“Kamsahamnida!!!! This is Super Junior’s Kiss the Radio!”

The show had ended and it was late. Eunhyuk smiled at the fans waiting outside in the cold, waving as they frantically waved at him from outside the KBS building where their radio program was being recorded. Sometimes he wondered what his fans saw in him for them to be there till this late in the night, waiting patiently just for one glimpse or a smile or a wave.

What was it about him?

He waved once more and smiled when he saw the heart signs above their heads, making a small heart sign of his own before leaving the broadcasting room with Leeteuk and the PD in tow.

Whatever they saw, must be good enough for them to stick around like this.

He sighed and rolled his neck and shoulders, tired and stiff from smiling all day and the schedules that they had going on because of album promotions. He listened to the PD say something about their next days, or rather tonight’s broadcast and nodded when he was needed to but felt himself drifting once again into his spiral of self doubt.

“Hyukjae-ah. Come on, let’s go. The vehicle is waiting.” Leeteuk called and Eunhyuk scrambled after, wanting once again to go lock himself up in his room and shut out the world. He was getting tired of this.

More than he already was.

Eunhyuk was already sitting with his head back on the headrest, mouth slightly open in a long sigh and hands on his lap, playing with his bag when Leeteuk came in.

“Hyukjae-ah. Here. Have some food.” Jungsu said in a soft voice as he got inside the vehicle, gently shutting the door as though even the slightest noise would somehow cause a Hyuk-eruption…something they all had been waiting to occur for probably the first time ever.

“No. I already ate some before.”

Leeteuk sighed as he looked at the boy in front of him. He had seen him eat. He had seen him pick at the food before putting some measly pieces inside his mouth in the name of eating. He had seen his pushing the food around the plate with his chopsticks before letting the maid take it all away. H