Memory Lane

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HEYOOO! Do you still remember moi? I haven't updated for months! Please forgive meeeeee:D College is been tough on me so I have no time to write but now I manage to give you some because I love you all too much XD I wonder if you all still read this OTL  ALSO EXCUSE THE DRUNK WRITING !!! I haven't check this yet, I was so eager to put an update :) Comments pls and still check out STUCK and yeah my a/n is a lie lol again forgive  me :D ♥ also!! check out LOVE AND SEEK okay? Well, comments are appreciated and mwah mwahhh ♥

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I have been here alone for two days and I’m hungry. I think my oppas doesn’t care for me anymore.

Who am I kidding? I’m joking. I’ve been here for two hours and I’m getting cold. I should’ve stick with Kyle. Now I caused them more trouble. And I’m the worst dongsaeng ever. Thinking about it makes my eyes teary.

“I’m sorry, Yunho oppa…” I must be crazy, whispering to nothing. Come to think of it, when we were kids, me and YunYun weren’t that close. It was all awkward for us to be together until… kindergarten I think.

“No! I don’t want to!” I cried out loud, I want my mama! I want mama! I sniffed, covering my eyes with my hands. “Please, Ha Na-ah… you must go to school?”

“No!!” I shook my head, trashing around as I feel her carrying me out of the car. “I don’t wannaaa…” I continued to kick everywhere. “Still a cry baby eh? Put her down ahjumma, I will take care of her.” I looked up, “Yun…”

“Come on, dongsaeng. Let’s go?” I looked back at him then at ahjumma, “Come on,” I took his hand and we start walking.

“Don’t cry anymore, neh? Look at me, I’m not crying for my umma anymore.” I feel shy when my cousin is near me. “Have fun okay? I will pick you up later.” I didn’t know we are already here. He turned to me and smiled, wiping my cheeks. “Be a brave girl for oppa okay?” I smiled, nodding.

“Yun Yun…”

“Yes?”

I hugged him.

Yes, he was the hero. I was the crying damsel. I laughed, he thought me not to cry easily. But I guess I’m failing because… I sniffed and covered my face. I’m so sorry oppas…

I’m so sorry…

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I walked around the streets, keeping my face covered. Ugh street foods are tempting me and I think my credit card is with Kyle.  I heard my stomach grumbling and that damn snow starts falling. I pouted and looked around, hoping I see that mop of hair of yours Kyle.

“Damn everybody.” I huffed as I walked along the hallway of this English school. Why do I have to study here? I mean I’m not really that fluent in English. “Ow!-” My hurts! I scratched my head as I looked at the person who I bumped.

Whoa- he’s... he’s good looking. “Sorry,” he said, kneeling down to pick up my books. I nodded because I am still disappointed with my English accent. “Are you okay?” He stood up and held his hand out for me, of course I took it. “I’m Kyle by the way, you’re new?”

His brown hair is so shiny, is that even possible. Plus, he dosn’t have some freckles or whatever plus, is he... oh I don’t know, he kind of looks like an Asian. “Hello?” Oh! I forgot- “Uhmm... I’m Ha Na...”

“You’re Korean?” I was taken aback as he spoke perfect Korean. “I’m Korean!”

Okay...

“おい！邪魔にならないようにしよう！”

“Sorry...” I bowed at that girl I just collide with. Haish, i’m starving. I looked at my watch, it’s already past seven.  I ran and sat down on a bench, away from those delicious smelling foods. Oppas where are you? I don’t even know the hotel’s name!! I am so pathethic.

I’m sorry...

I cried, not caring if people are looking at me weirdly. I think... I kind of deserve this.

“You look ugly.” What the—I looked up and saw Kyle. I wiped away my tears and averted my gaze anywh