T.T

Dara pov

I just stared blankly. I wear my one and only dress chaerin bought for me. the one that I swear I will never use it. but hey, I use it now. contrast with people who wear black outfit, i wear a blue. But its fine, because its chaerin who choose it. I titled my head when people say their sorry to me, I don’t understand why they walk away with sad face and even with tears in their face. I walk to chaerin mom who still weeping, when she saw me she envelope me in tight hug while saying something I don’t understand. is she suddenly talk with alien language? Then she walk away while wiping her tears.

I blink away my tears and look down at her tombstone. Lee chaerin, my friend, my one and only bestfriend. She’s here, laying buried deep inside.

“why? … why? … you know don’t like being alone … but why?? Why you leave? … i-if you don’t came to fetch me .. maybe you’re still alive … right? .. t-that’s because of me …” I wipe away my tears “ya! wake up! I wear this dress you bought me that day. Am I look pretty ? .. ya! answer me! answer me … I’m sorry”

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I keep a save distance and just watching her. watching her staring at chaerin grave for hours and crying uncontrollably like now. I just came to her house after I hear about chaerin , I came in time she already in cab going somewhere. I follow her and she stop in church, then I follow her again here. when they all leave, I meet chaerin mom and she said she worried for dara and ask m