And the Final Summary... I didn't feel right about deleting this story because I actually like the plot for it, but writing anything new for this has become to tedious for me and honestly I feel like it wasn't helping me developed my writing, I kept turning out crap that I wasn't satisfied with, and I couldn't bring myself to fix it. Maybe I'll come back, do some major editing and repost it, write the actual chapters and then re-post it but, I don't know and honestly I probably won't. It all really depends on my mood. I don't want writing to feel like a chore, I want to enjoy it and write something great, not crap. I just feel like it turned out like crap and honestly it did.

Hei Ryung makes up up the plan to have Jonghyun to go back to the amusement park he'd taken her to, he'd wished that he could go back to that day and spend it with her, but end it with him taking her and tell her that he's falling in love with her. The plan works for the most part, Jonghyun spends the day at the park with Hei Ryung, the two go on all the rides enjoying the day, and Jonghyun takes her on the Ferris wheel at the end of the night, it near midnight, there Hei Ryung and Jonghyun confess how they feel about each other, but Jonghyun is still positive that he couldn't protect her from all the hate and he'd hate himself for putting her through it. They both decided that this should be the last time they see each other, that it won't work out now, not with SHINee going overseas for months, possibly a year or two. Not with Hei Ryung just starting at University. Getting off the ride they kiss one last time, and only the second time, saying goodbye. Going their separate ways Jonghyun vows to come back one day, he'd still made the wish that she was never alone. Hei Ryung arrives back at her apartment and cries the night away. In the following two weeks she goes to school and makes friends, Jonghyun and the rest if SHINee fly to Japan to begin promotions. In her senior year Jonghyun returns to her, waiting for her outside her last class of the day, with flowers, peeking in he sees Hei Ryung, but she's moved on, she's not alone, she made friends and moved on her her life, she'd found a new guy. He'd have left, hoping that the guy holding her hand would treat her right, but he'd have left heartbroken with a handful of memories that would make him yearn to be with Hei Ryung.

And that's how it would have ended for the most part give or take a few minor details. SHINee would have taught her to break from her shell of small friends and make new ones, and to enjoy life, she'd have forgiven her parents for always being away, her brother would have returned to Korea and moved in with her for a month or two before getting how own place close by so that the whole family could have dinner together and what not. And if there would have been a sequel it would have been about Hei Ryung going through her last year at university, breaking up with the boy she'd been dating for the past three years. SHINee would have found out somehow, Jonghyun would swoop in and they'd end up together finally. SHINee would finally have enough a of a loyal fanbase to accept her and Jonghyun dating. Hei Ryung would graduated, and Jonghyun would then propose or something and voila .