Dedicated to: @ohbaektae

True nostalgia is an ephemeral composition of disjointed memories. - Florence King

Momentum 10: Nostalgia

            The room is filled with tension with me and my brother sitting across each other in my office. This feels nostalgic. We used to hang out inside my room just talk what happened that day but look at us now. No one even dared to say a word, our eyes are communicating, waiting who to speak first. Then I heard him clear his throat. I gaze at him with wary look. “You’re probably surprise why I am here.” He stated as a matter-of-fact. I snorted, “What do you want?” He looked at me as if he was shocked by my attitude then he flashes the sweet smile of his. “Don’t you miss me, little brother?” He mocked me as he cross his legs. I tried to give him a glare and ignore the intimidating aura he always gives me, “I’m not your little brother anymore.” Yet he just let out a loud laugh then a smirk creeps to his lips.

            “You never changed Sehun. You will always be my little brother.” He said making my body tense. Damn it. He will always have a huge effect on me. Won’t he just let me forget him and erase him to my life? “Why are you here?” I asked, clenching my fist while I try to control myself. His smile fades away as he looked at me seriously. “I’ve heard of the sudden deaths.” He said and stopped for a while to take breathe. My eyebrows furrowed at his statement. I waited for him to continue. “And they are not just some people Sehun.” He looked at me with his eyes saying something I can’t comprehend. Wait. “Are you accusing me that I cause all of this?” I stated with a hint of anger in my voice. He shook his head and sighed, “No. I wanted to know what is happening.”

            Now, I’m getting more confused. “Why?” I simply said but the questions in my mind are increasing. He responded me with a shrug and firmly said, “Because these people are not killed for nothing Sehun. They all have the connection to that accident.” I froze at the realization of what he said. he’s right. I let out a long sighed and look at him before I shake my head. “To be honest, I don’t know. If you asked me, I would love to kill them by myself but someone did it