Yunho knew that Kyuhyun was totally drunk right now, but he insisted to sober him up. Kyuhyun must told him the truth about Hyunjoong death involved Jaejoong on it, and he wanted a truth from a sober man. Yunho drowned Kyuhyun’s head on the washbasin by the bar’s toilet, sometimes he patted Kyuhyun’s face slowly and turned to be faster. He also ordered Dongwook to buy some aspirin or other medicine to sober Kyuhyun up.

“ Once more you take my head down to those washbasin. I’ll be officially death.” Kyuhyun said sarcastically as he tried to dry his hair with a towel that was given by the waiter.

Dongwook giggled on his side after he sipped some beer.

It took two hours to make Kyuhyun back to his sense.

“ I’m sorry buddy. Sometimes things getting rush to be solved.” Yunho smiled “I’ll buy you a drink. Black coffee?” He offered him, by a second the bartender was ready to take their orders

“ No no no… do you have some hot tea? My head was frozen and I need something hot.” Kyuhyun asked the bartender.

The bartender took their order and left. Yunho kept smiling as he stared on his empty glass.

“ So…” Yunho paused “ Ready to tell me the story?”

Kyuhyun stopped his drying action. Somehow his face turned into serious mode—the face he barely even showed.

“ There aren’t many people that know the truth, not even the Chief. Dongwook hyung, you must know the drug dealer case in South Africa 4 years ago, don’t you?” He turned to face Dongwook

Dongwook tried hard to remember “ M…yeah… the case involved 4 Koreans that had been arrested in Busan. I’m the one who arrest them.”

“ Yeah. The problem was, one of them owned 30% database of Kim Corp.” He paused for a sip of tea that just being served a moment ago.

“ That man—if I’m not mistaken Jong Myung Ho, asked Kim Jaejoong for covering him up. Jaejoong hadn’t any choice since Myung Ho had the codes and access into the database, so he sent him money and moved to South Africa. In three days, Mr. Kim—Kim Jaejoong’s father—met the Chief in the office, he reported about his danger position and asked for help from us. I was there, Chief asked me to call Hyunjoong hyung who was about to leave the dorm. I am remembering that day clearly. It was Valentines Day, and he said to me if he wanted to have break time for 6 hours, but the Chief asked for a mission and we have to leave that night.”

“ Yeah, I remembers the valentines day card’s from Ms. Bae. I read it after Hyunjoong’s funeral.” Dongwook said.

Kyuhyun just nodded and continued his story “ Mr. Kim asked Jaejoong to go to South Africa with us too. We did tactics to get them arrested by using Jaejoong as bait. Hyunjoong hyung was the leader of the mission and asked me to track his speech, says or his conversation from a secret microphone on his left earring, but Kim Jaejoong didn’t know about that. Every agent could identify the drug dealer and tracked their presence. But one night after my duty time, suddenly I heard something on my earphone that connected with Jaejoong’s microphone, it was the drug dealer! They wanted him to kill Hyunjoong hyung or they’ll blow up the corporation secrets, passwords and issues. It made Jaejoong willing to kill Hyunjoong hyung. I ran fast to the meeting room to prevent Hyunjoong hyung went to Jaejoong penthouse. But it was too late. About 15 minutes I heard Jaejoong call them once more, I could hear many people yelling and barking, I heard Hyunjoong hyung tried to calm Jaejoong down and asked him to not kill him persuasively, but he didn’t listen and it followed by many shoot sounds. When I arrived there, four drug dealers die, Hyunjoong hyung too… and Jaejoong, he had a shoot on his left arm. After 10 minutes later, the penthouse was blown up, they set a bomb already. It made my earphone brokens The team arrested 12 more drug dealers in 2 days after that. People kept asking who killed Hyunjoong hyung actually. We couldn’t know what happened before, because the drug dealers broke the cameras. They took Jaejoong not guilty because of inadequate proof.” Kyuhyun finished his story

“ I never know about this.”Dongwook said in shock

“ Of course you don’t. I’m the only one who knows, I tried to tell the Chief, but without a proof, it’s nothing. I actually recorded every words but it broke by the bomb.” Kyuhyun continued

The two of them turned to see how Yunho react. They found Yunho frozen.

