Chapter 13 - You are beautiful

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A/N1 –  has it really been a month?? Feels like more…heeh…sorry. Im having a bit of writers block for angst at the moment…so its mellowed out a little compared to the more darker chapters before this… T^T

A/N2 – thank you hyukstar, kina_kirana, kyute_deedee, sagigirl94, annyss, rockmusicrawks, mennie68, doublehj, Risika, ehkhshadow03, kyuwifey, kittymosy, Jewelmilas31, nafair4ever, jewElf_13, Skychrome, Just_Why, meehyukkie, kami_wings, Verosami, _kyuhyuk, shimlola, lovingkyuhyuk, loveishyukkie, rayane1990, emma13, Noirocker, kyuhyukkie03, Chang-Bum, Byehya, lol_luhan, AnImEmAnGaFrEaK7 and LidiaYS for upvoting this fic, even though it is mostly me taking out my anger T^T. Thank you!!!! /makes awkward heart and then runs awy for not updating for so long/

 

Shindong palmed the throbbing swelling on his jaw from where Kyuhyun’s little punch had landed. Kyuhyun may not be the most muscular or the strongest one out of all the members but he was a man and that punch really did hurt. They were back in the dorm after Leeteuk and the manager had bundled everyone into the van and no one had said a word the whole ride over to their dorm. Everyone was assembled in the 11th floor dorm living room and no one knew what was to be done next.

 

Shindong turned slightly to take a look at Hyukjae, who stood leaning a little on one of the walls near the hallway leading to his bedroom. There was a range of emotions on his face, anger, hurt, disappointment but as he gazed to his right, the strongest was confusion. Shindong followed Hyukjae’s line of slight and found himself looking at the maknae who was sitting on the sofa, hands clasped on his lap and a livid Leeteuk pacing in front of him.

 

Kyuhyun’s eyes were still fuming, more than ever before. This wasn’t like all those times he had gotten angry at his hyungs…this time it looked worse, rivaling the one the Hyukjae himself had sported earlier in the carpark. Members waited with abated breath as they watch Leeteuk stalking back and forth in front of the furious Kyuhyun and Hyukjae, so quiet and jaws clenched trying to appear normal but from the rigid posture and tapping foot, everyone knew that the storm had not blown over...it was just beginning.

 

Everyone is startled when Kyuhyun growls and then scoffs as he throws up his hands as he stands, glaring at all of his hyungs, “So what, now we are just going to sit here and wait for someone else to talk? Can’t you all just get a pair of balls and do something about the mess we’ve ALL made?”

 

“Kyuhyun!” Leeteuk scolds, “You are in no position to talk like that! How dare you raise a hand at your hyung?!! You-”

 

“If a hyung is going to be as stupid as that then how can I not? Why didn’t you, you spineless worm!” he yells back at Leeteuk before turning to face Shindong, “I mean what the were you thinking?!”

 

Normally that would be extremely disrespectful but this wasn’t a normal day as Super Junior doesn’t usually have arguments like this kind with punches being thrown by the maknae. It would usually be Yesung, Heechul, Leeteuk or Kangin throwing the punches or Ryeowook yelling like a petulant child.

 

“Shut up! Shut up! SHUT UP!” Heechul who had been standing by the kitchen table all this time, yells, “God! Listen to yourselves! Hyukjae is right there! Did you all apologize to him yet? Did you all say a word of comfort? NO!! And what do you do?? You all put him aside and fight about your own petty little problems! When will you all learn to grown the up?!”

 

Leeteuk opens his mouth to protest when Heechul glares at him. Leeteuk may be the leader but Heechul’s glares scare off a lot of people, “Sure the maknae punches Shindong! Sure he was out of line!! BUT WHO GIVES A ING ABOUT IT WHEN THAT ISNT EVEN THE MAIN PROBLEM!!!!!”

 

“Listen to yourselves!” Heechul continues as he fixes everyone in a steely gaze, “Shindong tries to comfort Hyukjae, though in the stupidest way possible and Kyuhyun who is probably the only one who has been trying to reach out to Hyukjae, punches him. Well whoop-tee-doo! GET OVER YOURSELVES! Why can’t we all be adults?”

 

Heechul takes a deep breath before he faces Hyukjae, angry face softening a little as he lets out a sigh. He slowly walks over to the boy and takes him in his arms and sits him down on the sofa beside Kyuhyun, “You know that you are not ugly right?” Heechul can feel Hyukjae stiffening further in his embrace, “you are the most beautiful soul there is in Super Junior and you know that don’t you?”

 

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Annroy89 #1
Chapter 15: I can really relate to what Hyuk had to go through ,It’s a long tough road to fully believing in your smile and having that genuine smile back on your face. Thank you for the great work and all the beautiful feels
Xblack_dhaliaX #2
Chapter 15: This was an amazing story, the flow and how it all wrapped up in the end was flawless.

Although you have mentioned many times that it's fiction it holds many truths. Hyuk is a human being and I'm sure that those comments do hurt. I don't know if I'm the only one that notices but when that "ugly" topic comes up although he is smiling or trying to brush it off his eyes change. His look hardens. It that those types of comments sells but sadly it does.
Mental and psychological abuse/bullying is very devastating. Even though it doesn't leave physical bruises doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. It may even hurt more. It makes the person go to a very dark place. A place that some sadly don't come back from.

Thank you for sharing and for being awesome. I love how loving and supportive Kyu was, that's what a good friend is. Poor shindong trying to help but going about it totally wrong. Hyuk is a beautiful person inside and out. He has always being my favorite ever since 2005. And I will always love him and the rest of the members.

Ok I'm rambling. Thank you again . Take care
KiwiPrincess #3
Chapter 15: Beautiful ending!! I love it! :)
avonbyun
#4
Chapter 10: ι love yoυr wrιтιng aмazιng
wildrose88 #5
Chapter 15: Angsty and make me crying a lot, it is really hurt to be called ugly seriously. It's not easy to increase self esteem after that tho. Hyukkie is forever handsomely cute in my heart and other suju oppas tooooo are handsomeee. Tbh everytime i watched or heard about this ugly thingy pushed on hyukkie or other suju oppas, seriously i got mad and started to ball my fists. Because they are handsomeee in their own way, everyone have their own specialty and yeahh our suju oppas are the best! So
Gawddd i rambled too much, heheehe sorry authornim :3 Thanks for this story :)
Thanks authornim! Take careeeeeee!
LeeRaeni #6
Chapter 15: One. Of. The. Best I have read so far about Super Junior. I love this. I cried in some of the chapters and understand what Eunhyuk had to go through.

I always thought that someone should make a fanfic about him always being called the "Ugly" one when he really isn't. No one, and I mean no one in Super Junior is ugly. They are handsome and they know it.

Anyway, I absolutely love this story. :)
Hime-kun #7
Chapter 15: is it finish ? *pouts* ,,,, i like the lines, the sinking lines i mean, for example "now he was like a doll... a puppet, nothing more than that. Someone that was doing as expected,not because he wanted to, but because... it was expected of him" . Somehow i can relate to that,.
JewelSapphire13 #8
Chapter 15: Such a beautiful story~
Wafflesareyummy88
#9
Chapter 14: : KILL U! Andwaee...i could probably kiss u for this chapter! That confessions ! Get me a guy like that someone !!!
eunhyukie1234 #10
Chapter 15: 1 word...GREAT...