“KNOCK! KNOCK!”

 

“Come in”

 

Jessica was about to sleep from  a heavy day, the day was full of happiness, sadness, fear, laughter, acceptance, love and more it was surely so much for a day

 

The door slowly opened reviling a girl that was before wearing the most sparkling smile in the world but now its like turned 180 degrees her eyes that once sparkle is now red and swollen

 

As Tiffany took small steps to enter Jessica’s room she forced a smile on her way and stopped when she was close from the side of Jessica’s bed

 

“Hey” Tiffany greeted as she force to lighten up the mood

 

“hey” Jessica was taken aback, she is hurt seeing Tiffany in this state, she knows that she has been a part of her pain and it kills her, like Yuri she doesn’t want her best friend to be hurt, if she does have a choice, she wouldn’t do that, she knows by the time that Yuri was gone Tiffany was always the one who was hoping for her love, she was the one who would call Yuri if something will get her concern even from just some simple things, she know Tiffany’s love for Yuri is strong but Jessica also knows that she would regret it if she would let her go, she love’s Tiffany but she just want to be selfish because it’s Yuri

 

Jessica sat up and offered a seat for Tiffany at the side of her bed, her heart is pounding hard she doesn’t want to face a fight with Tiffany but some what she can sense that this would be a smooth talk

 

Tiffany took the offer of Jessica “hey, sorry about what I have acted early” again she forced a smile and this time is an apology smile

 

“Tiff you know you don’t need to say sorry” Jessica’s dropped her gaze her guilt is eating her even more “I’m supposed to be the one . . “ a tear dropped in her eyes she didn’t expect to be this emotional but she cant help it she just let it be, tears streamed down “i. . .I sh-should be begging for your forgiveness” Jessica took a deep breath and wiped her tears before looking in Tiffany’s eyes, to her surprise she saw Tiffany’s eyes clouded with tears, she was crying silently “Tiff I love Yuri as you do, I know it’s considered as betraying you, but Tiff I can’t stop myself from loving her , I just can’t stop, if I can I would gladly give her to you, I know you can love her as much as I do but I need her love, her warmth, I need her”

 

The room was silent for quite sometime, until Tiffany broke the ice “That’s all I wanted to hear” she let out a genuine smile that curved her eyes into a crescent form but as she smiles a single tear streamed from her eyes to her cheek “I Love Yuri to the extent that I have waited for so many years, but you know what?” she dropped her head low and let a chuckle “I always knew she won’t love me back, I know I would just make a fool out of myself, but I love her so much and honestly it broke my heart to know that my best friend is who Yuri was longing for, I cant give her the satisfaction that you have given to her because she never loves me the way she loves you, that’s why take care of her, make her the happiest person everyday, tell her how much you love her, she would love that (chuckle) and lastly don’t hurt her don’t ever let her go, because if that happens, trust me, I will be there to catch her and I will take her away from you even if I have to force myself to her then I would do that if she wants to call me Jessica every time she cries then let it be, I’m willing to get hurt just to see her happy “ Tiffany cant stop herself again she cries to her hearts content and stood up from the bed and wipped her remaining tears and looked at Jessica’s eyes

“You’re lucky Jess you are person that Yuri falls for, she’s almost perfect, so don’t let your diamond go, I hope you both will last forever, a part of me is happy for the both of you so don’t be worried I know I can overcome this” Tiffany again smiled but this time it’s more comfortable to watch “Good night Jessy, take care of her for me okay?” she winked playfully and left the room.

 

Jessica was left with thoughts, now somehow she can’t sleep, she cant think well, she hurt Tiffany but she still wishes them to be together forever, Tiffany surely is a golden hearted person but what bothers her the most is there was a part that Tiffany said and it scared her, she knows she will never hurt Yuri but somehow it bothers her its like a solid threat

 

“don’t hurt her don’t ever let her go, because if that happens, trust me, I will be there to catch her and I will take her away from you even if I have to force myself to her then I would do that if she wants to call me Jessica every time she cries then let it be, I’m willing to get hurt just to see her happy”

 

“just shrug it Jessica, you will never let your Seobang go” she said to herself before turning the lights off, turning the table light on, hugging the pillow imagining that it was her Yuri then a smile was plastered in her face and her heart was on harmony again at that night she slept peacefully just a thought of Yuri can really change her day or night

 

. . . . . . . . . . . . .

 

“Where’s Taeng?”

