http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Fv5ccPazQQ

Hoya POV

I excused myself from class . My eyes started to be watery .

Why must you keep doing this to me ~~~ ?

I can't take it any longer .

You keep hurting me but you never realize it .

So now I'm here regreting why I didn't confess to her sooner .

I feel useless that I can't be the one for you .

You have Myungsoo .

You're happily smiling,laughing,enjoying life with him when I'm here hoping that you'll break up with him and come to me .

What's this wet thing on my hand ?

Ouh . Its just my tears .

I'm crying ... I'm crying ... I'm crying ...

A side of me that nobody has seen .

Not even my parents .

But even if someone were to see me like this I want that person to be you , ~~~ .

Tears are falling but nobody knows .

I have to get myself together .

Yes Hoya . You gotta be strong.

I sneeked out of the bathroom not caring if my eyes were red .

-In the music room-

I started to play the piano .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_Am4cHMBKM&feature=related 

This tune ...

My tears start to fall again .

My hearts breaking ...

My knees are weak ...

My heartbeat is getting slower and slower...

Tearing me into pieces ...

Bit by bit ...

And now I have no strength ...

~~~~ , I only have one question for you .

Why ?

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HEYYY PEOPLE ~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First I wanna say ,

I AM SUPERRRRR SUPERRRRRR SUPERRRRRR SUPERRRRRR SUPERRRRRRRR SUPERRRRRRR SUPERRRRRRR SORYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !

I didn't update for like 2 months ? ><

SOOOOO SORRYYYYY !!!!!

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I hope this chapter is okay .

Hoya :'( I'm soo sorry for making you cry . HO aegy ♥ Don't cry okay ?

I'm here for you ♥