Warning : To those who doesn't read fic without a happy ending, I advise you not to read this. (Please don't blame me, there will be NO sequel for this.) A fic inspired by the song 'Breakeven by The Script'. Written only with Yuri's POV (A fic requested by a friend. RGBlack512)

Summary : When a heart breaks no it don't break even.

That moment when you feel like you're barely breathing, that's what I'm feeling at the moment. Having all the free time of my life because I own a business, I still feel that I don't even have a freedom of my own. I am locked up inside the cage of mistake, a mistake I couldn't ever fix.

I watched as she flawlessly walk to the runway, her auburn colored hair also flawlessly dancing past down her bare white shoulder. She's perfect, a goddess that decided to live in the human world. Why I even leave her in the first place? Yes, leave her. It was the mistake -- no. A big mistake, I've ever done with my whole life.

It was the best day for her while it was the worst for me. Seeing a man in formal suit greeting her with a peck on her lips, the moment the fashion show ended broke my heart into tiny pieces. I am after all still badly in love with her.

I wish I was him, I wish I'm not obsessed with my work that much at that time so I could support her in everything, so that nothing falls apart, so that I am still the one claiming her while looking ahead with a proud smile in face. I wish I'm not this broken while she's okay.

"Everything happen for a reason, mate." Is what Taeyeon, my friend says.

It is a lie. If everything happens for a reason, why the my life is in a mess, my heart broken into pieces while she smiles widely and greets her new lover with a kiss. Is that also supposed to happen? It is supposed to be. 'Every mistake you make is a regret.' because that is what I'm feeling.

I'm still stucked. In a place that is now don't even exist. Stucked in the timeline where I am the only one hoping there is still us, when it is clearly shown that she'd moved on and living her life happily.

I'm broken, my heart is broken into pieces that everytime we accidentally meet I couldn't help myself to look at her, I am after all the one at fault.

Our path once again crossed, and I swear I could just hug her right here and there but I cannot. Not when she's holding his hand proudly, like she's slapping it straight in my face.

"I'll wait for you outside so you can talk with your friend, babe." He excused himself, and I am left alone with her.

"Jessica.." I said softly. "..I'm sorry." I added, it was nerve wrecking.

I don't have my pride anymore nor do I consider myself having one as of the moment because when I envelope her into my embrace, everything in my life and mind just crashed like a sand castle now covered in sea water.

"I'm sorry too, Yuri.." Part of me was hopeful but it soon fade not to long, when she said. "Our time was already over."

It got me pretty bad. I'm really is falling into pieces.

(A/N : I didn't plan to do a double update today but since it's a request I decided to make it. Just a short one by the way.)