April 3, 2010

Luhan hyung…

He’s sick and I don’t know what to do.

If mom knows both of us are sick… she must be really upset and worried, am I right?

Hyung, please don’t be like me.

**

April 11, 2010

Luhan hyung can’t sleep at night.

He can't breathe well so I stayed up all night.

Yesterday he was like that too.

Is it that bad?

Furthermore, I think I have problem with my eyes… why they get blurry recently?

**

April  20, 2010

We play basketball for a match today.

We almost lose because of me ~_~

I keep falling on the floor and I give the ball to the wrong person.

Aish!~ Why I’m so stupid!

T^T uu~

**

May 5, 2010

Kyungsoo and I go to the orphanage to help my mom…

I almost faint in front of her but Kyungsoo  help me.

Kyungsoo scolds me for not taking my painkiller…

Kyungsoo is so strict! Tch!

I'm sorry, Kyungsoo. I made you worry lately.

**

May 14, 2010

I really want  to take the pain from Luhan hyung. He cries so badly.

He locks the door so mom can't open it even though she hear any sound from our room. Is it because of cold weather? I let him wear my sweater and blanket. 

His face is very pale even now.

**

May 19, 2010

Yesterday,Luhan hyung could not bring himself to the college so Chanyeol hyung came after class. I think... Chanyeol hyung knew about Luhan hyung.

While, Mom believed that Luhan hyung had flu.

Chanyeol hyung stayed until late at night. They drew some portraits of me and mom. Chanyeol hyung taught me how to draw!

That was really exciting! I told Xiumin and he wanted to learn it too!

I tried to draw mom’s face but I ended up drawing cartoon character. Kk….

Mom’s hair was yellow! I made her looks like foreigner 

Xiumin said I’m stupid after I showed it to him.

>..<

Haha!

**

May 23, 2010

Mom…

It’s hurt.

It’s hurt a lot.

**

May 28, 2010

The tumor,

It's getting worse, am I right?