5k | oneshoot | angst

 

If in real live she play a role as f(x) Krystal, But in her dream she living as jung soojung who believe in a romantic scene that happen on the drama she plays, the book she read or the movie she watch.

It's been a long time that she is being single, her life as an idol scared her to having a relationship. there are too many example that scared her. once public know about idol relationship it will hurt both sides. Sulli is another victim of idol relationship, and she end up taking a long hiatus due malicious comment she had almost like everyday.

 

“jung soojung, BTOB ilhoon ask me if you want to go on a date movie with him..”amber said to her

“nah unnie I’m fine..”soojung said to her

 

 

 

Soojung were left alone in the practice room, she has been practicing for f(x) new song. Soojung is staring at seoul night view through the window. Winter will coming soon, she could feel the cold breeze when she come into the building before.

Soojung notice a small hole in the wooden desk, her company is one of the biggest entertainment company in korea yet they can't replace the old desk with the brand new one. But soojung think about the hole in different way.

She takes out the notes and pen from her canvas bag, ripped a small part and start to write something on the paper. She folds the paper into a smaller size and put it inside the hole..

“No one will noticed it anyway”soojung said before leaving the practice room.

 

***

 

“yah jung soojung what are you doing ?”luna asked her

“I’m taking my own message”soojung said as she tries to pull of the paper that she placed in the desk hole, a week ago.

“What did you write ?”amber asked her

“a message about winter”soojung said and amber took the paper from her

 

“winter is coming !! what a cold days for idol to perform”amber said reading the paper.

“yeah so you should wear something warmer, don’t catch a cold!”she continued

Soojung took the paper from her and how shocked soojung to know someone just read her hidden message and even replied to it.

“who is the person who also use this practice room ?”soojung asked their member

“how do we know ? we use this a week ago soojung-ah. It could be a trainee or maybe it was me ?”sulli said to her

 

But soojung really curious. she asked the staff, the list of the person who uses the practice room number 4. It was a lot of people who using the practice room, and soojung know it was impossible for her to find the person in a day.

“I will write another message”soojung said

‘who are you ? are you girl ?’

“ish this girl, what's wrong with her ?”luna pointed at soojung who bend down to put the paper into the desk hole once again.

 

***

 

“jung soojung !!”sehun called her

Soojung wasn’t noticed him until sulli pointed at sehun who waved at company cafeteria. The 94 liners were sitting together along with zitao the 93 liner.

“yah sehun-ah why did you give my number to your friend ?!!”sulli said to sehun

“he is your fans, and I though you and coiza subae already broke up”sehun told her

“we’re not !!”

Soojung just roll her eyes and wendy whispered something funny to her.

 

 

 

“what the hot topic that you guys talking about ?”taemin asked

“what take you so long !! we’re about going to karaoke to let out our stress”tao told lies him

“really ? this boy !! is looking for something in practice room !!”taemin pointed to jongin

“I left something in there”jongin explained

Soojung just stare at the boys who arguing over something that's not even important.

 

“soojung-ah do you have pen ?”jongin asked

“pen ? yeah I left it in my bag why ?”

“can you take it, I need it”jongin order her

“I left it in dance room number 1”soojung said she is too lazy to go back to practice room just for a pen

“I’ll accompany you..”jongin begged

 

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“here”soojung give the pen to jongin

“thank you”jongin said

And he pulls off something from his pocket. Soojung eyes got widen to see that jongin holds the paper she put in the desk's hole yesterday.

“w-what is that ?”soojung said pretend to not knowing anything.

“huh ? it just a paper”

Soojung take a peak about what he writes.

‘I’m your guardian and I’m a girl..’

 

“wait here, I should go to somewhere”jongin said and running.

But soojung know where he going.

 

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When jongin put the paper back where it placed he so shocked to see soojung standing on the door.

“so it was you ? and are you a girl ?”soojung said

“it was you who wrote the message ?”jongin asked back

“I really hope it was some stranger that I didn’t know who noticed my message…”soojung roll her eyes

Jongin laugh at her..

“you’re so childish.. but I’m also a dumb for replying your message”he said

“yeah let just stop this then”soojung also laughing.

 

***

 

The next day soojung were browsing the internet, she typed her name and jongin’s name in google and what come out is fanfict, fanmade video, and much more. Soojung want to laugh but she stopped as she see the bad comment about jongin fans who literally hates her.

And soojung typed a chat to jongin.

 

Soojungie : I typed our name in google and this is what come out.

She sends the picture of the result.

Kai : what is that ?

Soojungie : kaistal

Kai : kai krystal ?

Soojungie : yeah hahahahhaha

Kai : is because the pink tape album ?

Soojungie : no, it because I held your arm during smtown in 2012

Kai : wow haha

 

 

Since that paper incident happen, soojung and jongin often exchanging text. They always share their activity from the boring one until a funny one.

Kai : I never watch any drama, it’s boring to me. I prefer to watch funnies video.

Soojungie : too bad, yoon sena is a big hit lately

Kai : I see that, even boa and yoona sunbaenim copied her hair style

Soojung left a laugh emoticon for him

Soojungie : I want to take a picture with rubber duck.

Kai : why don’t you go with your member ?

Soojungie : I want to go with my sister, but jessica is always busy.

Kai : poor baby jung.

Soojungie : did you had your car ?

Kai : nah, I bought my sister one while ago, but I don’t have mine yet.

Soojungie : good boy.

