chapter 6 (english version)

My Idol = My Love

“one.. two.. three.. four.. five.. six.. seven.. eight… ok, we got here first." said choreographer who ended exercise for today.

"thank you very much" said tvxq

"fuuuhhhh..." sighed yunho. he sat on side and drank his cold drink. followed by other.

"so tired" complainted Jaejoong.

"hey, i heard there are some gossip who spread. about us and mi-chan hahaha" told changmin

ba-dump! only heard misaki's name, junsu's heart was pounding.

"ah, just let it. later it will disappear by itself." said yunho

"roughly what is misaki doing now?" though yoochun

"hey, what are you doing now?" asked mr. park

"take some rest and talk about our gossip." replied junsu

"ooohhh.. i just want to tell you that misaki's birthday is four more days. i just saw about that in her form." told mr. park

"wahh it's almost. we must celebrate it." excited jaejoong

"we will make a surprise party" suggested changmin

and then they prepared a surprise party for misaki. they didn't forget to inviting boa, zhang li yin, and super junior. they also prepared some gifts for misaki.

today junsu went out for looking for a gift for misaki. after he bought it, he accidentally looked young mi who working at a cafe. then junsu came into that cafe.

"welcome" greeted a waitress when junsu came in.

"hi" said junsu to that waitress with smiley face

"oh..." shocked that waitress. that waitress was young mi. 

"sit down, please" said young mi. after she served junsu, she sat in front of junsu.

"long time no see" said young mi who started a conversation first.

"yeah, how are you doing? are you working here??" asked junsu

"hm-mh, i am alright. and you??" said young mi

"you can see by yourself. i'm okay but not my heart." said junsu

They were silent. Do not know what to talk about. it was so awkward after a long time no see.

"are you okay sitting here??" asked junsu

"it's okay. my work time is over." replied young mi

suddenly young mi waved her hand to a man behind junsu. he just arrived.

"junsu, this is tae kyung, my boyfriend" said young mi with smiley face

"tae kyung"

"junsu"

"is it over??" asked tae kyung

"yes, i will change my clothes. you wait here with junsu." said young mi

"how long both of you are dating?" asked junsu when young mi was not there.

"one month over" replied tae kyung with smiley face. he looked happy.

"oohhh, i hope you can take care of her. she is a nice girl. make her happy." said junsu

and then junsu left tae kyung alone there. he felt dissapointed. his heart was breaking. so sad and shock. all of that feel mixed together. it felt he want scream out as loud as he can.  but junsu didn't go home. he was still concerned tae kyung from a distance.

"eh?? where is junsu??" asked young mi after changed her clothes.

"he was gone. he is your ex who you told me, right?" said tae kyung

"right"

"it looks like he stiil love you. he can't forget about you." said tae kyung. young mi just silent.

"ok, we go home now" said tae kyung and then embraced young mi.

finally, tae kyung and young mi went out from that cafe. tae kyung sent young mi back to her home. on the way, they looked so intimate and happy. it made junsu, who trailed them, felt pain more. when they got young mi's house, tae kyung kissed young mi tenderly.  it showed how they loving each other. junsu was realized that there was no hope for him, there was him in young mi's heart. from now, that girl, who always in junsu's heart, belong another man.

not stand to see that, junsu went with depression face. he didn't go home. he stopped at street stall. he drank some soju at there. he hoped soju can make him be better. he drank until got drunk. he started talking nonsense. he walked stagger. then he accidentally bumped the street thugs. and he fought with that street thugs. of course junsu lost. with several wounds on his body, he walked home.

"oppa, it has been late but junsu oppa still not home. where is he go?" worried misaki

"hmm~ There are currently worried hehehe" teased changmin

"of course. it's 11 o'clock now but he still outside alone. somewhere." worried misaki

"calm down. he will back to home later. may he still refreshing outside there." said yoochun who was calming misaki.

TING TONG

"well, it's him" said jaejoong

"OPPAAAA!!!!" screamed misaki after she opened the door. misaki shocked getting junsu in like that condition. the other shocked after heard misaki screaming.

