrow” and her facial expression changed, I guess she’s convinced but dam! I lied

“ohh? So that means you’re alone in your room tonight?”ohhkay? that question is weird

“yes?”

“you can stay with us you know, it’s only me and Taeyeon inside the room and you know we’re both small so we can totally fit in one bed” okay it made it worst, Taeyeon and me is not in the good position to be in the same bed, not in the same bed, bed, but just sleeping bed, it’s still awkward, and still I have a date with my seobang tonight

“thank you, but I feel more comfortable when I sleep alone, you know I always do”

“oh yeah! I almost forgot you’re only comfortable with Yuri in bed” she gave me the most disgusting, teasing look ahhh Lee Sunkyu

“Yup! I’m comfortable with Yuri in bed so what?” I strike with a stern voice and yes I’m proud about it that I only want Yuri in bed with me ;)

“ewww!!! Whatever! Someday Yuri will clear up her mind and leave you and she will come to me because she will realize that I’m better than you” then she stick her tongue out that made it more annoying

“excuse me! My Seobang love me so much so don’t ever think about it! And do you have a crush on Yuri?!” okay that just clicked my thoughts out! Is this dwarf having a crush on my husband? How dare her

“yes! And I’m going to steal her from you”  then she ran, but god I had enough not my seobang! I chased her I don’t care if I sdont ran but since I woke up she irritates me ><

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I spend my hours with them watching random movies almost all of the movies that we watched was comedy so everyone was in there best mood and I think the food and the beer helped for bringing the mood but I never really ate and drink I don’t feel like it, also Tiffany, I saw her laughing but I catch a glimpse of her just staring at nowhere and thinking deep, I’m starting to worry

I looked at my wrist watch and it’s already 7:45 I need to get ready, I was about to say goodbye to them but as I look around they are already knocked down, everyone is in there deep sleep except for Tiffany

“should I help you carry them?” I started I don’t want to leave her alone in this room with all the other members sleeping

Instead she showed me an eyes smile and waved her hand a sign of refusing “no, no it’s okay Jess, we will just sleep her together, since I miss sleeping with all of them I guess it’s better to stay like this”

“so that means you’re going to stay here?”

“yup! Now go, I know you want to sleep” I came closer to her and hugged her it’s like I missed Tiffany, well I really miss her

“thanks Tiff, good night” then with that I left the room and went to mine

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It was already 8:58 when I arrived at the helipad area located at the back part of the yacht, the breeze is cool, the night sky was clear, everything was perfect, even the setting was simple yet heartwarming it only had a round table perfectly designed by white clothing with a touch of red, two chairs a candle in the center, a musical band that plays sweet music the sound of the piano and violin makes a soothing combination. As I said everything was perfect except that one thing was still missing and that is my one and only Kwon Yuri.

 

“waiting for me?” that voiced surprised me but I know who it is

But I was more surprised when I turned around she was wearing a black lady tux with a red necktie and inside vest that matches my dress, she looks so handsome and stunning, I was left speechless as my heart talked a lot it was thumping so loud that I bet even Yuri can hear it, it goes wilder and wilder as she takes a step closer to me her eyes are locked in mine her smile was plastered perfectly, I was busy observing her that I didn’t noticed she was already in front of me, I was about to smile back but I couldn’t because her lips was already in mine, her was closed and I also did the same that the only strengthen the taste of her lips I felt my knees weaken, my arms automatically wrapped around her neck as she slid her hand in my waist that made the kiss hotter, we pulled from the hug because of lock of air, she looked at me in the eyes and connected our foreheads

“I Miss You Baby” those words were ringing in my head I cant stop smiling I hope this night wont end, I hope we don’t need to face tomorrow because NOW is all I need NOW beside her, just her

“I Miss You more Seobang” I kissed her lips one more time before smiling my heart out

She took my hand and guided me towards the table then moved the chair and let me sit on it while she seat at the opposite direction.

I cant explain my happiness, her in front of me just looking at me without even talking, it already mae me complete . . . . . . . . . . . .

“so? What did you do while I was still gone?” she begin

“well, I was just watching movies with the dorks the whole afternoon, and by the way? What if they wil see us here? I know they will disturb us, especially Sooyoung and Hyoyeon ugghh those two” yes just by thinking about their pranks makes my head hurt and I am annoyed again . . . . . . . . but not until Yuri laughed that caught my attention “why are you laughing?” I asked curiously I didn’t talk funny things

“well, don’t talked about their annoyance baby, your face really looked stress and besides remember the food and drinks that I asked the chefs to serve?”

“yes, what about it?”

