I Won't Share
When You Saved Me, My Bodyguards
Seul Gi had been so habitual for being professional. It started since she was 15. That time Eunhye left home, so Seul Gi had to replace her in some occasion to keep the face of Bae family. Seul Gi had to limited her time to play with her friends at school. She had to learned what Eunhye have to do. Like Cello, Spanish, France, Ballet, Public speaking, and politics education. At the first time she hated all of them, but since she remembered that there must be someone to save Bae noble generation, she stand along with it
Seul Gi was in conversation with the chief of Samsung Korea, but then a man shouted “ Yah… Kim Jaejoong, how could you be late. Don’t you go together with your fiancé?” that man lead Jaejoong to stand with her
Jaejoong looked so easy “ Yea, I need to manage something at office. Hi chagiya…” He greeted her.
Seul Gi shocked. But she tried to hide it. How could Jaejoong be this confident? Didn’t he feel that she refusing the marriage? How about Boa? “ Hi oppa.” She answered shortly
“ How about the weeding preparations?” Other man asked
“ We haven’t decide the date yet.” Seul Gi answered quickly
“ Yea, we even announced our engagement formally. But I think we’ll marry about this 2 months.” Jaejoong declared
Seul Gi eyes widened as Jeajoong words. Seul Gi smiled and linked her hand on his arm. She dragged him out from the crowded “ Excuse me…” She said to other people
Yunho followed his master at least 10 meters behind. He wont made a same mistake like yesterday. He have to be more careful for everybody who close at her.
Seul Gi stopped at the empty room, she released her hand “ What did you say? Don’t you refuse this marriage too?” She hissed in anger
“ Why should I refuse it?” Jaejoong said easily
“ Yah… what happened to you. Don’t you love Boa?” she looked so frantic
“ I am. But what can I do? At least we ever fall in love before, so it wouldn’t difficult for us in the future.” Jaejoong uttered
“ You still want to fall in love with me?” She whispered
“ How can I get you off in my heart easily. I love Boa and I realize that I made you hurt. But… this marriage doesn’t scary as I thought.” He said
“ Why did you decide this by yourselves? Don’t you know my feeling? Boa’s feeling?” Seul Gi asked
Jaejoong kept silent. Seul Gi knew that this matter need to be explanation. “ Could we meet in our longue tonight?”
Jaejoong nodded. Seul Gi forced a smile. She was hoping for the best.
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Ara and Tiffany walked out from Tiffany’s Porsche. Yoochun and Changmin already waiting for them outside. In seconds Seul Gi’s Mercedes arrived as Yunho opened the door for her. Seul Gi took a glance at Yunho who was staring at her friends, Go Ara. Tiffany welcomed her with a hug. She didn’t congratulate her because she already know the main problem they want to talk about.
As they came in, Jaejoong and Boa were inside. They were talking each other about this problem. Seul Gi took a seat between two of them, and stay silent. Didn’t know how to begin
“ Boa… I’m sorry. But this is not what I want.” Seul Gi tried to speak up
“ Don’t you even try to refuse?” She sobbed
“ I did. But it was useless. My family have no child to keep the family Bae. No even Eunhye. I’m their only last hope.” She explained why this marriage was so hard to be canceled
“ But how about my feeling?” Boa roared between her sobs
“ I’ll marry you Boa.” Jaejoong asked suddenly
“ What?!” Seul Gi gasped. Jaejoong wanted her to share a husband? Jaejoong knew that she never shared for a thing like this. Seul Gi always claimed her private thing for herself only. She didn’t care how many of money she have to share to the proper, but in this case… How can he wanted two wife?
“ I’ll divorce her.” Jaejoong said firmly. He said that without looked back at Seul Gi
“ I know what is your principal Seul Gi, you don’t like to share. That’s why I choose to divorce you later.” His eyes rolled on Seul Gi
Seul Gi shocked. How could Jaejoong marry her then dumped her and goes back to Boa. He didn’t want so sacrifice. Seul Gi had sacrificing almost all of her time and heart in this crazy life. But this is the payback
“ I promised you Boa,” Jaejoong took her hands
Boa smiled slowly. “ Will you promised me?” She asked to Seul Gi
Seul Gi nodded helplessly.
