[I didn't know that asianfanfics censored certain words lol no wonder my kick never did make it so am i suppose to say kick instead?hahahaha I guess I'll asterik it or something lol]

Honestly looking back at it now didn't know why I was so worried about everything.I guess I was just nervous and insecure about it all since I kinda like Seunghyun alot and it didn't seem like it was possible for him to even like me back so I guess I got kind of flustered by everything.

I probabaly made everything extra awkward but I couldn't help it I was so freaking nervous.I guess Youngbae was right although I'll hate to admit it to him.

So on that day where I sat directly opposite of Seunghyun,I was kinda feeling kind of small tiny scared yeah basically all that.He was talking to Youngbae casually and all I could do was stare at the table while listening to their conversation.They were talking so happily to each other and I was getting kinda pissed cause it felt like I was being ignored by both of them and yeah maybe its my own fault because I couldn't help but to just stare at the table in silence but still?Couldn't they at least make some effort to include me in?

After about 15minutes of waiting for their conversation to end well I realized that it wouldn't actually end.They were on the topic of bear bricks I have no idea why and they kept talking about a one piece bear brick and how Zorro would look freaking cool and everything.I was getting bored and then I thought to myself why was I even being so quiet?It wasn't like I had never ever spoken to Seunghyun before.We used to laugh and joke around so why was it any different now?And so I decided to stop being such a pathetic girl I mean like I use to criticised those kind of girls in the dramas I watch.The kind who couldn't do a single thing for themselves and were always the damsel in distress.Like I would be shouting at the screen telling them to get up and leave the pathetic guy who obviously didn't love them.But here I was putting on a show of not being myself for who?Nah I wasn't going to be those fake girls who tried hard at making people like them by putting on an act of being nice and sh*t.I was going to be me whoever that is.

"Hellooooooo?Am I invisible?Did you guys arrange this to be a date and purposely made me become the third wheel?Like if that's the case,I'm perfectly fine with that but at least order some bingsu first so that I have something to snack on while watching this drama come on man don't make me die of boredom here alone."

They both stopped talking and looked at me.

"What?Am I not allowed to voice out my comments about the drama?Cause I have to say the plot line of it is getting a little dull."

"Wait a minute here.You must be the evil antagonist who twists the plot of the drama cause I was pretty sure someone dragged me to be here today."

Youngbae looked at me all knowingly and laughed when he saw me shooting laser beams at him or at least attempting to.

"You're lucky I didn't pinch you.I'm hungry and thirsty.I want food.Where's my food at?I demand for food to be served to me right now."

"Are you this demanding when you're hungry?"

Seunghyun asked me with an amused smile that I would very much like to take a picture of but whipping my camera out all of a sudden would definately make me seem quite creepy so no.

"It depends.If I'm anywhere near Youngbae then yes I will be this demanding.Now go get me food please I swear I will quietly watch the drama from then on."

"Isn't she whiny?Seunghyun yah we should just leave her here and go."

Youngbae got a pinch from me before even finishing his sentence.

"Nah I don't think its whiny.It's kinda cute."

Seunghyun stood up as Youngbae stared at him giving him the 'bro you crazy' look that I recognised oh so well.Me on the otherhand felt like disappearing under the table forever and ever.

"What?Stop looking at me like that Youngbae.I just never expected her to have that kind of side."

"Yah Seunghyun are we friends?Am I hallucinating?"

Psh that Youngbae.What a melo dramatic fellow don't ya think?

"Yah Youngbae if you're done acting your horrible role can you go and order me my food please?"

"Yes whiny girl.I'll take it that you want the oreo bingsu am I right?"

I nodded my head in reply.

"Alright.Let's go Seunghyun.I won't leave you in the hands of this whiny girl.She can get super annoying when she's hungry."

I glared at Youngbae but he simply ignored me and started walking to the counter.Seunghyun stood up and followed him but before that he just stared at me for a few seconds which prompted me to say what in a really gangster sort of way.

"Not whiny.You're cute."

He says with a smirk as he walks over to the counter.

No lie I almost died.

The rest of the day went as smoothly as I never did expect it to be.It felt like we were back in the classroom again,working together on the tedious project works that we were burdened with ever so often.All the awkwardness had vanished and I was able to be me infront of Seunghyun.What on earth was I so worried about even.It was a great day and I had the best time hanging out with the two of them.The fact that this was well supposedly suppose to be a sort of date between me and Seunghyun was gradually forgotten by both of us well specifically me.I had no idea what Seunghyun thought about it but he was laughing and making idiotic jokes all day long so I assumed that it didn't matter to him anyways.

Soon though the day came to an end and it was time for the three of us to part ways.

And yes this was that perfect moment that you see in dramas where the two lead roles are left together and somehow the male lead role will send the girl home and leave her with some very cute or cringy parting words to remember him by.

And that's exactly what happened.

Except you've forgotten that this isn't my drama.

In no way was I the one with the leading role nope I was just an supporting actor ya know the third wheel.

Turns out both Youngbae and Seunghyun lived closeby to each other and they were both headed the opposite way.

And so I was left at the bus stop alone to wait for my bus as the two leading roles walked to their bus stop together while happily laughing and joking around.

Well I guess it was better that way.

And I was happy that I've managed to hang out with Seunghyun without completely melting on the floor every 5 minutes so yes I was incredibly happy.

On the bus,I kept replaying all the things we did and all the moments we had together and I couldn't help but to smile to myself.The girl sitting beside me probably thought I was a weirdo or something but I just couldn't stop myself from smiling.

And just as I was about to enter my house,my phone vibrated and a notification popped up on my screen.

Seunghyun🐻

:Hey ^^

Seunghyun🐻

:Did you reach home safely?0.o

I wasn't expecting that at all and so in my surprise I dropped my phone flat on the ground which made me cursed out loud like really loud to the point where my mum keep rushing out expecting to see some hooligan.When she saw that it was just me well she did not hesitate to whack me on the head hard.

After my mum was done reprimanding me,I finally texted a reply back to Seunghyun telling him that I was safely back home and thanking him for being concern unlike Youngbae.

Seunghyun🐻

:How can I not be concern?

Seunghyun🐻

:Its good that you're back home safe.:]

Seunghyun🐻

:Thanks for today and I'll see you tomorrow in school definitely.

Seunghyun🐻

:Sleep well.Nights >~<

God d*mn it.Can he not attack me like this?I feel so overwhelmed and dizzy.How can he just say these words and expect me to sleep well?Ughhhhhhhhhhh.

Also I never did expect myself to say this but honestly I felt excited to go to school the next day.

Oh how I wanted to slap myself in the face hard.

Since when did I ever look forward to going to school?

D*mn it Choi Seunghyun what on earth have you done to me?