Deep and heavy sighs escapes on Yongguk’s lips, he was sitting alone inside of dressing room. Everyone are busy running from there to here preparing for concert that will start in just an hour, the coordinators and stylish are looking for him but he don’t have any intention to move from his spot any moment by now, he don’t feel doing anything right now. The nightmare he had last night is hunting his mind, he dreamt about you leaving him like what you did before but this time, you are leaving not only him but the whole world. He tries to shake the dreadful scene in his mind but he couldn’t it feel so true making his heart clench in pain, bad electric feeling runs down on his spine, almost draining his strength. It’s only a nightmare but he’s almost dying what more if it happens? He didn’t know what he’s going to do.   “Yongguk-shi” a female voice said followed by a knock on the door, he closes his eyes ignoring it “Rina is here” she spokes again, Yongguk jolt from his seat and ran to door and open it, Coordi-noona smiles at him “I knew it. She’s on guest room” she smiles “Thank you” he bows at him “Wait, since I know that you will be busy at her, can you please put this in your face you really need it” she said handling a bottle of BB CREAM to yongguk “Yeah, Thanks” he said before he runs to guest room   “You don’t look good, your blood pressure isn’t good and you have cold” Taekwoon just finished taking your blood pressure, it’s true you didn’t feel good today, your face look pale and your skin is cold, like an ice that’s why you asks gyuri to put small amount of make up on you to match on your floral dress that Himchan brought you as a present, but it can’t hide your true condition. When you left the hospital, you starts to feel dizzy and nausea, your nose bleed while you’re on your way to stadium but thankfully it stops before you arrive. Gyuri noticed your nails changed colors into yellowish, your eyes starts to feel heavy and you constantly grit your teeth as you shallow hard. “I-m I’m fine” You weakly said “Don—worry” Taekwoon worriedly look at you “I’m serious, we better go back to hospital, I’ll tell Yongguk” he abruptly stood up but before he manage to leave, you grab his wrist “No—please” you pleas looking at him under your eye slashes “I’—I’m alright” taking a deep breath you spoke again “I want to be here, I want to watch them perform” you tried your best to speaks “Please Taekwoon” he open his mouth to say something but suddenly the door burst open, revealing Yongguk rushing over you “Hey!” he said and kiss your lips as he kneel on your level “You made it” He smiles and turn his eyes on your wheel chair “I advise her to use wheel chair” Taekwoon said “I’ll be outside” he said and left   Yongguk turn his attention on you again “You look beautiful” he said kissing your cheek “Thank you” you said dryly “You look handsome too” you move your hand on his hand, you frown when you feel something in his hand “What is this?” You asks turning your eyes on it “Ah, concealer. Coordi-Noona asks me to put this in my face before we go on stage” he smile, he moves his hand but you stop him “Let me” you said taking the bottle from his hand, it’s good that you are familiar on make-ups they’d using gently you tear the cap and pour a small amount of concealer on your fingers “Come here” you said, Yongguk nodded and lean his face closer to you, using one hand you cup his face then you began to put the concealer on his face, tracing your finger on every inch of his face, you stare at his face even you didn’t see him clearly you feel his eyes on you “Your face we’re soft like a cotton” you smiles but deep inside you want to cry but you stop yourself you don’t want to cry in front of him for the last time. “Rina-ah” he said, you feel his fingers on your forehead “Are you alright?” he asks still looking at you, You answer him with a nod as your hand continue to roam on his face “I will miss you” Your voice crack slightly but Yongguk didn’t notice it “Wae? I’m not going anywhere” he asks you