I sat on my bed like forever; I just tried to make what happened to me clearer. Ok Hyora-ya…let’s think again, I talk to my self though I know that it was one of signs for nuisance. But I can’t hold myself. It seems like I’m living in a daydream for a whole day, I can’t even unsure if I already awake or not by now. Ok…what did just happen? I remember I was at the mall, waiting in line and got screwed by crazy chicks over there, but what happen next is still in a daze, I’m really afraid that it just my imagination.

I’m the girlfriend of whom??? Did he say someone else name? I shook my head to get back to the real reality.

I looked at my tiny window, hoping that what I’m thinking right now get clearer, how can he just say nothing and drag me off of the room after saying nonsense. Well, maybe because I look like a dead body after heard that, but it doesn’t mean that I don’t need any explanation. 

I jump at my feet suddenly when I hear my phone ringing. I check my bag and let it out just to find unknown number in my screen.

“Yeoboseyo?” I said in aware.

“Don’t you think we have something to talk about?” the sound of the caller makes my heart stop; I can’t forget that voice because it’s impossible for me to do so. How can I answer that?

“W..w…well…I,I,I guess so..”I stuttered. I covered my face. This is so embarrassing. My cheeks blush just by hearing his rude words.

“I’ll be there.” He said shortly and then hung up.

W..what? He’ll be here? Jeongmal? Needs a whole useless minute to realize what is going to happen. And after my senses come back I just checked my room and I know that he’ll be going in to some dumpsters. My clothes spread everywhere, I didn’t get my dishes done and the dust is really enough to bury myself on the ground. I got panicked, what first thing to do? Right now I feel like I’m living in wreckage.

I start to grab my clothes and put it in my closet abruptly, but how about my dishes? Think Hyora..Think…ahh, I take a new napkin and cover it, and that’s fine, for now. And the dust…should I clean a bit? Well, it’s worth trying.

But right after I decide to take a broom, my door bell giving me another option. Jinjja!! How can he get so fast?

I fix my hair, maybe because I just like I should. Although it doesn’t change anything. The bell ring again.

“Jankammanyo!! Wait please..” I yelled back as he got impatient. Take a deep breath…I ask myself. And I open the door to gift or disaster a head of me.

“Yes?” That’s finally the face, I completely breathless right now. How many times I watched his face is almost impossible for me to get used to it.

He looked at me with indescribable expression. He’s not mad, well I think. Neither confuse like few hours ago. So…what happen later?  Did he really become my…Omo!! I feel heat come to my cheek; I hope he doesn’t see it.

“Are we going to talk like this?” his question brings me back on earth.

“Uh, yes..please come in…” I move away an inch, to make him pass through me. He takes of his shoes and then walk in to my small flat. Thank God I do small cleaning before. But I feel something is wrong suddenly…Oh!!! Andwae!!!! I run in a rush following him but it was too late.

“You really fan of mine, don’t you?” he said while he observes my room, there are lots of posters of him hanging on the wall. And that was suppose the first thing I need to clean before anything else.

I looked down feeling embarrassed; I bet he thought that I am such a maniac who did everything to have him.

“That’s not really like what you think.” I defend myself, trying.

“So, you can read my mind. That is surprise.” He said sounds hard for me.

I raised my eyebrow; I know that I’m a big fan of him. But I have my pride too. I don’t want to be humiliated by anyone even someone I like so much. I get my head up, looking at him in his eyes. Gathering all strength I got.

“I don’t know that you bothered so much by me, but I’m not the one who kisses anyone right now. So is that too much for me for taking all of your anger?” he stare back at me, so tense until it can shoot my eyes right on the spot. If stare can kill people I would be dead by now. That’s the reason I little bit shiver.

“Then you should keep in your place instead of running around madly ruining someone else life. You got in wrong place at a wrong time. Doesn’t it your entire mistake?” he answered back at me and makes my blood boiled right up to my brain.

“Ya!!!! It’s…just by an accident. Why do people kissing in a parking lot? Don’t you have a lot of places here in this country to do something lake that in private.” I don’t want to lose, there’s no way I’m at fault.

“So this situation makes you happy then…” he walk forward to my direction, makes me shock just to get feeling that he will come closer to me.

“Happy?” I laugh at his words, but it easy for anyone to doubt it.

“Yes of course…you are big fan of me, and what fans do want in their dreams? You are the one who definitely knows. So…we should try to look natural in it, right?” he keeps moving forward. And I start to feel scared. What he wants for me? Why his eyes looks like he wants to eat me or something?

I gulped, trying to figure to stand on my feet while he staring at me like that, it’s just about time my feet will become a jelly or melting ice. My heart beating so fast and loud, I wish that he can’t hear it or I rather die if it’s happen.

I move backward, no…I can’t handle myself if he’s going any closer. This time I’m so regretting to have flat this small. I can’t even run properly in situation like this. When I had surrounded by walls. His eyes not even a second leave mine is torturing me.

“So..”He finally speaks, but the worse thing is my back already reached the limit. I have no place to escape now. He smirked like he already wins.

“So…” He stopped while our distance maybe just as long as a baby finger, I can even feel his breath on my face. “what first thing to do…girlfriend.”

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