Chapter 30
Room 137
SUNGMIN POV
He was still walking in front of me. I ran and hugged him from behind. My face and hair was soaked in tears behind his back.
"Don't leave me. I can't leave you either." I sobbed hard.
"I should stop you from reading it. I know this will happen." I circled my arms around his thin waist.
"You should told me early about it." He pulled me and I am standing in front of him crying like a kid.
"My cute MinMin." He hugged me tightly. "You know I love you the most."
I nodded in his hugs. He wipes my tears with his fingers. "Even when you are crying you are still adorable. Who wanna leave an
adorable guy like you?"
"I don't know what to reply. I'm totally speechless." He kissed my cheeks and forehead.
"Do you know what is the happiest moments in my life?" I shaked my heads.
"Because God choose me from thousands of people out there to be in Super Junior where I found my soulmate and its
you." He touched my nose lightly.
I take the opportunity to grab his neck and kiss him lightly on the lips.I can feel his warm breath hits my face. I hanged my hands on his
neck so his face was close to me.
"Do you know what is the happiest moment in my life?" He smiled and nodded.
"Say it. I wanna hear." He rubbed his nose with me.
"For having you that love me the most."
"And?"
"I love you Cho Kyuhyun and I always do.." He pressed his lips against mine and say, "I love you more than you do." I can feel the
sweetness of his lips on mine.
At the same time I tightly grabbed that pinky white paper in my hands. That letter reveals everything that I need to know.~ ^^
To my love life,
I love you. And not, not in a friendly way, although I think we’re great friends.
And not in a misplaced affection, puppy-dog way, although I’m sure that’s what you’ll call it. I love you. Very,
very simple, very truly.
You are the epitome of everything I have ever looked for in another human being. And I know that you think of me
as just a friend, and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you would ever consider.
But I had to say it. I just, I can’t take this anymore. I can’t stand next to you without wanting to hold you.
I can’t, I can’t look into your eyes without feeling that, that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels.
I can’t talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are.
And I know this will probably queer our friendship - no pun intended - but I had to say it, because I’ve never felt
this way before, and I don’t care.
I like who I am because of it. And if bringing this to light means we can’t hang out anymore, then that hurts me.
But God, I just, I couldn’t allow another day to go by without just getting it out there, regardless of the outcome,
which by the look on your face is to be the inevitable shoot-down.
And, you know, I’ll accept that. But I know… I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there
is a moment of hesitation, then that means you feel something too.
All I ask, please, is that you just, you just not dismiss that - and try to dwell in it for just ten seconds.
There isn’t another soul on this ing planet who has ever made me half the person I am when I’m with you, and
I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau.
Because it is there between you and me. You can’t deny that.
Even if, you know, even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I’m forever changed because of who
you are and what you’ve meant to me, which - while I do appreciate it - I’d never need a painting of birds bought
at a diner to remind me of. ilysmLSM~
"Are we done? Let's go home." He hugged my waist.
"Let's sleep here.." I smiled widely.
"Hyung, don't be ridiculuos. Let's go home." He pulled my hands.
"Why? Its not a bad idea.. " I stomped my feet and walks faster than him. He knows I'm sulking so he quickly back hug me.
"Hey little kid, you make me fall in love with you again and again. What's your secrets?" He rubbed his cheek against my cheek.
I release his hands and move away from him.. "If you can catch me.. I will tell you my secrets!" I ran away.
"Sometimes there are things in this world that make you wonder if its real or its just your imaginations"
My Rubbish : Last chapter. Thank you for reading Room 137. This letter its not mine. I take it from Tumblr..
Credit to the owner
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