An Unsaid, "I'm Sorry"

Trapped In A Forever

“Han Yoon Hee. Can I ask you something?”

 

“Yoon Hee is listening.”

 

“When are you planning to get married?”

 

She nearly chokes on her tea.  You sip from your cup slowly as you watch her struggle to reach for a napkin. 

 

Should you tell her now?  The words bounce on the tip of your tongue.

 

I so sorry, Yoon Hee.  I know you have feelings him, but I can’t help it.  What am I supposed to do?  I’m sorry.

 

“Are you joking?”

 

You shake your head with a solemn look.

 

She picks up her hot drink again and attempts to settle back into her chair.  “Not tomorrow, that’s for sure.”

 

“That’s very reassuring, thank you.”

 

“Why do you ask?”

 

You tip your head at her with a sigh.

 

“Your grandfather,” she gasps and you nod.  “No.  This time it’s for real?”

 

You set your cup on the table beside you, knowing you’ll knock it over if you don’t get it out of the way.  “Yoon Hee,” you groan desperately.  “I don’t want to.  I don’t want this.  I don’t even know who he is.”

 

“That’s terrible.”

 

“What should I do?”

 

Yoon Hee gets up from her chair and comes to kneel beside yours.  “I think it’s time that you told him,” she says.  “You can’t draw this out any longer.  Tell your grandfather you don’t want to get married yet.  Tell him that you want to find love for yourself.”

 

You bite your tongue before you say something you might regret.

 

“I…I will.  Tomorrow.”

 

“Today.”  She squeezes your forearm with a smile.  “It’s not as easy as it sounds, is it?”

 

It’s moments like these that truly make you value Yoon Hee as a friend.  She speaks as if from experience, instead of reason, and you thank her for that.  She’s the mother that you’ve missed your entire life when she agrees to sit down and hear about your grievances.  It’s heartening to know she possesses the intellect you lack in desperate times.  You know she’ll listen to whatever you have to say, but you can’t bear to put this friendship into jeopardy.

 

You just wish that you could give her something in return.

 

She smiles at you again and you’re reminded of her confession that rainy day in the music room.  Her words resound in your mind and your heart sinks a little lower.

 

Yoon Hee, I’m sorry.

 

You return her friendliness with a weak grin, and try to forget about Tao for the time being.

 

 

 

A/N: It's been nearly a week since the last update, I'm sorry!  I've had the ugliest case of writer's block x(  Hope you enjoy these chapters!...That are so short~ Thanks for reading^^

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ninjaalee_ #1
Chapter 33: OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. WHAT?! HOW?! WHY?! IT'S SUCH A CLIFF HANGER!!! I MEAN, YOU NEVER FIND OUT IF SHE GETS MARRIED OR IF HER AND TAO EVER GET BACK TOGETHER AGAIN?! WHYYYY?! ;____; it's such an awesome story and such a shame to have it end like this ;___; PLEASE MAKE A SEQUELLLLL!
kpoplove_exo #2
Chapter 33: Honestly crying right now. I truly enjoyed reading what you wrote. How you ended and finished the story was beautiful. There was so much meaning to everything and I absolutely loved your writing style. I feel strange, crying to myself while reading fanfiction at 12:11 AM. and quite frankly, I don't regret it one bit.
shinee3112 #3
Chapter 33: This was really good, but I can't believe it ended that way, but it was very good!!
angelamalim
#4
Chapter 33: Hope you make at least a one shot sequel. It's so good! You're so good!
megmeg190
#5
Chapter 33: Wahhj I don't wanna see this end. .. but your writing is amazing. Sadly I don't have any stories for you to read. I stopped writing a while ago. But I did enjoy this story
Snooopid
#6
Chapter 33: I loved this story. I wasn't expecting it to end this way but I love it. Do enjoy reading my stories when you have time. I'd love it if Tao and her got together though. I really don't want it to end this way. Maybe a sequel? *_*
Snooopid
#7
Chapter 30: Awwwww don't tell me this is the end!
megmeg190
#8
Chapter 30: i jus wanna bawl like a child! omg that was sad and inspiring at the same time
chabrb #9
Chapter 29: update please ... TT-TT
megmeg190
#10
Chapter 29: Ahh wait...no im confused. So the love we share is a lie. My heart wasnt ready