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  Sitting on the cold hard floor, Kyuhyun sniff pathetically as he chants under his breath, debating with himself.    "hey...sweet heart."  The sudden low husky voice he missed ever so dearly was closer to him.  Kyuhyun wouldn't have realise just how much he craved for the guy till his musky scent filter through the air, going up to his heart and mind.    The pair of tears b eyes broke Siwon's hearts into million pieces.  How could he allow his Kyuhyun to feel such pain and agony, Siwon could never forgive himself.  The person he love is right here, within his reach, those tinted full cheeks that always blushes crazily whenever he say something cheesy and those lips he worship, trembling drily.  But it got to be the sadness in those eyes that manage to render him motionless.  "...kyu..." came the dejected and helpless whisper of Siwon.   "won-ah... I...I..loveyou" Kyuhyun choke,  it is the very first time Kyuhyun declare his feeling for Siwon.  Having the taller said it countless times to him already, but Siwon can't help but notice that something was off. Those eyes, still so very empty and filled with dread.   "baby..." siwon voice cracked, an obvious sign of fear and helplessness.   "Won-ah... I...I should go..."  Kyuhyun wipe the tears that uncontrollably fell onto his cheeks.    "babe...ok... we'll go some where else and we could talk then." Siwon lean forward as he place his hands on Kyuhyun's knee.   A shook of Kyuhyun's head scared Siwon more than he ever felt he could.     "no... I mean... I have to go... Siwon." Kyuhyun look directly into Siwon's frowning expression and his eyes darken swiftly as a scary thought enter his mind.  Yet neither of them could hold the stares, each having their heart shaking with anxiety, worry and stress.   Getting up, Kyuhyun hastily brush pass a mouth agape Siwon.  He didn't get far till a firm hold on his elbow, strongly pulling him back and crashing him onto that heated embrace that left him feeling useless against the passionate touch.    "baby... you're scaring me... please... i'm sorry... I really am... whatever I did... I'm sorry... come on... stop being mad at me... please...stop scaring me."   Kyuhyun notice the tears he has slowly damping Siwon's shirt, but he really didn't know what else he could do besides crying his heart out at that moment.  He just know he couldn't tell Siwon the truth.    The hug around him tighten as Siwon sense how Kyuhyun still haven't relax and his voice was lost in the field of alarm.  Slowly but surely his own eyes were also b with tears that could fall any second.    "... i'm sorry..." Kyuhyun whisper, it was so soft that Siwon was afraid he heard wrong.    "What are you saying Kyu?"  It wasn't till a hard push against his chest that Siwon release his Kyuhyun and saw the harden determine glint in those eyes.    "I'm saying, 'we're done!'.  Please don't make me repeat it." Kyuhyun state firmly.      Siwon made a step forward, yet Kyuhyun held out his palm to stop him.  "Serious... Siwon...Don't make this worst."   The taller would have laugh if there was any humour left in him.  "worst...?" Kyuhyun was about to turn around before Siwon could say anything else, its not like his words would change his mind anyway.   "Don't you walk away from me, CHO KYUHYUN!" The loud booming voice frighten Kyuhyun in his steps.  With his back still facing Siwon, Kyuhyun took long, deep breathe one after another.    "look at me!!" Siwon march over to where Kyuhyun's standing and stood in front of his boyfriend of four months whom refusing to look at him.  Never in the times they're together have Siwon thought so little of himself, but currently he is loosing his mind.  "please...look at me...."  The voice was more of begging but it did the job as Kyuhyun slowly look back at him.    "Baby..."   "Stop! with the baby calling" Kyuhyun look pissed, and he sounded even worst.  Very convincing, far too convincing for Siwon's liking.   "Could you at least tell me...."    Kyuhyun started punching the taller in the abs, slapping the arms before Siwon could finish his sentence.  Siwon just stood there and took in one hit about another.  As long as Kyuhyun isn't walking away from him, he'll let Kyuhyun bash him till his heart content.    "aish... go away... aish.." Kyuhyun sob as he throw punches, slaps, one after another.  Yet all Siwon did was stood there, not an ounce of defence, not the slightest anger in their eyes.  "just go... gooo" Kyuhyun buckle as he kneel down, clasping his face within palms.    Siwon wanting to reach forward, but can't.  He didn't want to anger Kyuhyun any more, but every muscle of his body is tell him other wise.    "ba... Kyu..tell me... what happen...please..."   Kyuhyun only shook his head as he refuse to look at the expression Siwon have on.  Soon a warm embrace took him by surprise.  And Kyuhyun couldn't help but melt into the caress.  Although its only been four months, Kyuhyun have to admit he loves Siwon dearly, he only wish he have told the older earlier.    "please... Kyu... doll face..."   Kyuhyun cries loudly as he let his tears pour, "you'll h-hate...m-me..so... l-let just call it quit n-now..." Kyuhyun sob out which causing Siwon to frown deepen.  He couldn't possibly think of anything his little cute Kyuhyun could have did so terribly that Siwon would hate him.  you're joking right?    "Cho.Kyuhyun...no matter what you did or gonna to do in the future.  I Choi.Siwon will and can never hate you! That word does not exist in my dictionary for you!" Siwon announce proudly as he tries to soothingly rub against Kyuhyun's back, calming him down.  Albeit his own heart is still beating like crazy from the fright of Kyuhyun breaking up with him.     "r-r-really...?"  Kyuhyun sniff as he tries to pull away, looking at Siwon with his drench wet cheeks, and swallow eyes.    Siwon try not to show his broken heart expression to his cute boyfriend and forced a smile on his dimple face, while he pinches his Kyuhyun's cheeks tenderly.   "i promise"   Kyuhyun look pleased for a split second before breaking into tears and full blown wailing into Siwon's arms again.  "SIWONNIE~~~ WUUUUWUUU!!WONNIE~~~ I...really...wuv~~"     ~"ENOUGH!"~   "What?!" Siwon abruptly stop his enactment while whining at his furious spouse with his stupid pout.  "our babies ask when you first said the three magic words... cos they don't believe you ever said it...I'm defending you baby dearest... so i'm telling them about our lovey dovey stories back in hig