Dara' POV

It's been weeks since the last time I accomapny Jae on visiting Jesica in the hospital. Yes, Me. Jae, well not everyday but regularly visits her when he has time, It's no big deal for me since he is asking me first and I don't have any reason to stop him. Like this day, it's actually a normal day for me, except that Jae will not drive me home because he wants to visit Jessica.

"Yes, okay, I understand, I'll ask Chaerin to drive me home"-I said

[I'm sorry baby, I promise to make it up to you]- He said on the phone.

"You should be, okay, bye"-I said and Hangup the phone.

"So..so...so...the witch is making her moves"-Chaerin said. I turn to her.

"Chae"-I said in warning tone.

"Okay...okay...but you can't blame me, If I were you, I won't allow him to visit HIS EX REGULARLY.."-She said and put her hand on her hips.

"Chae, it's not regularly"-I said.

"Oh yeah, no regularly. It's just he can't fetch you from office and drive you home 3 times a week because he needs to...uhm...replace HIS EX cousin because it's emergency, and yeah...He actually cancelled your date because HE HAS AN EMERGENCY...something like that"-Chaerin said.

"Chae it's really emergency, and besides it's nothing to me, you know that Jae loves me, and as long as he is, I will not doubt him"-I said and fix my things. Chae look at me.

"But how long Dara? Remember dear, everything change, especially when theres is a good reason for it"-Chae said.

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I am in my apartment now with Jaejoong, I invited him in dinner since it's been a while since we hve been together. After we eat, we are sitting in the couch watching TV, I am talking to him and telling him how's my week on the office when I notice that he is not listening to me and he is just looking in his phone.

"Jae, are you listening to me?"-I ask him, he look at me and smile.

"Ofcourse"-He said.

"Your just looking at you phone and not paying attention on what I am saying"-I said.

"No. I am just...."-He said but I cut him off.

"It's about Jessica again right?"-I ask him. He bit his lower lip.

"Sorry, I am just worried about her, she said she's not feeling well"-he said. I breathe deeply and bit my lower lip.

"Can you atleast forget about her and pay attention to me"-I said.

"Dara, sorry, it's just that I can't help myself to be worried"-He said.

"Yes, I am there, your worried and everything, but Jae, can you just atleast give yourself a break and try to concentrate on other things especially this relationship"-I said. He hold my hand.

"Sorry baby, it won't happen again, I promise, okay, I'll turn off my phone, let's forget it okay"-He said, I nodded and sit beside him, we just cuddle each other. I know that everything will gonna be fine, because he  said so, I know that nothing will not change and he just want to help, but why do I feel that everything is falling apart, that we are having a big gap?

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Months. It's been months since Jessica comes back to Korea, Months since Jae finds out, Months since we started to change our routine. Months since everything change.  Even though I do not admit, I know to myself that everything is changing, even though he assure me, why do I feel different.

Jaejoong change, he always forgot out dates, he always excuse himself. Sometimes I caught him lying to me saying that he is with his cousin but the truth is he is visiting Jessica. I can't confront him because I know that he has reasons, but sometimes my patience has it's limits.

I am now sitting on the veranda of my apartment when I call him.

after 5 rings, he answered his phone.

"Hello Dara"-He said.

"Hey Jae, can you come here at my apartment"-I ask.

"Ah, Dara, well... I can't right now, I'm here at.....Seungri's house...yes..Seugri's house, my Aunt has an emergency.."-He said.

"Oh, Seungri's house.."- I said.

"Y-Yes."-he said stuttering.

"Yes, Seungri...emergency...Aunt...damn Jaejoong...don't make me stupid..I just bumped into Seungri earlier and he said his mother is in US right now"-I said, my voice is increasing.

"D-Dara"-He said.

"Damn you! I know your with Jessica, stop fooling me! If you don't want to continue this relationship, just talk to me straight, don't make me a fool kid!"-I yelled.

"Dara, look...sorry...i'll be there okay...wait for me.."-He said.

"No need Kim Jaejoong, no need..."- I breath  "...you don't have to, yor don't have obligations on me now because..."-I said and sigh.

"Dara please...let's talk about it okay..I'll be there in a minute.."-he said, his voice is almost begging.

I close my eyes, I can't believe that it will turn out like this, I can't believe that I will do this.. I open my eyes and tears starts to fall.

"...because...I'm breaking up with you..."-I said and starts to cry.

"No..no...no..baby..please...let's talk..I am driving now...I will be there, let's fix this---"-he was cut when I hang up ang turn off my phone. I ipe my tears and stood up, grabbing my purse and walk out my apartment. i decided to stay on Chae's apartment for tonight because I know that Jae will be here in a minute, I need to think, and seeing him will not help.

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Hello!!  Long time no update right? well, accept my apologies and have this short update of mine.

Actually it is based on my personal experience on relationship.

Damn guys for making a woman cry.

-latersbaby-