Kris pov

  Monday September 9,2013   Tao:heyy Tao:hellooo   Tuesday September 10,2013   Tao: hey kris txt me we need to talk.   Wednesday September 11,2013   Tao: Kris please text me back   Thursday September 12,2013   Tao: was meeting eachother a mistake...?   Looking at the messages before me I would open up the text read it then set it back on the table next to me. It's been like that all week ever since the night at the club. I just haven't made myself answer the messages, I couldn't get myself to do it. I've been confused on what I should do. I liked Tao I did, but I knew that I shouldn't. Conflicted on whether I should go by what's right or what I'm feeling. Tao made me feel ... Different. With him it felt like the World could come crumbling down but as long as he was next to me touching me with his electrifying touch all around me then the world could come crashing down because tao's presence was all that I needed. Which was frustrating because in these weeks that I've been around tao I've been getting to where I need to be around him, that I need to feel his presence or I'd get anxious. Yes I've been practically torturing myself at the fact I haven't seen tao and haven't replyed to his texts all week. But I don't know what to do. Nothing good would come If I were to keep whatever this was between us going on. At least that's what I keep telling myself. I keep thinking that if I stopped everything right now then these feelings would go away. But as I was reading the last message Tao had sent yesterday, it was now 8:00 pm September 13, I found myself texting him because I couldn't stand not talking to him for another second. Kris: hey A few minutes later my phone vibrated with a message from Tao and what it read was nothing more then I had expected. He was pissed.   Tao: really? I've been texting you all week and now you finally decide to text me and all you say is HEY! Kris: I've needed time to think.  Tao: meet me in the woods now we need to talk. I'll be waiting. Kris: and if I don't?" Tao: then ill know I was mistaken.  . Why did I always manage to mess everything up. Why couldn't I just go back to being the old me. The old me would not even give a damn about this whole situation, but Tao had changed me and I hated it because everything was more complicated now. I actually feel now and it was a weird feeling. Maybe it was better if me and Tao acted as if we had never met, then everything would go back to normal right? As I was thinking that that was the best idea my mind flashed back to that night at the club and the hurt in Tao's eyes. Oh forget it who was I kidding anyway. I was to far gone in this thing with Tao to care whether it was right or not, because of course it wasn't right. He was human, I a vampire were not meant to be together. I suppose it could be worse. For example if he we're to be a wolf or something then I really would have no idea what I would do then. But I knew one thing with clarity I needed to go to the woods and make things right with Tao. The whole time my mind in a battle with my body as I paced my room, my mind trying to get my body to agree with the fact that I probably shouldn't meet him at the woods but my mind lost to my actions again as I was putting on a jacket and some black docks and exited my room toward the front door of our mansion. As I was walking toward the way out of town to the woods I hope Tao knew what he was getting himself into with me. But of course he didn't, he was human.  __________________________ Luhan pov    It's been a week since what happened between me and sehun here at the mansion. Everything seemed alright. We would text normally as if what happened between us never really happened. Oh but it had happened and I couldn't stop thinking about it. I was feeling sorta bothered by it. I wanted to talk about it. I needed to know exactley what was going on between us. And as if today was that day, sehun decided to finally bring it up in topic. I was a bit nervous as I read the message.   Sehun: so... Luhan you remember a few nights ago when I was over your house?   Luhan:yeah I remember    Sehun: well I was just wondering its Been on my mind...your not weirded out about it or anything are you?   Luhan: No. I mean ill be honest I was not expecting it and I didn't expect things to go as far as they did but I'm not weirded out no.   Sehun: so we are ohkay then?   Luhan: yes in fact want to come over tonight?   Sehun: yeah sure. When?:)   Luhan: well it's 8:00 now so...now:) ?   Sehun: now?   Luhan: yeah that's if your available now   Sehun: I'm available ;)   Luhan: great. Do you remember the way?   Sehun: yes I think so :)    Luhan: good ill see you soon :)    Sehun: yes you will:) As I leaned back on my bed I couldn't stop myself from thinking about sehun, or what was going to happen tonight. The mansion was very quiet tonight. It was always quiet I suppose, it was bound to be when there were only two people living here but it was extra quiet tonight. That must mean that kris was out and about right now, probably out to the woods. I could tell he's been stressed out lately about something but I haven't really had the chance to ask him about it. But being here alone was kinda depressing, but knowing seh