It feels weird.

I didn’t tell Min that I’m going to meet BIBS.

It’s because I know she’ll push me to say it to him.

But that’s actually the right thing to do.

She paid me and she will pay me again soon.

This is what I have to do in exchange.

But how can I do it if I broke her only rule? ‘Never fall in love with Sehun’

My mistake.

I don’t want our friendship to be over but it’s so hard to let go of Sehun.

I can’t—

Min knocks at my door and peeps in.

“Why are you dressed up like that?”

I want to be myself now. I don’t want her effin’ trademarks anymore.

“I-I will go to the bar and have some party with my officemates”

“You should be spending time with him and telling the truth”

“Hmm… Christmas Eve?”

“I can wait. Just make sure of it”

“Yes, of course”

***

I’m sitting on the bench, waiting for BIBS.

“Did you wait for so long, LIL?”

“Not that long, BIBS”

I ride on his car and he automatically starts the engine once I’m in.

“I missed you, LIL.”

“Huh? We’re just apart for a short time. What is it to miss?”

“Your indulging scent, your passionate kiss, and your mouth-watering taste.” He winks playfully.

“Stop it.”

I bite my lip at the sudden thought.

He turns the radio on and I hear SHINee singing again.

“BIBS, honestly, I’m not a Shawol”

“I know. I also know that tulips aren’t your favorite”

“How—“

“I can tell. You’re trying hard to impress me that time.” He smirks.

“Sure. Whatever”

“So… how’s Min?”

Asdfghjkl.

“S-She’s fine.”

“Why did she call you?”

“She needs assistance”

I’m such a good liar.

“Can I visit her too?”

“NO! I-I mean…she’s moving to France”

“Aww. She’ll spend Christmas there?”

“Yup.”

He simply nods.

That was close.

***

“So let’s get real. Be yourself. Don’t impress me.”

“Oh sure. I’m already qualified as your girl”

“But I can fire you anytime”

I glare at him.

“Kidding, LIL. So what’s your favorite group?”

I giggle. “SNSD. You?”

“It’s not a group actually… It’s Frank Sinatra,” he snorts.

“What? That was way too old!”

“I know. That’s why I don’t play his songs in the office.”

“Well, he’s great. Very popular…among old people”

I laugh hysterically.

“Yeah. But I’m not that old. How about flower?”

“My favorite is chrysanthemum”

“Wow. Just wow.”

We continued on about different facts about us.

He adores garlic! I was like… You’re not serious, aren’t you?

We kept it real.

We had childish games like rock, paper, scissor.

Remember, he has no childhood.

So I’m gonna deal with his little childishness.

But whatever, I still love him.

Only him.

A/N: Sorry if it I took too long before updating ;; I was busy with my online shop. OTL. 6 chapters to go!! Keep supporting my story. Thanks for the comments and everything. Feel free to comment, silent readers :D