Chapter 31 Mianhe-Kim Jonghyun I’m so fed up with the pain she’s causing me. I don’t want to keep holding on to it anymore. However, I’ve let go. Few months may have passed, our comeback was the perfect distraction. No one knows of it though. For Jonghyun still calls me lover boy and I never show how broken and pathetic I am feeling. Those boys have their own problems that needs more attention than this sickening ‘love’. We are currently at a music show, I am agitated to be honest. Why? The universe is indeed playing with me because f(x) is here. You are seeing it right. The five of them are here, in bones and skins. Both groups are cognizant of our ‘relationship’. Ugh, I hate to call it that because the thing we had is only a mistake now lurks inside the oblivion. “Oppa, sign juseyo.” teases Luna who acts like a fan. They got individual albums of Everybody and asking each five of us to sign them. The usual things. I’m all smiles, my reader. You might not just absorb it, because I sound like an arrogant rascal inside my thoughts and Sulli is finally in front of me. Eyes swollen but I can't deny the beauty. That familiar feminine milk scent again that I’ve been tended through our moments together. What a waste of time she has been. I sighed and smiled, I looked at her and she looks ashamed. Good. This is a much satisfying reaction. “Long time no see, Ssul.” while I cheerfully wrote a short message on her album she retorts, “Y-yeah.” a stuttering Sulli is what I get, of course. As I finish my signature as the final touch, I heard someone says, “Ok, let’s take a picture of the most fit partnered groups.” They all stood up and we were left a place at the most right end of this couch I’m currently sitting on. “Come on, love birds.” Amber hits. Love birds,