JAEJOONG’S  POV

 

 

 

Why did Bommie noona even shared this story, it’s supposed to be a hidden secret amongst us, now I look like a complete reject with what she just said.

 

 

‘What was going through your head when she ended the call?’ I heard KHD hyung say.

 

 

I looked at everyone on the set, especially at her. It’s my chance to actually get a bit of revenge and not look like a one of her obsess fan boys, so might as well grab it, it's just for fun right she won't get mad:))

 

 

 

‘Well…’ I hesitated before continuing to create tension.

 

‘Well I was really disappointed; a lot of things were going through my mind. Before I called her it took me a lot of courage to do so,I already had 2ne1’s dorm number and her phone number personally for quite a long time’

 

 

‘Wait how did you managed to get her number?’ I heard LSG ask

 

 

 ‘Ahh that one, since I was quite close with TOP, I asked for her number and it took a lot of aeygo for him to give it to me’ I admitting said while rubbing my nape.

  

 

 

‘So what happened then? Did you call her since you have her number already?’

 

 

Glancing once again at her I continued

 

 

‘It’s not that I was busy or something that you’d think is the reason why I didn’t call her.  It’s mainly because I was such a coward that I couldn’t do so, I bet all of the guys in this studio know what I feel, It’s a hard thing you know?’

 

 

Every guy in the studio nodded to my point probably agreeing to what I said.

 

 

‘Did you eventually call her?’ Brian-shi voice out

 

 

‘I have tried calling her, but as soon as I do I end up ending the call right away, pretty stupid huh?’ I laughed at myself and how pathetic I was before.

 

 

  

 

 

Everyone just looked at me like I was a complete fool.

 

 

‘Yeah pretty stupid for a pretty guy, stupid!^-^’ I heard krystal say her famous stupid line from high kick in a sarcastic way that got a laughing response from the idols and staff but I ignored it since I already know that I am stupid

 

 

‘So when I saw her on that episode on strong heart along with Bom-shi, She still looked stunning like usual, her antics and cuteness made me

 

 

giddy all over. She then shared that thing about her fan boys not really making an effort to contact her in a joke kind of way’ I sighed.

 

 

‘So that episode made you confess your love for her similar to those other idols?’ KHD said to which I nodded in agreement

 

 

‘That really hit me, Firstly I’ve been secretly liking her since that music video she did for Gummy sunbaenim and I didn’t even say I liked her on broadcast when being asked about

 

my ideal type I tend to avoid those questions, so what kind of person am I? I really felt useless, so who am I to complain when I didn’t even confess to her yet’ I smiled weakly feeling useless as ever.

 

 

 

 

‘Oppa, kwenchana!’ I heard the female rookies cheer for me.

 

 

I saw her looking at me intently and her frown evident to her face, she probably pities me.

 

 

‘So after that I was pacing around our living room confusing my members, I had my phone on my hand thinking if I should call her or not, and when I finally did she assumed that I was pranking her and

 

when I told her who I was she ended the call’ I pouted.

 

 

earning ‘awwws’ from the female idols

 

 

‘I seriously thought she hated me that’s why she ended the call, so I assumed that she rejected me right at that moment, I was depressed for quite some time

 

that I didn’t eat since I wasn’t in the proper mode earning concerns from my fellow members and fans’

 

 

KHD hyung looked at me intently then to dara ‘Aigoooo, So that’s what happened dongsaeng?  Dara-yah looked what you did to our Jaejoong. You broke his precious heart to pieces’ 

 

 

Dara looked flustered as her cheeks got redder by the comment then she pouted ‘Ayyyyyyy aniyooooo Oppa! I didn’t mean to end the call’

 

‘Then why did you? You seriously hurted my heart’ I said looking hurt, oh-uh I will seriously get some scolding from someone later as she glared at me

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

*Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey!* 

I finally updated, sorry guys I had a bit of fun durin the winter holidays :( i feel guilty not updating my other fics so please forgive me :P

Merry Christmas my dear readers

 

*aeygo fail* epic:))

 

 

-browneyesmouse04