“ I saw Miss Seul Gi in Hyunjoong oppa funeral. She came very late as everybody left the cemetery. I guessed that she sneaked out from her house to come and after 10 minutes some of her bodyguard and her mother came. They forced her to come home. She cried so loud and hit some of her bodyguard.” Kyuhyun started again.

“ When I heard she dated to Jaejoong about 6 month later, I felt like how unfair this life could be. If only she knows the truth…” Kyuhyun sighed

Yunho tried to understand all of the madness came around his mind. It was ironic. She would marry someone who killed her past boyfriend. What could he do next? Telling her the truth? But he had no right to. He’s not her employee, not her friends, not her boyfriend. What could happen if he told her? Would things get better? Or getting worse?

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Yunho was home after 3 in the morning. He clearly needs to sleep before deciding what he would do in the next hours. The whole story about Hyunjoong deaths messed him up. Yunho confused how could Seul Gi didn’t know about the truth but he didn’t plan to tell her sooner except it necessary. He just wanted to apologize Kyuhyun because he forced him to tell the story even though he was drunk and forced to sober himself out by aspirins and cold water.

When he reached home, his father hadn’t slept yet. Yunho assumed he was waiting for him for being fired today. And that was true. His father sat alone in the family room

“ So late huh?” his father greeted him while he was watching TV and drinking some beers

Yunho didn’t know how to answer the question, but he had to “ M… yeah, sorry dad for being so late, I was with Dong Wook and…”

“ You’re not 16,” His father cut in “ but I need another incident and reason to be told.” He continued

“ Why do I get fired today?” He guessed

His father just gestured him to sit across him “ Would you like for some beers?”

“ No thanks. I had enough.” He replied quickly. He remembered how he made Kyuhyun in pain while he was drunk

“ So, Jung Yunho… what happened then?” His father asked “ Did you cause a trouble, you took her in danger? Or did you break her addition rules?”

Yunho shook his head. He didn’t know where to start, if Ara was right the possible reason why had she fired him up was because of private affair. “ I didn’t.  Well it was more of our private life’s.” Damn. He spitted out wrong choice of words, he would be surprised if his father understand what it means well

“ What kind of private life’s you shared with her? Be careful on your words.” His father warned him

“ When I said ‘our’… it was including me, Seul Gi and Ara.” He got it straight to his father “ I don’t know how thing could happened in this way to us, and I didn’t think she fired me up because of breaking a rule. Things were getting complex between me and Ara, and I assumed Seul Gi wants to save her best friend since Ara is jealous over her. So Seul Gi thought fire me is better than lose her friends.” He told him what he knew.

“ So what would you do now?” His father asked firmly. Actually his son’s explanation was beyond his imagination. He thought it would be about the security disorder that Yunho had done. Who had guessed if the reason was too much personal? He knew there was something between him and Seul Gi and he knew what it was, but since Yunho haven’t told and admitted to him, he didn’t want to interfere their problem

“ Working on the office, or getting ready for the next mission.” Yunho replied flatly

“ It’s not what I’m worrying about. I’m asking about you and Ms. Bae.” His father cleared his throat

Yunho little bit cringed when his father still called Seul Gi by her family’s name, well he wasn’t working for her anymore, he thought that would be fine if she called her by her given name. But his father question wasn’t easy to be answered

“ I don’t know. Somehow there’s something left between me and her.” His eyes was staring at the backyard blankly. Yunho sighed heavily and stood up “ I’ll take a bath and get some sleep.”

“ Okay,” His father replied as his stare back to the late TV show

“ Hey Dad…” Yunho turned back to his father again “ If I did break the addition rules… which rules I may broke?”

Mr. Jung faced him this time, he saw his son was waiting for an answer curiously “ Well… I thought it would be the number 5^th rule.”

Yunho stood still about hearing that answer. No motion. Just stood stiffly

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Seul Gi stared at her bedroom’s ceiling blankly. She couldn’t sleep even a blink. She heard the clock’s ticking sound filled the room. Sometimes her eyes blinked with the clock’s sound rhythmically, and as the thunder stopped surrounding the night rain poured her sky heavily. She barely turned her head into the standing clock in her lamp desk, wishing the time to stop or moving backward.

