CHAPTER NINE

FIRST LOVE

They all applause for Luhan and Kris, the crowd cheering with-out non-stopping, even thou, they haven’t started yet. Kris sat down on the chair while Luhan stand beside him.

“RAINBOW” by Jay Chou 

哪里有彩虹告诉我
Na li you cai hong gao su wo

能不能把我的愿望还给我
Neng bu neng ba wo de yuan wang huan gei wo

为什么天这么安静
Wei shen me tian zhe me an jing

所有的云都跑到我这里
Suo you de yun dou bao dao wo zhe li


##有没有罩一个给我
You mei you kou zhao yi ge gei wo

释怀说了太多就成真不了
Shi huai shuo le tai duo jiu cheng zhen bu liao

也许时间是一种解药
Ye xu shi jian shi yi zhong jie yao

也是我现在正服下的毒药
Ye shi wo xian zai zheng fu xia de du yao

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
Kan bu jian ni de xiao wo zen me shui de zhao

你的声音这么近我却抱不到
Ni de sheng yin zhe me jin wo que bao bu dao

没有地球太阳还是会绕
Mei you di qiu tai yang hai shi hui rao

没有理由我也能自己走##
Mei you li you wo ye neng zi ji zou


**你要离开 我知道很简单
Ni yao li kai wo zhi dao hen jian dan

你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
Ni shuo yi lai shi wo men de zu ai

就算放开 但能不能别没收我的爱
Jiu suan fang kai dan neng bu neng bie mo shou wo de ai

当作我最后才明白**
Dang zuo wo zui hou cai ming bai

Repeat ## **

RAP
看不见你的笑要我怎么睡得着
Kan bu jian ni de xiao yao wo zen me shui de zhao

你的声音这么近我却抱不到
Ni de sheng yin zhe me jin wo que bao bu dao

没有地球太阳开始会绕…会绕
Mei you di qiu tai yang kai shi hui rao … hui rao

没有理由我也能自己走掉
Mei you li you wo ye neng zi ji zou diao
I can abandon you without a reason

是我说了太多就成真不了
Shi wo shuo le tai dou jiu cheng zhen bu liao

也许时间是一种解药…解药
Ye xu shi jian shi yi zhong jie yao… jie yao

也是我现在正服下的毒药
Ye shi wo xian zai zheng fu xia de du yao

Repeat **

IN ENGLISH 

Tell me, where can I find rainbows?
Can you return my wish back to me?
Why is the sky still so calm?
All the clouds have amassed above me

Do you have a spare face mask to lend me?
Because I said too much, now it will not eventuate
Maybe time is an antidote
Or the poison I'm taking right now
Without seeing your smile, how can I sleep?
Your voice is so close yet I cannot hug you
The sun will continue orbiting even without the Earth existing
I can walk away from you without a reason

You want to leave, I know it is easy
You said reliance was the major barrier between us
If you choose to let go but don't remove my love for you
I'll just pretend that I understand in the end

Without seeing your smile, how can I sleep?
Your voice is so close yet I cannot hug you
The sun will continue orbiting even without the Earth existing…orbiting
Because I said too much, now it will not eventuate
Maybe time is an antidote… antidote
Or the poison I'm taking right now

 

Kris walks towards Pat at the last note of the song and kneels down and asks will you accept my request as Girlfriend. Pat look confused and she didn’t know what to say. Kris asked Pat to close her eyes and open her ears (she did). And Kris put a necklace on her. But in the end all she said is “SORRY” I can’t accept it... 

 

IT HURTS , I’M SORRY

KRIS POV

                                   
She says “I’m; sorry, and there’s someone else will make you happier than me”. I can see her skin already feels like a memory under my fingertips. I can see the sleepy head, like I always did, in the depths of her eyes but instead of feeling like I’m with her, it seem too far away from me. She smiles softly with her  deep dimples  and I can’t help but think about the awkward MOMENT, so that I can’t forget. I can lose my pride but I can’t lose her at all.

PAT POV

  I don’t want to let him go but I have to, I can’t let myself in this situation. I know I hurt his pride in front of many people around him but things can’t work out for two of us. , I can see in his everything that he doesn’t want me to reject him. Things are happening that both of us can’t control and I know that if we can’t help it, at least. I feel sorry for him , but my mind is making me confuse whether I LOVE him or not. The last moment I saw him was walking away from me and faded away from my eyes that I couldn’t see him anymore and light became so dark, it couldn’t hold the back it used to be. I wish we can be like before (friend at least)…………..

            It’s hard now to tell where the horizon ends and where he begins the journey. I couldn’t stand there In the position where as self ashamed of letting many people see “HOW BAD I WAS”. The curves of his body are getting so dark that they slowly fade away in the night sky. He smiles as he looks back but I could see that he isn’t Happy at all; that he tears are nearly to drop but he control it.  Now, one day, I want him to land on one particular heart where he could stand upon and never give up on nor get reject again. I want to give him the strength to keep doing for the sake of his heart not the seek of his desire.

 

 

The next day, I went to Aaron (Hyung) house with puff to visit if he’s still fine.in the middle of conversation. Puff asked

Puff: Aaron, where is Kris I haven’t seen him for past few days after the incident, is he ok.

Aaron: don’t talk about it, after that night he booked the plan ticket.

Puff: really, when did he leave?

Aaron: just after the next day, he looks really down. By the way pat, he asked me to tell you that he’s sorry for such inappiroate actions.

Pat: Nahh, I was the one who have to ask for forgiveness. I shouldn’t have said it in really harsh way… And also I have to thank for giving me this necklace.

 

After 2 years later

Pat POV

The past years, my mind wasn’t in the right place at all until today. Because of Him (referring to Kris). By rejecting Him without thinking (I thought). I should have said “I will think about it”. I’m such a Moran…… I realize that, love is the moment when i reject you. I can’t forget, I keep thinking about it, till this day.

 KRIS POV

When I asked you to close your eyes and close your ears, I feel the love. Even if I can’t catch or hold onto you. The longing that is hidden in the shade of my heart can tell you how much “I LOVE YOU”. The moment you let go of me, my heart stopped, time stopped, it keeps hurting. I hope the longing that comes with the wind can tell you by my heart “HOW MUCH I MISS YOU”. 

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Chapter 4: I like it ^~^