You always became a light for me, Hold my hand, come and lean on me. I’ll always be your strength
    “You need to eat” Himchan sighs, putting the tip of spoon in your mouth “You can’t take your medicine with empty stomach, please” he said, shaking your head you push his hand away turning your head on the other way “I’m not hungry. Oppa you must go, you have schedule.” Letting a deep sighs, Himchan put the bowl of soup to side table “How can I leave you in this rate? You barely eat” He said taking your hand “You promise me, you will try to fight it” his finger massage your palms “What’s the point of fighting?” you asks, tears threatening to come again “I’m going to die anyways”
  “Don’t say that!” he snaps “Why you’re giving up? Don’t do this” he said “Is this because of Yongguk?” “You don’t want to fight because he neglects you, is he all you care?!?” “It’s not just because of him!” You yell “Tell me Himchan, Why I have to fight” “Because I love you!” he blurted Your head snap to him in shock, Eyes are wide open. Your breath became heavy as you stare at him. “You what?” “I love you” he said again this time more calmly “You don’t know how long I’ve waiting to say those words to you, I love you before you more you love Yongguk. You don’t know how hurt to see you chasing other man who didn’t want you anymore, I secretly watch you cry in empty stair case whenever Yongguk put all his anger on you. You don’t know how much I want to hug and comfort you, I did everything for you to see my feeling but your eyes set only to him, all you did and do is all because of him, why can you see that I’m hurting? Why can’t you see that I love you?” Himchan sadly confess his feeling for you You sat still already crying, you didn’t see this coming you never thought that Himchan haves feelings for you, sure you feel how nice, gentleman and true to you. You are comfortable being him around and close to you, all your problems vanished whenever you are with him. He make you smile, he treats you better than anyone. You are too blind