Few days had passed, but no one ever bothered making a move. Key had his lunch with Minho and Taemin everyday, instead of Jonghyun. Jonghyun had never felt so lonely before. He spent most of his time with Key everyday, and now that Key has been avoiding him, he couldn't bare it. Or at least he can.

'Is avoiding him even more helpful? I feel like we've grown apart. I feel like there's a big hole in me since the day we started ignoring each other. We got into this fight because I was jealous. He was jealous too. I already forgave him. I want to talk to him, but I'm afraid to be rejected by him. I miss him so much. But I don't have the strength to bring my pride down. I was too scared to be hurt again. But I'm still hurting right now.. But I want to see him. To hold him. Whatever. I should do whatever it takes to make him comeback to me. I don't want to lose him completely. I still have a chance right?'

JONGHYUN'S POV

"Hey." I looked around only to find Donghae sunbae standing beside me.

"Hey." He gave a sincere smile and told me to come with him. I followed him and headed to rooftop.

"Jonghyun, I know I was the reason why you fought." I just kept silent and enjoyed the scenery.

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay. It's still my fault afterall. I bursted out, he walked out. I don't think he needs me now. He looks happy, even without me. I'm sorry sunbae. For being jealous." I laughed bitterly at myself. Donghae sunbae shook his head and gave my shoulder an encouraging squeeze.

"It's okay. And.. No he's not. He's just hiding the pain, Jonghyun. You should talk to him. He's been really depressed." I felt a pang of pain hearing his statement. Kibum? Pain? Depressed? Because of me? I single tear left my eye as I bowed my head in remorse.

"I should go and find him." Donghae sunbae nodded. I turned my back away from him and started walking away. I stopped my pace and looked back at him. I gave a  90 degree bow and thanked him sincerely. He just smiled and waved his hands to dismiss me.

"Go ahead." He glanced at his wristwatch and looked at me.

"He's probably heading to his dance rehearsals now. Go after him!"

"Sunbae."

"Hm? What?"

"Can I call you 'hyung' too?" Donghae chuckled and nodded in approval.

"Thanks, hyung!"

"Fighting!"

DONGHAE'S POV

'Aish! Where's that anchovy again??'

JONGHYUN'S POV

I ran towards the rehearsal room as fast as I could. I leaned on it's door as I was catching my breath. I glanced at my watch, 3:55pm. Maybe they're already inside. I sat on the floor beside the door and put on my earphones. I was slowly melting to the music as I close my eyes.

I felt someone tapping on my shoulder.

'Aish. I'm trying to relax here..'

I looked up and found a very familiar figure. I quickly stood up and greeted him.

"Annyeong haseyo, Onew hyung!" He nodded and gave a suspicious smile.

"He's not here."

"Huh?"

"I said he's not here."

"Who?"

"Aish! You babo! Key. Key is not here."

"Where is he??"

"Looking for you." 

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Update again? A short update. Well.. I'm kinda sleepy now. I should get some sleep. Bye! :))

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