Seul Gi taken aback when she saw Yunho by the mirror. She turned into him, looking straight to his eyes but she was silent. She knew that she owe him an explanation for fire him up. But somehow it was more than that. She could feel thunders inside her heart as it growling over and over like it about to explode. The thunder contained longing, anger, jealous, sadness, and needs.

“ I bet you owe me explanations.” He said coldly

Seul Gi tried to hide her tense. She faced the mirror again and seeing him by the reflection as she put some mascara on her eyes. “ There’s nothing I have to explain.”

“ You fired me without a reason.” He snapped

“ I don’t always tell reason why I fired people. I don’t like them, then I fired them. Simple.” She tried to ignore his gaze when she told this

“ You don’t like me huh?” He asked in almost whisper

Seul Gi jolted by the question. She did like him, and she wasn’t so sure if she only like him, because she knew it was more than that.  She faced him again “ What the hell are you talking about?”

Seul Gi did a fake scoff because her mind and her action didn’t do a perfect reaction “ I still have some people and things to be liked to, than I like you.” She could her own tense in her voice, hoping that Yunho wouldn’t notice.

“ Because I do.” He replied simply

It hit the silent. Seul Gi tried to find any words to response his straight and strong statement, but she found none. She even avoids seeing him by the reflection until she realized that he was exactly behind him. His touch in her bare shoulder made her startled and faced him.

“ I do like you. No… I do love you.” He confessed straight into her eyes

Seul Gi felt if those words were knocking into her heart. She faced him with sad eyes but she fight the urge for wanting him. She wont looked pitiful in front of him

“ I bet now you know why you’re fired.”

His hand crept up to her face, touching the softness. Something he was always never dreamt this day would come. A month a go he came as a new bodyguard with sarcasm, heart broken, and cold. Somehow with things happened when he was around her, his heart softened.

“ Not until I told you this.” He put his left hand on her waist and pulled her closer

Seul Gi felt his warm breaths on her face. They felt so nice for her. Yunho looked at her eyes deeply. Sometimes she blinked them softly, they sparkled like a fireworks to him.

“ You’re not understand what have you gotten into.” She scoffed. It wasn’t easy to believe that someone loves her like this

“ I do understand. I want you to know that I’m ready for the worst, as long you’re being with me. I will take the obstacles.” He said gently

“ You’re out of your mind and I’m sure you’ll regret this later. We’re different; you worth a good life, good woman, good girlfriend—like Ara. Nobody could take me out from this kind of life, someone did try—but he died. Some people rely on me….” She said with shaking and trembling voice

“ I will finish what Hyunjoong left you. And you know that those people rely on you because their money is up to you.” He replied hastily

“ I like you…”

“ Yunho ssi,” She gasped as he drew his face closer, their noses touched and continued with their lips. Yunho kissed her soft lips with heart full of emotions. He felt his heart was about to explode as he took their lips deeper. He was extremely happy since she kissed him back. She wanted this, as much as he did. She had her hands around his neck and responded him fully.

But she came to her sense. This was impossible. She pulled back and avoided his gaze

“ S..Stop… this is insane.” She stuttered

Yunho gripped on her shoulders “ No it’s not. I want to make you out of this. I’ll make you happy for being with me.” He assured her

Her eyes began watery “ But you cant. I have obligation to do, you and I… we’re definitely different.”

“ No we aren’t. You and I are seeking for happiness and we both deserve to have one.” He said gently

“ How about my family? Public reputation we’re nobles!” She shrieked

Yunho began to tense “ Oh god damn Seul Gi! They are family who let you down, and those damn reputation will always knock you off from what happiness are!”

Seul Gi tried to let Yunho’s hands off her shoulder  “ Yes they’re always let me down, but not to my dad. He did this for me, him and his people who works for him, he’s the reason I why I should hang on this wedding.”

“ Listen to me! If he does care about you, he won’t let you do this!” He raised his voice

“ He forced to, I know he never meant to hurt me. Another thing that I can’t be with you… I always afraid if I fall for a bodyguards again that he’ll leave me again… without single news and someday I will find him died. I can’t live with a man like that anymore. My heart hurts and in pain every time I think about it.” Her make up ruined, tears fell down on her cheeks

“ Why the hell you make this so impossible for us?!!” Yunho yelled

“ Because it’s IMPOSSIBLE!” She yelled back

Then silence covered them. Yunho cant hide his eyes burning of sadness as he watched her crying in front of him. He just stood still, his mind growled with sadness, anger, tense. He couldn’t believe that Seul Gi still mind her family than her own happiness. Happiness with him. He knew that she wanted it too, the way he kissed him back proved it.

“ You know what?! You probably stay with your old boyfriend Kim Hyunjoong happily right now, if only your groom didn’t kill him.” He said in anger.

He didn’t purpose to tell her now. Not after he told her how much he love her.

Seul Gi eyes widened in shock “ W…what did you say?”

“ Nothing,” Yunho avoided her stare “ I have to go.” He turned to leave her in cries. Seul Gi grabbed his left wrist

“ It’s not nothing. Tell me.” She managed a stern voice between her sobs

It was too late. He knew he’ll regret this later. He faced her back “ Jaejoong… is the one who killed Hyunjoong.”

 Seul Gi fell down in shock, break down with tears. She cried so loud, down to her knees. The beautiful make up ruined as the tears kept falling down, her luxurious dress couldn’t help but let her shivering.

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AUTHOR’S NOTE

So sorry I didn’t update the story so long.

Well, I didn’t get some comments from you, so I thought you haven’t read it yet or maybe the story getting bored or too much complicated.

Finally they kissed! Fiuh…

It takes so long huh?!

I hope you like this chapter

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