2. LAST

// cause sometimes i'll have to admit that i do feel alone //

Lee Sungjong is known for his amazing pictorial photos and for his adorable face, but when it comes to his six older hyungs, he is the most persistent one. He didn't let a problem slip that easily without coming up with some sort of solution and that's why he need to tell Park Saerin everything he wants her to know. After all, this lady has a big impact on one of his hyung's life. "That is not good, at all, noona," Sungjong frowned. "It's easier for both of us, to move on," Saerin shrugged. "What kind of 'move on' we are talking about? For goddess's sake, Myungsoo hyung doesn't even remember a single thing about his own life," Sungjong sighed. Saerin fell silence. She knows what best for her, and that is to stay as far as she could from Kim Myungsoo but sometimes fate is just so cruel. "Myungsoo hyung, he-he didn't mean it. It was a mistake," Sungjong whispered. "Try searching for a new reason, Lee Sungjong. I'm tired with that one. It was a damn huge mistake and I don't even care whether he meant it or not," Saerin said ruthlessly. "You always have a choice, Sungjong-ah. And when your dear hyung decided to sleep with another girl, it was his choice and he must meant it," Saerin continued. "Myungsoo hyung is not that low and you know it. He loves you," Sungjong whispered. "Stop defending him or I leave," Saerin glared. "Okay, he was stupid. I don't know what's in his mind back then but, noona, it was 5 years ago," Sungjong pleaded. "So, you are thinking because it was 5 years already, I should just forgive him and we can get back together?" Saerin said sarcastically. "Yes, I mean, no, noona, you still love him, don't you?" Sungjong asked and silence was all he got. "It was a suicide action," Sunjong suddenly said and managed to grab Saerin's attention back. "Myungsoo hyung was trying to committed a suicide that night when he lost his memory," Sungjong said. "You said it was an accident. How do you get so sure?" Saerin raised her brow. "The police said so, but they only told his family and close friends," Sungjong sighed. "He called Sungyeol hyung before he went crazy on the highway, telling Sungyeol that he was tired and couldn't stop blaming himself. Noona, he loves you that much," Sungjong explained. Saerin just stared at him." I have to go," Saerin said as she got up from her seat. "Please do think about my words," Sungjong snapped. "There is no more to think about. It's over and please do accept it, Sungjong," Saerin said. "Aren't you going upstairs with me? I thought you suppose to supervise your editor," Sungjong said. "No, I think the creative director covered it already. Woohyun, right?" Saerin said and left Sungjong, who is for the first time fail to crack someone's shell with his persistence.

"Where have you been?" Woohyun sent Sungjong a worried glace when Sungjong entered the photoshoot room. "Hyung," Sungjong said, which come out more like a whine. "Yah, what happened to you? You can't do a photoshoot while looking like a child whose toy just got hit by a truck," Woohyun said, even more worried than before. "Everyone takes 15!" Woohyun said to the staffs. "Hyung, I met-," "Hyung! Why give everyone another break? I need to finish at 11. I have to go somewhere," Myungsoo suddenly snapped. "Well, you can't start a photoshoot when the model looks like a bully just snatched his lunch away! Now, stop complaining or else," Woohyun threaten. "What happened, Sungjong-ah?" Myungsoo patted the younger's shoulder. "Now, that's what I'm talking about. What happened?" Woohyun said, "I met the new chief," Sungjong said. "Yah, is she that scary to you?" Myungsoo chuckled when Woohyun froze. "No, it's not that. Can we grab some coffee after this?" Sungjong said. "I've just told you that I need to go somewhere," Myungsoo smiled. "Where? With who?" Sungjong raised his brow. "Gosh, possessive maknae much, aren't you? Nah, I have promised Hyeri to go on a date on my lunch time," Myungsoo said. "You still with that girl?" Sungjong said, rather ruthlessly. "Yah, I've told you that I don't care no matter you hate my girlfriend or what problems you have with her, stop treating her with no respect," Myungsoo glared. "Sorry," Sungjong said in a low tone. "Whatever, just don't do that again, Sungjong-ah," Myungsoo said and left to fix the lightning. "I know you still pissed that you ship has sinked but you should start respecting his girlfriend, they have been