Its been two week, I come to YG twice a week to practice , my song and my act lesson. One of YG artist taught the do’s and don’t’s and how to act. Well, its not hard, she said if I do it with heart people will feel it too. and so I try to embrace the feelings.

I stared at jiyong who play his part, he act like he just lost his life he even act crying. I cant help but be proud at him. his rap as always powerful and full of soul. And then its my time to sing. I start to act sad like I lost my other half, its not hard for me. I touch my heart and fall on my knees, lone tears come from corner of my eyes and I wipe it. I stood up again and walk to piano in center. I start to play, I already arranged the song to be more soft, because my voice is not that powerful teddy oppa said its better to play with emotion, so I try hard to sing it with all my heart.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you,
I love the things that you do


We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do, I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me, yeah

 

I finish it and stood up. Then some dancer act as a bystander I go to right side while