 

Yuri was walking around looking for the kid leader she wants to discuss something about her schedule

 

“Yah! I’m you girlfriend for god sake Yuri and you are looking for Taeyeon without even greeting me a good morning first” Jessica appeared at nowhere, pouting, arms crossed and her expression was unpleasant, she was mad

 

Yuri can’t do anything but to chuckle and smile on her girlfriends antiques she was still chuckling while walking closely to Jessica as soon as she was in front of her girlfriend she enveloped her in her most protective embrace, Jessica was taken aback and cant even move from her spot, Yuri’s morning embrace is too warm and too good to be true

 

“Good morning baby, I love you”  Yuri pulled away from the hug a bit then kissed her girlfriends crown, Jessica cant help but to close her eyes as she feels the sensation, with just one kiss she can feel the undying love of Yuri

 

As soon as Jessica recovered she hugged Yuri back and buried her face in Yuri’s chest “Good morning Seobang, I love you more, but I still want to sleep, sleep with me pwees”  she pleaded still hugging the love of her life

 

Yuri pulled from the hug only to see her girl pouting “sorry baby but I have a meeting today, and in the afternoon I need to meet with Hayoung of Apink we need to practice for our shoot”

 

“awwh! My Seobang is so busy, I can’t even cuddle with you just for just an hour without you standing up and go to your photoshoots or meetings or what so ever, aren’t you tired?” Jessica was whining cutely    

 

“aww, is my wife concerned?” Yuri cupped Jessica’s cheeks she feels guilty for she knows that she is lacking of spending time with her girlfriend

 

“yes, I heard you complaining about your head hurting and now your schedule is full and it’s SNSD’s free day because we still have a concert tomorrow and how can you perform if you cant even have a rest before tomorrow? Are they planning to kill you Seobang?” Jessica was angry it was evident her face was flashing red

 

Yuri can only chuckle “I can perform tomorrow, and nope they are not planning to kill me they are giving me a job and don’t worry about me okay? Seeing you smile, hearing you say that you love me is enough for me to have a full energy for a day so just take care of yourself for me and that would be  more than enough” it was said lovingly that  even all of their members heart was touched except for the two that felt a sting that they ca even react

 

“ahem! Yuri, Taeyeon is now here”

 

Yuri broke their hug and just held Jessica’s hand and both of them are walking towards Taeyeon hand in hand of course the scene broke Taeyeon’s heart into thousand pieces  

 

“w-what is it Yul?” Taeyeon cant even act normal in front of the couple because now she knows that what she concluded was true

 

“Tae do I have any schedule for next week, oh wait! Do I have any free time next week?”

      

“Sorry Yul but you don’t have any free day” Taeyeon also felt bad for Yuri she has a full schedule for 3 weeks straight because she was an international idol her offers are not only inside Korea but internationally its because of her debut in US

 

“uh! Okay, I guess I cant do anything about it” Yuri forced a sad smile

 

“and Yul next week you will be flying to US that’s a part of your schedule”

 

“WHAT?!” YulSic said in unison

 

“sorry Yul but the Hawk production wants to set a meeting with you and I guess you’re going to make a new project there”

 

“Seobang, please don’t go” Jessica is clinging at Yuri’s arm she’s like a kid not wanting to let go of her mother

 

“as much as I want to, but baby I have to, I’ll just ask manager oppa to have a brake tomorrow and I’m all yours, okay?”

 

Jessica can only nod “but please sleep with me tonight, please”  Jessica then turned her pleading eyes to Taeyeon who was just watching them earlier “Taengoo-ah! Please allow my Seobang to sleep in my room” Jessica is pouting hard, she doesn’t use Aigyoo except for Yuri

 

“I-im sorry, but . . . .” Taeyeon was shuttering

 

“please, please, please,please,please,please, please Taeng” Jessica got both of her hand clamped together she was like praying hard

 

 “Come on teang you really have no choice but to grant my girlfriends request you wont really win over her” Yuri added

 

“okay” that was all she said as she walked out

 

Jessica hugged Yuri because of happiness without even knowing that Taeng wasn’t there anymore

 

. . . . . . . . . . . . . .

 

“bunny? I can’t stand this anymore, I can’t control this stupid heart” Taeyeon and Sunny are in Sunny’s room talking and also to comfort her friend

 

“you said Yuri will fly to US next week right?” Sunny asked all of a sudden

 

“yaeh, why?” the sudden question made her confuse

 

“why don’t you confess to Sica, so you can completely let her go”

 

Sunny’s suggestion was surely sick “WHAT! Are you kidding me! No way! Yuri would kill me”

 

“Taeng, you wont ask her to be your girl, you just tell her how you feel so you wont have that ‘what if’ in your mind and then when you do that you can let her go” Sunny looked at Taeyeon and held her shoulder “so you ganna do it?”

 

Taeyeon cant deny that she has been asking that question since and that was one of the question that hold her back ‘what if I have confessed to Jessica first, will she be mine now?” That was the question that she asked frequently

 

“I don’t know”    

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

so yep! Taeyeon likes Jessica 

 

 

please don't kill me

 

 

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