“I put some sleeping pills on it, so I know they cant wake up until tomorrow” okay I feel inlove enev more, she’s so smart. . . . . . . . . . oh wait. . . . .

“if you put some sleeping pills on it, then there is a tendency that I also can eat the pill, gladly I didn’t took a bite in that sandwich”

“hehehehe I know you wont eat any of it and I put some cucumber on the sandwich incase you will lose your mind”

“whaaa  Debak!!! You’re really smart Seobang”

That was our night, us nonstop talking, her making the butterflies in my stomach go wild, me savoring the moment with her, foods are served but we barely touch it because just by looking at her I’m already full, she’s too Yummy! But then her question made me wonder

 

“remember the gifts that I’ve gave you for the past seven days?” it’s really odd on why did she bring that up

“of course I do, first it was Mickey then The amulet and the red dress and the rose oh wait? Why is it seven there’s only four, did I miss something?”

Instead of answering me she just laughed at me and I find it cute >.< “yes you miss something, and yes it’s all seven, all of them is a hint that lead you here tonight”

I was totally puzzled, hints? What could that be “I’m sorry I’m totally lost”

She just gave me her most charming smile and stood up from her seat, the music started to change into a smoother one, the stars shines brighter

She walks towards me and offered her hand to me, I gladly took it as again my heart dances with joy, her touch was incomparable, her eyes are brighter than the moon, it glows even more than yesterday, as soon as we both are standing seven men holding a card marched in front of me, they stopped and face the both of us, they together raised the cards showing familiar pictures (and a word) of:

 

First man:         Mickey Mouse

Second man:    Amulet

Third man:        Red Dress

Fourth man:     Rose

Fifth man:         Yacht

Sixth man:        Monthsary     

Seventh man:  Envelope

 

I was lost I don’t know what’s going on all I know is that those pictures shows the things that Yuri has given to me, I think she knew that I was out of awareness and she held my hand causing me to look at her then she offered a securing smile that always makes me feel relaxed

“you’re not getting it aren’t you?” her question just gave a answer that there’s a deeper meaning behind those gifts “guys turn it around”

That’s what she said, and it made me look again at the seven standing guys as they slowly revile the secrete. . . . . . . . .

At the back of every card contains the first letter of the figure which forms

 

(M)ickey Mouse

(A)mulet

(R)ed Dress

(R)ose

(Y)acht

(M)onthsary    

(E)nvelope

My whole body was numb that I can’t even feel my tears flowing down, that I can’t even control my cry, that I can’t even move, this is the moment that I have been waiting for but. . . . . . . .

I look at my side to look at Yuri only to find her down in her one knee looking up at me with those shining eyes, those wide and nervous smile, then she took my hand

 

“Sica, since the day I met you I was captivated, although I was scared, but still, from that day on I always have the time to think of you actually even if I don’t have the time I still think of you, the time that I knew you were in a relationship my hopes had been gone, so I decided to run from what I feel, to run from you, to hide and just tried to forget what I had, yes, your my living dream, and I’m lucky enough that my dream is in my hands, in front of me, maybe I don’t need to tell you how beautiful you are because millions of people tells you that everyday, you have millions of admirers but still you picked me, you chose me and I won’t waste that, I may not be a perfect girlfriend, but I’ll try my best to make you happy for the rest of my life, to be your strength when you feel like giving up, to be your clown when you don’t feel like smiling, to be your light when everything seems dark, to be your love when even you can’t love yourself and most importantly to be the one beside you every step of the way I will love you for as long as I live, please let me”

I’m drowning slowly I know I’m crying but I can’t care less I can’t explain how happy I am, even the word happy can’t cover it. . . . . . . . . . but still. . . . . . . I can’t risk her. . . . . . .

 she took out a box from her pocket and slowly open it in front of me

“Jessica Jung SooYeon, will you. . . . . . . .

 

 MARRY ME?”

 

Those words I long to hear, I want to dive in to her, YES is not enough for an answer. I want to marry her, I really do, but.  . . . . . . . . . . . . .

 

“Y. . . . .”

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“Y-yul, I’m sorry, I’m….. ssso s-sorry I c-can’t”   

“It’s a No"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

(Angry mob coming) 

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Whaaaa!!! why did Sica do that to Yul? My Yuri is like the perfect Seobang!! why did she do that?!! :'( (cries a river)

so yeah, the Seven days mission was a secret code, every gift was a hint combine the first letter of every word and you will get the word "MARRY ME"

but sadly :(

please don't kill me . . . . .yet

 

 

#SpreadTheLove

#BelieveInYulTiTaengSic hahahahahah (Hides again)