Yongguk is sitting on plastic chair outside your private room, He remained unmoved his mind, body and soul feel drained. He couldn’t bring himself to move, he doesn’t know how. Yongguk’s eyes swollen from crying, His face is full of emotion, terrified, hurt and regret. Never in his life, had he felt these emotions at the same time. He still can’t believe on all of this, He couldn’t, do not want to believe that you’re dying. He want to walk up from this nightmare, it’s just like yesterday you are chasing him, asking for second chance but now, you are there laying in cold bed, dying.   Footsteps echoes on hallway, but still Yongguk remained on his spot, head hand low. He saw a pair of black shoes stops few steps from him but he still didn’t move. “Why are you still here?” Himchan spokes looking at him “You know why she left you, she don’t want you to see her on this state, dying” He inhale deeply after he said the last word “J-jebal” Yongguk found his strength to speak but still not looking at his friend “Let me---“ “In any moment right now, she’s going to wake up” Himchan said shoving his hands inside his pocket “She need someone beside her when she wake up, to give her medicine” he continue before taking a deep breath, Yongguk shallow hard “Him—“ “Two pills in the morning one vitamin and one pain killer, One after launch, Injection at afternoon. Vitamins at six again, IV needs to change before dinner and if she have headache, there’s a pain killer on her desk’s drawer. She needs to eat, vegetables, rice, chicken, fruit and more fruits. You can give her sweets but not too much, soft drinks are forbidden. Walk her around but don’t let her get tired, the nurses will come to check her every two hours” Himchan spokes looking at his Best friend. Yongguk stares at him disbelief, tears starts to build in the corner of his eyes again “What are you saying?” “That all you need to remember” Himchan give him a small smile “I Finally realize how selfish I am, blinded but greed and love for her” he said “Mianhe---“ “Mianhe for keeping her away from you, I was so fooled on myself thinking that you will hurt her even more, when I was the one who’s hurting her--- and you” he chuckles “I’m sorry” he apologize again, taking another deep breath “I’m setting her free” he said looking at Yongguk “Himchan—why are you doing this all of the sudden?” Yongguk asks, his heart pound inside her chest, excitement and hope ris