Yoochun and Changmin tried to cheer the sense up. “ Come on, let’s have a break first. Don’t you feel some stress when you thinking all of this too much?” Changmin poured some wine on their glass. Yoochun threw a box of cards at Jaejoong. Jaejoong showed his abilities on those cards. Tiffany patted Seul Gi on her back, wished her to keep cheer up.
Seul Gi looked at Jaejoong and Boa. They looked so happy. And those man was her fiancé. Siwon was missing. He even didn’t call her. Seul Gi have to accept that one day Jaejoong would leave her as widow. Seul Gi held her own card on her hands. Tried to keep playing, but she felt her eyes was so hot, they were gonna tearing again.
“ Where’s Ara?” Asked Changmin
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Yunho was standing by the back garden as someone approached him. He turned his head. This girl, she just the same beauty as she was. Never change. Yunho bent his head down for her.
“ You’re Seul Gi’s bodyguard?” Ara asked him
“ Yes Miss.” Yunho replied formally. He avoided to speak as usual. Before the incident between them happened
“ For how long?” She asked again
“ Two days.”
Ara lost some words to open a conversation with him “ How is your family?”
“ Good.”
Ara felt a rejection from his cold tone “ Are they miss me?”
“ Yes, a lot. Especially my mother. But I said to her that Go Ara wont back to our house.” He replied
Ara rolled her eyes on him “ How could you erase me this quick?” Her eyes start to teary
“ Your family asked me to.” He answered
“ Jung Yunho, Am I that simple to you?” Asked
“ No Miss Go. You’re too precious until I cant reach you anymore.” He said.
Ara heart had broken in to pieces since 3 months ago. The time when she ended all of her story with him. This conversation even not made it better. This was just like an explanation that Yunho had erased her from his heart. This was hurt.
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Seul Gi came out from the longue. She couldn’t stay for so long. Her eyes tearing up. But she wont let her tear fall down here. As she walked at the back garden. She saw Ara was standing in front of Yunho and her hand on Yunho arm. Ara looked so sad. Seul Gi walked towards them
“ What are you doing?” Seul Gi asked
Ara wiped her tiny tears “ H..He just helping me to bring your heavy books that I want to borrow from the library. I’m trying to pick them up but they are just too heavy. I’m tearing because I fall at the last stair.” She said hastily
Yunho didn’t say a thing. He just stared at Seul Gi whom her eyes was red and teary. Ara walked into her “ How was it?”
“ It’s okay. They’re waiting for you inside.” Seul Gi told her
Ara nodded “ Don’t you come inside?”
“ I would like to come home. Bye.”
Ara left her. Seul Gi walked towards Yunho. “ Did you help her?”
“ Yes I did Miss Bae.” He replied
“ Don’t guard anybody than me, don’t help anybody than me, I don’t want you share you for anybody….” She muttered as the tears fell down to her check
“ I don’t share my bodyguard. I don’t share my love, I don’t share my boyfriend, I don’t share my husband…..” She sobbed. She cried quite loud this time
Yunho pulled her hand and took her at his hug. He hugged her first. She kept crying on his chest. “ I wont ever share… because everybody start to leave me… I cant trust anybody…”
Seul Gi could feel the hug from Yunho, it was warm and firm. Seul Gi took her hands on his chest. “ You don’t have to share Miss Bae. You’ll have a love that you owned for yourself.”
Seul Gi nodded. Yunho knew that he did this out of control, but a part of his heart told him to. There’s a sorry feeling for this rich girl. This suffer rich girl. She haven’t anybody to stand with. He knew for sure that his master will get the prize for all of her sacrifice now.
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