Chapter 3 - Lost

Ugliest
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A/N – Kyuhyuk wins…by 2 votes…hehe. Now I can write without thinking about how the hell am I going to make Siwon into a good guy without wanting to make him the villain(Villian-Won comes naturally to me). I mean, one fic is enough right? Breaking Barriers is supposed to be one where I DON’T use him as villain and another with main-Won is…unsettling really. I have never written WonHyuk BUT had made up my mind that if this pairing wins then I wouldn’t have a choice but to do so BUT KyuHyuk won!!! KYUHYUK WON!!! Oh my OTP!

 

Sorry author is a little deranged atm after watching Kim Jaejoong’s Just Another Girl MV teaser.

 

Also, just because Kyuhyuk has been decided doesn’t mean that love is going to come quickly in the story. This is about an insecure Hyuk and how he and the members deal with it(?). Love kinda takes a backseat until I call for it so try not to get too bored. I will try hard as to not let this become like my fic Beautiful.

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Eunhyuk was quiet and withdrawn the whole of next week. He did all the things he was supposed to. He attended all he schedules diligently and never gave anyone a reason to complain. He talked when he was supposed to, he laughed when he was needed to. He danced when he was asked to and he posed as he was told to. Yes he did everything in front of the cameras but once the camera was turned off and the schedule was over, Eunhyuk was back to being reclusive and muted.

 

It was different. It was strange. It was uncomfortable.

 

Given that they just had perhaps 2-4 hours of sleep with the album promotions and their own activities, and they did not have time to spend with each other except of the make-up rooms and the waiting rooms of the various promotion venues, the members still felt the difference.

 

Obvious and undisguised.

 

 

The place was teeming with cordi noonas, stylists, hairdressers, managers, security, other staff yet….it was there.

 

How could it be missed? It slapped them straight center on their faces.

 

It taunted them. It jeered at them.

 

This is what they had caused. This is what they had done.

 

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“Maybe we should talk to him.”

 

“But he doesn’t let us talk to him”

 

“Yeah, he just stays quiet and barely says a word.”

 

“That doesn’t mean that we ourselves shouldn’t try to talk to him. This is our fault afterall.”

 

“If this is about what we think it is.”

 

“It IS what we think it is”

 

“I miss him.”

 

“Yes me too. It’s so weird like this. I don’t like it. I miss talking to him.”

 

“I can’t sleep at night because Hyukkie locks his door and my favourite pillow is his pillow. He really is mad at me isn’t he? I want my pillow.”

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Annroy89 #1
Chapter 15: I can really relate to what Hyuk had to go through ,It’s a long tough road to fully believing in your smile and having that genuine smile back on your face. Thank you for the great work and all the beautiful feels
Xblack_dhaliaX #2
Chapter 15: This was an amazing story, the flow and how it all wrapped up in the end was flawless.

Although you have mentioned many times that it's fiction it holds many truths. Hyuk is a human being and I'm sure that those comments do hurt. I don't know if I'm the only one that notices but when that "ugly" topic comes up although he is smiling or trying to brush it off his eyes change. His look hardens. It that those types of comments sells but sadly it does.
Mental and psychological abuse/bullying is very devastating. Even though it doesn't leave physical bruises doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. It may even hurt more. It makes the person go to a very dark place. A place that some sadly don't come back from.

Thank you for sharing and for being awesome. I love how loving and supportive Kyu was, that's what a good friend is. Poor shindong trying to help but going about it totally wrong. Hyuk is a beautiful person inside and out. He has always being my favorite ever since 2005. And I will always love him and the rest of the members.

Ok I'm rambling. Thank you again . Take care
KiwiPrincess #3
Chapter 15: Beautiful ending!! I love it! :)
avonbyun
#4
Chapter 10: ι love yoυr wrιтιng aмazιng
wildrose88 #5
Chapter 15: Angsty and make me crying a lot, it is really hurt to be called ugly seriously. It's not easy to increase self esteem after that tho. Hyukkie is forever handsomely cute in my heart and other suju oppas tooooo are handsomeee. Tbh everytime i watched or heard about this ugly thingy pushed on hyukkie or other suju oppas, seriously i got mad and started to ball my fists. Because they are handsomeee in their own way, everyone have their own specialty and yeahh our suju oppas are the best! So
Gawddd i rambled too much, heheehe sorry authornim :3 Thanks for this story :)
Thanks authornim! Take careeeeeee!
LeeRaeni #6
Chapter 15: One. Of. The. Best I have read so far about Super Junior. I love this. I cried in some of the chapters and understand what Eunhyuk had to go through.

I always thought that someone should make a fanfic about him always being called the "Ugly" one when he really isn't. No one, and I mean no one in Super Junior is ugly. They are handsome and they know it.

Anyway, I absolutely love this story. :)
Hime-kun #7
Chapter 15: is it finish ? *pouts* ,,,, i like the lines, the sinking lines i mean, for example "now he was like a doll... a puppet, nothing more than that. Someone that was doing as expected,not because he wanted to, but because... it was expected of him" . Somehow i can relate to that,.
JewelSapphire13 #8
Chapter 15: Such a beautiful story~
Wafflesareyummy88
#9
Chapter 14: : KILL U! Andwaee...i could probably kiss u for this chapter! That confessions ! Get me a guy like that someone !!!
eunhyukie1234 #10
Chapter 15: 1 word...GREAT...