 

 

Today EXO is practicing for their upcoming event. Soojung peeked into the room and hearing overdose blasting loud. She finds jongin who becoming her chat buddy lately. She waved to him and jongin smiles back to her.

 

Jongin finally finished with his practice. He went to cafeteria to fill his energy along with kyungsoo, and he meets soojung there..

“done practicing ?”soojung asked them

“yeah”jongin said

“soojung wants something ? my treat”kyungsoo said

“cola please thank you”soojung said and kyungsoo take one from fending machine for her

“thank you oppa”soojung said now she is struggle to open the can

Jongin took the cola can from her and opened it for her.

“I just cut my nails so yeah I’m not weak”soojung try to explain                                                                         

“I know”jongin smirked

 

***

 

Soojung is visiting the trainee camp with amber, today is the day when all trainee gathered to show off their talent after a month of practicing. some pleased soojung but most of them are still lacking because they probably nervous.

 

 

Kai : where are you ?

Soojungie : trainee camp why ?

Kai : I’m bored

Soojungie : gezz, there is no funny video that can cheers your mood up ?

Kai : can I come over ?

Soojungie : sure, it's not like I own the trainee camp

 

15 minutes later jongin just arrived by himself, soojung spotted him and waved to him.

 

Soojungie : look into your left side, she keep looking at you.

Jongin stared at the trainee girl who standing beside him, and he typed a reply

Kai : don’t you know exo kai popularity ? *smirk*

Soojungie : oh god pls don’t start again.

Jongin left a laugh sticker.

 

 

“yah you coming ?!”amber said after the talent event ended

“yeah”jongin said and do hi-five with her.

“so now what we gonna do ?”soojung asked

“I’m tired, lets go home soojung-ah”amber said to her

“okay then”soojung said

It's weird but soojung still want to stay with jongin, but she went home anyway..

 

***

 

When soojung just arrived in their dorm, jongin send a chat to her.

 

Kai : arrived ?

Soojungie : yeah

Kai : wanna go out ?

 

Soojung mood lighten up, she replied with a yes emoticon to him.

Kai : now go outside, I’m in front of your dormitory.

 

Soojung took her jacket with her, walking outside to meet jongin.

 

“soojung-ah !”jongin called her

Soojung smiled as she running to him.

"yah! what if i don't want to go out with you, and you're already here"

"you will come, that's why i'm here"jongin smirked

'Is that obvious?' soojung thought said

 

“where are we going ?”soojung asked feeling excited

“excited much ?”jongin asked and soojung could only nod

“but first, can I borrow your car ? I got a taxi to come here so..”

 

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“what now ?”Victoria asked soojung who suddenly barging into house

“where did I put my car key ?”soojung asked her

“are you going to somewhere baby jung ?”the older asked

“yeah, oh here is it”soojung ignored the leader as she find her car key.

 

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“you won't got us into accident right ?”soojung asked him as she put the seat belt in.

“seriously ? my driving skill is better than you soojung”

“glad to hear that then jongin”

 

***

 

“woah rubber duck ?!!”soojung jolted in happiness

“don’t you say you wanna see it ? I haven’t see it too”jongin told her

“here, just in case there is fans or paparazzi outside”jongin give her the hat and scarf to her

“idol's problem”soojung laugh

 

Jongin and soojung walked behind the trees, it was not that crowded since it 1am.

“let just stay here, sehun told me that we can't go too close.”jongin told her

“but I want to see the it clearly..”soojung complained

“that’s why I brought a binocular with me”

“you really come with a prepare don’t you ?”soojung laugh

 

Soojung took a picture of rubber duck and send it to her sister.

“jessica ask me with whom I come”soojung told him

“with me, you come with me”

“I mean, it's okay if I told this to her ?”soojung asked him

“why ? you can't go out with a guy ?”jongin asked back

And soojung typed jongin name to her sister.

 

 

“I really want to touch the rubber duck“soojung commented as both heading back to car.

Jongin just laugh.

 

***

 

Soojung ask jongin to drive himself to dorm, but jongin insisted to drive soojung to her dorm first.

“don't it much easier ? I mean you don’t have to ride taxi, its 3am for god sake”soojung said to him

“so I should let you drive alone to your dorm in 3am ??”

“are you trying to impress me ?”

“no, im being a gentle man. You still a girl jung..”

Soojung feel touched by him, and she felt her cheek burning red. Glad it was night so jongin not noticing that she just blushing over his words.

 

“you can take my car with you, and lend it back to me tomorrow”soojung suggested

“nah I’m good”

“well seems there is no taxi at this moment, do you want to walk to your dorm ?”soojung laugh

“I have schedule tomorrow, I don’t know if I could give the car back to you.”

“you have schedule ? yet you still want to play with me ??”

“you nag like my noona manager. But I’m really bored today”jongin try to explain.

 

***

 

Kai : my manager hyung will send your car back tomorrow thank you jung.

Soojungie : your welcome jong

Kai : jong ?

Soojungie : jong-in

Kai : haha whatever, goodnight.

 

Soojung looked at the picture that she takes tonight, it was jongin picture with a rubber duck she touched it and smiling widely.

‘what happen with me ?’

 

***

 

The next day she meet jessica who finally back to korea, she told her about her concern in designing. Soojung could only listen to her..

“jung soojung are you in love ?”jessica asked her

“what ?”

“you keep smiling whenever your phone ringing.”

“uh.. it just jongin told me some jokes”soojung told her

“do you like him ?”jessica asked

Soojung suddenly blushed and jessica caught it.

“y