You didn’t say anything, you didn’t ask. Because you are afraid to hear it, you just watch them together; Exchanging kisses and Hugs, flirting to each other.  “Rina-ah, can you get my girlfriend a cup of water?” Yongguk said looking at your back, you almost drop the brash you are holding when you heard him, your heart skip a beat bring a painful pang in your chest, your feel dizzy all of the sudden, causing you to stumble a bit, Himchan jump from his seat and run to you “Are you alright?” he asks, he plant his left hand on your forehead but you quickly duck your head “I’m fine, sorry” you said fixing your hair to cover your forehead again “I—I’ll get water for you” you said and immediately slip away, Himchan stares at his hand “What’s wrong oppa?” Yungji asks tilting her head to Himchan “I swear, I feel something on her forehead” Himchan quietly said looking at Yongguk “Yungji-ah, can you leave us alone for a moment, I have something to ask on Yongguk” he said, Yongguk rolled his eyes and nodded to Yungji “Wait me outside” he said, Yungji nooded and left. When they’re finally alone, Himchan let out a frustrated sigh “Yongguk, when you’re going to stop these?” he said glaring at him “I already told you before, I want to her to suffer! I want to hurt her, I want to hurt her until she bleeds and asks me to stop. You know what I feel when she left me, you are there when I was miserable because I don’t know what I did wrong for her to leave me! You should be the one understand me