Many hellos to you all! As you may have forgotten (because I low key did), I held a small contest a while ago in regards to a playlist that could be made for this fanfic!! Surprisingly, the note in my phone with all of the contestants is still saved and I had gone over the song entries! I know that chapter 12 took a lot longer to get here but alas the time is here to announce the winners!!!

Pororokyungsoo with Breath - Shannon ft. Giriboy and Vasco
I really, really liked this song and it really fits well with the story. The lyrics to this song can definitely relate to Kai on emotional levels and really goes with with the overall mood of the story so far. It relates to Kai's reluctance of saying goodbye and his hope of holding on to something that isn't there anymore. To Kai, Jin was everything and losing her due to his stupidity was his mistake. This song really illustrates his yearning for her as well as the love they used to share.

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I’m sorry but it’s over
Don’t be sad, just hate on me
I just don’t know what love is yet, I guess I’m too young
Let’s just catch up when we see each other in our dreams
Sorry for hurting you and leaving
Meet a new guy and start over again
Don’t look back, you have the right, baby
Don’t meet someone like me and be happy

I can feel you
You’re definitely close by
Hiding behind and looking at me
It feels like you’re still here
Where are you?
Please say something
Your scent, your touch
It feels like you’re still next to me

My breath stopped for a moment
I can’t wake from this dream
With lips that once spoke of love
You pushed me away
I only wanted and hoped for love
But why are you hurting me and leaving me?
You were my everything

You’re like the air that floats through everything but me
I still don’t want to take off this oxygen mask
Breathe into me, put your lips on me
Breathe into me
Find me a planet to hide on, I don’t like saying goodbye
Find me a planet to hide on
Don’t put a needle to my balloon
I let out many breaths to come this far
Even if you squeeze my throat and block my air
The air you let out keeps reviving my memories

My breath stopped for a moment
I ca