This Game of Chase

Right here where we started

Run away.

 

That's all I can think of, run away.

 

I don't know why.

 

Maybe it is shame.

 

Maybe it is fear.

 

All I know is, I can't bear to see the look on your face.

 

"How are you?"

 

I'd rather you treat me like a stranger.

 

I'd rather you not look at me.

 

I'd rather hear hurtful words than that whisper you said to my back.

 

I'd rather not.

 

Those words of concern, they hurt, somehow.

 

Don't give me false hope. Don't confuse me.

 

Don't confuse yourself.

 

Let me help you. Let me help myself.

 

Let me run away from here.

 

Disappear from your life like what I planned.

 

Don't mess me up.

 

Don't mess you up.

 

I'll try my best to disappear.

 

 

 

 

 

I watch as you slip away from in between my hands.

 

Like you always do.

 

I guess, some things just don't change. Do they, Himchan?

 

You don't even want my concern now, do you?

 

Why do I chuckle at the thought of you running away.

 

Some things don't change.

 

They don't change, Himchan, they don't change.

 

This game of chase-- habits are hard to change.

 

I guess I am addicted to this abusive game of yours.

 

Addicted to this game of chase.

 

I'm trying hard to quit.

 

I'm trying hard to quit you.

 

I should turn around and leave like you do.

 

I should leave.

 

We're no longer part of each other.

 

I forgot, I'm the one who broke us apart.

 

But somehow, under everything, I hope you're well. I hope you wouldn't forget me.

 

I hope you're happy.

 

 

 

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bomminvan
#1
hi author-nim ~
your fic is really amazing, i love it <3
and can i translate it into Vietnamese?
i promise to credit and put a link to your page :3
reply me as soon as you can ;)
starmoonlight #2
Chapter 15: Such a nice story.. ^_^
strangeneko
#3
Chapter 15: OMG OMG OMG YESSSS YOU MADE THE RIGHT DECISION YONGGUK YES !!!!
FINALLY !! :D
CindfrogBlue
#4
Chapter 15: Omg finally ;A;
samyeol #5
Chapter 15: Finally togetherrrrrr this seriously is really really good!!! I'm not really the happy endging type of person, but this really made me relieved it has a happy ending!! Really good!!
CindfrogBlue
#6
Chapter 14: god you break my heart many times already!!!! I'm happy because finally Yongguk honest with his heart, but then you break me because Himchan was struggling to escape and trying so hard to disappear from Yongguk's sight...

please update soon ;A;
samyeol #7
Chapter 14: Why does this story always leave me with a broken heartttttt

YONGGUK JUST UGH HIMCHAN PLS WHY SO MANY FEELS THIS IS THE BEST BANGHIM FIC EVER MY ULTIMATE OTP IM GOING CRAZY WHAT ALL THESE FEELS WHAT ㅠㅠ
strangeneko
#8
Chapter 14: OMFG
OMFG
OMFG
OMFG
OMFG
THE BEST CHAPTER SO FAR !
YONGGUK WON'T LET GO HIMCHAN, NOT ANYMORE
OMFG
OMFG
I LOVE YOU AUTHOR-NIM
I ♥ YOU
zanfii
#9
Chapter 13: oh no.
They took so long.
I cried.
They hurt each other so bad. Stupid. Stupid. But Himchan really did have to learn things the hard way.
CindfrogBlue
#10
Chapter 13: What?! They kissed?! OMG!!!!!