How many months has it been since I evacuated myself from your life?

Quietly, this shadow made its way out of your house so you can fill it with all the bliss and newfound happiness in your new life.

I haven't seen you for so long.

The pain is turning into a faded memory.

I am making progress.

If you knew, you would be happy for me, right?

There, Kim Himchan will disappear. And those torn pages would look like they never once existed in your book.

But why do I still think of you?

Haha, I guess I'm still a liar.

How many times has it been.

How many years has it been.

I still find myself lost.

You, where have you been?

Everytime I look at you, I always get lost in you. Even until now.

I wonder why.

"Where have you been?"

When I put a hand on your shoulder and you turn around with shock and the tiniest bit of horror in your eyes, I wonder where have all the anger and hatred gone within me.

I found myself lost in an entirely different kind of way when you pushed my hand away and stalked off.

Are you running away from me?

You always do love hide and seek and cat and mouse.

Run, go on. Like you always do.

"How are you?"

My voice came out gentler than I expected.

You always mess me up, Kim Himchan.