It was 6 already, but the rain even just started. Seul Gi didn’t want to waste her single woman time before she turned to be a miserable and divorceable woman in the next day, so she directly went to take a bath and get ready for the day. She heard her maids came in to wake her up, but she even taking bath now, they may served her coffee or breakfast on her bedroom. Seul gi tied her robe while exiting the bath room, she saw Butler Song was there waiting her.

“ Good morning Ms. Seul Gi.” He bowed low at her and continued the other maids serving her breakfast

Seul Gi dried her hair and sat in the small tea table by her window “ Good morning Butler Song.” She picked up the newest newspaper today and continued “ So, what do I have today?”

Butler Song opened his note and began to explain her “ Lady Bae made some appointment for you since you’re off work today Ms. Bae. Worker from Vera Wang would come today, and she made spa and beauty treatment for you. Then at 5 PM Mr. Kim Jaejoong will pick you up for visiting his father at hospital, and the last is bachelor party at 7.”

Seul Gi sipped her coffee “ I chosen the wedding dress already, why should I do that again?”

“ Lady Bae wanted you and Mr. Kim Jaejoong do that again. Since the last time you did that wasn’t with him.” He cleared to her

Seul Gi knew what it means. She did that with Yunho that time. He had turned into her groom that time, and some part of her heart didn’t regret it. Seul Gi didn’t know if this would be a problem, they could change Yunho’s size into Jaejoong’s. Why were they taking it too much?

“  Jaejoong will be here then.” She told herself

“ Yes. At 8 AM.” He continued hastily

Seul Gi tried to hide her depression by sighing slightly, but Butler Song knew her well. “ Is there anything I could help for you Miss?”

“ No, that’s all.” She continued to read her newspaper—well, pretending to read it since her mind was blank. Clearly blank.

Butler Song took his leave.

“ Butler Song…” Seul Gi called suddenly

Butler Song turned to face her again “ Yes Miss?”

“ M… I just want to know if… Jung Yunho took the news well.” Seul Gi asked doubtfully.

Butler Song smiled slightly “ What news Miss Bae? Your wedding with Jaejoong or about you fired him up?”

Did he know about the marriage? Did she want him to know about her marriage? Seul Gi herself was unsure about this. What would be different if he knew about the marriage news? She felt guilty about her action to fired him up, but she did that to save her friendship with Ara. She didn’t have many people to lean on and she thought Ara would be one of them. But somehow her heart told her that she did a wrong thing, Yunho deserved to know the reason. It was so unfair for him.

“ About him being fired up of course.” She asked sternly

“ He shocked. He asked me the reason. But since you didn’t tell me any, I didn’t tell him a thing. But a worker from your office told me if he was there yesterday.” He explained

“ Well… I didn’t meet him. It will be good to know if he took the news well. You can go Butler Song.” She commented flatly

Butler Song nodded to leave her.

Seul Gi drank all her coffee and walked into her mirror. She sat in the little chair and look at her reflection. She took her comb and combing her dark brown hair, she remembered when she was a girl mother used to comb her hair before she went to school. But her mother had stopped  doing it when Eun Hye started to act out of control—well the Bae family’s control—she her mother had turned to become strict and stern to her.  How much she missed her mother like the old days. Seul Gi put on some make up on her face, she would like to put some color on her face, no passion for cheerily things right now. Seul Gi searched for her mascara on the table but it was nowhere, she looked for it on her drawer but found something else. It was her wedding dress trial photos with Yunho that she took secretly. He looked good with the tuxedo, like it was made for him. The wedding dress look good with the tuxedo beside it, as it was made as a pair, and she looked happy wearing it. She saw his nervous smile on the first photo and a big wide smile in another one. She could feel her lips stretched for a slightly smile. She also saw herself on his side, her face on that photo showed how safe and warm she was. She didn’t remember if she had forced herself to smile that time. God, what kind of feeling is this?

Jung Yunho, what did you do to me? What kind of heart beat is this?

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AUTHOR NOTE: I know.... i've been hiatus for a long time. I've been very very very busy with school and I wish one day isnt only 24 hours.... but 30 hours. 

this chapter there isnt some of Seul Gi-Yunho contact... but next chapter it will... i promise

hmm do the hyunjoong death part clear or understandable? i'm worried that my lack of english will ruin the story.

and also... i plan for making a poster for every chapter..... I wish i have spare time.

do you like this chapter's poster?

thank you for all the comments you have for me. I really appreciate those. 
I wish I'll get some again.

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