"young mi..." mumbled junsu

"oppaa!! wake up oppa!!" panicked misaki

"young mi..." junsu mumbled again. after that he fainted.

"take him to his room" asked yunho

"what's wrong with junsu oppa?? why is he like this?? and who is young mi??" asked misaki when they were in junsu room. but they just silent.

"ehmm... young mi is junsu's ex-girlfriend. one year ago, junsu and young break up because of junsu's career. he was not bare to look young mi who must surreptitiously meet and dating with him. Youngmi do not want to be a barrier for Junsu to achieve his dream. He was very love Youngmi. because of that, he has not been able to forget it until now. As he stressed because of thought of youngmi, he would get drunk like this." explained yoochun

"But already 4-5 this month, he is rarely like this. Why now he's like this anymore?" wondered jaejoong

"maybe he already knows that Young mi has got a new boyfriend." said yunho

"what?? so young mi noona already has a new boyfriend?? how pity junsu hyung." pitied changmin

TING TONG

"who's again??" wondered jaejoong

"let's go to see who are coming. misaki, you are here. take care junsu." asked yunho

"junho??" surprised yunho when he opened the door. "what's wrong?"

"where is junsu??" worried junho

"in his room. why??" replied yunho

"my feeling tell me there something happened with junsu." said junho

"weww... the twin brother bond is amazing." amazed yunho. "you are right"

junho was junsu's twin brother. junho was older than junsu one minute. junho was not an entertainer. junho and junsu were so close and love each other.

"i want see him" said junho

but, junho and tvxq not be entered. they heard misaki talking.

"oppa, why are you being like this? Young mi is so important to you? you love her so much?? so why you let her go?? why did not you keep her?? stupid! you are so stupid!!" said misaki sadly. she talked with junsu who was sleeping. misaki also treat his wounds with great affection. her eyes filled with tears.

"i am so stupid too. love someone who doesn't love me." said misaki again. "is not there a little place for me in your heart? Is not there a gap for me? i love you so much, oppa. look at me, junsu! look at me!" tears could not be stopped. tears began to flow down her cheeks.

junho closed the door. "who's that girl??" asked junho

"she is misaki, the winner with us for 3 months." told yoochun.

"it seems like she love junsu so much" said junho

"yeah you are right. how pity our mi-chan." pitied yoochun

"we just let them like that." said yunho

While letting Misaki like that, TVXQ explained to junho what actually happened to Junsu. Some time later, Misaki out of the room.

"junho oppa??" Misaki could not believe what she saw.

"you know about me??" asked junho. misaki nodded.

"he came to here because he worried about junsu." told yunho

"he is alright. now he sleeping in his room." said misaki

"i come in now" said junho

In the room, Junho sad to see his twin brother in a situation like this.

"Junsu ... how long would you like this? You can not forget about Young mi. Immediately forget her. do you know, if you still like this, you will make all of us fell so sad and worry. there are many people still love you. there is me, your brother. there are TVXQ, your fans, and that girl who called misaki. Realize that there is someone who loves you very much. You heard it before, right? Reach for your own happiness, my little brother." said junho sadly.

Junsu realized the next day with severe headaches caused by drunk last night. Junho who cared him. Junho is very love his brother.

 

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DoubleJ
#1
even though this story had been end up, you still can give me a comment
so, for new readers, feel free to write a comment
and don't forget to read my other fanfics
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nadiachun
#2
Chapter 29: kya..... dah tamat aja.....
hiks...hiks.... ditunggu cerita yang lain y chinggu...

my idol = my love masuk cerita favoritku nih....
ceritanya keren....
nadiachun
#3
Chapter 27: waiting for chapter 15 ^^
teddybear79 #4
Chapter 26: i think ,they are planning something or not? ...interesting
teddybear79 #5
Chapter 25: can't wait for english translation.could it be chapter 13 is the last one?
DoubleJ
#6
english version for chapter 10 realise now... enjoy it ^^