I'm sorry that it not an update, i know i didn't update like an age ago but i'm really depress, I wanna share my feeling with you guys today...i don’t know where I can express it out and not suffer by holding it in.

Date: 20/08/2015

I keep forgetting that people can change easily in one second, no matter how much you love that person...they will tell you to get lose when they don’t want you anymore...all you give them is not love anymore but the feeling they got from you are suffocating nothing more than that. You will just a toy for them when they want to be around but then they will throw you away like some kind of useless trash. Your feelings are nothing but just like a white color drew on white paper, they don’t feel anything about your feeling toward them anymore. All you got back is just your broken heart of you that it broke until you nearly can’t recognize it. You body only feel pain not love but the pain that pant on your body, the scare that you don’t  even see but it killing slowly inside you. It funny how much you can love someone so much but all you get is the last word that ‘I don’t want you anymore’. What did I do to deserve this kind of treat. All I do are just showing love showing how much I care. I just want at least just some attention from my lover that mostly on friends than me. The person who I believe that I can trust who I believe that out of people u