Kris pov      Love is a strong feeling. It's something that makes you feel like you are on top of the world. Like nothing else in the world is important but that other beloved person.love meant for 2 people that know from the moment they see eachother they know they will be together forever. Meant for 2 people that know nothing can ever seperate them. Humans seem to fall inlove very often. They say that word like talking about today's weather. But for me I don't need that love that those naive humans posess. I've never been loved before, and I know this damned curse isn't a sign of affection. So why should I love? I was created for 2 reasons, to be immortal, and to feed. That's it. I don't need anything else. Anything I can remotely consider caring about is my soul brother luhan. He is the only person I would throw myself at a pack of wolfs for. Ever since he had been turned when he was only 15 I had made it my responsibility to take care of him. He is like a blood brother to me. But to anyone else no one mattered. If you were human you were just another meal, and I don't affiliate myself with the other vampires. Why should I? They don't understand me. No one does. Except luhan. My only job is feeding and to protect luhan. This is my only purpose on this earth. I was already damned , no one could save me from this curse so I might as well stop with the delusion of thinking I could ever be normal and embrace what I am for the rest of eternity.... a cold heartless blood thirsty vampire. That's what I am,no matter how I word it, no use trying to suger coat it i was a vampire. And always will be. __________________________ Luhan pov   It was exactley a year ago today. This could probably be the worst day of my life for the rest of it. The day that the one and only love of my life was tooken aw