“I saw him three years ago. It was the beginning of the school year. He was a transferee. He was wearing a blue dress shirt with a sweatshirt around his shoulder, blue jeans, big square eyeglasses and sneakers. He looks so timid and at the same time shy. His hair is dark brown in colour and was slightly messy and he, walking in the hallways is somewhat awkward. He always looks down and never looked at anyone in the eyes, except for his friend, I assume, since I always see him with this person. I don’t know what makes him so special that I can’t get him off my mind the first time I saw him. This is the first time that it ever happened to me thinking about someone who I don’t even know. I figure he was my dongsaeng since I haven’t seen him in our floor. Lunch time became my favourite part of the day when I’m in school. It was always the time I would see him in the farthest corner in the cafeteria. He always looks so serious. I haven’t seen him smile even just a bit. I wonder what can make him smile. He was one of the school’s dork for he has this huge brain that is hidden inside his head. Then one faithful day, I was forced by our teacher to go inside the library to find his book that I lost. Our library was big enough that a single student can be lost in there. Yes, I did exaggerate a little since it was rare that I would go inside the said library. I bumped into a taller man and yes, I was knocked down together with the books he was carrying. I was so mad at that person for bumping into me. No one would dare do that to me. But when I looked up I saw him. Yes. I did saw him. He still hasn’t changed, he was looking at me, no, I mean he was looking at the books scattered around me. He didn’t smile and his face shows no emotions. I don’t know what to say to him so I stood back and yelled at him like he was just another student in school. I was shocked. I didn’t know why I did that. I saw his brows furrowed and he also yelled back at me. That, I didn’t expect to happen. My mouth went agape but for only a moment and was about to yell back when he suddenly crouched in front of me to pick up the fallen books and stood up glaring at me and then walked away. This is the first time I heard his voice and he also did looked me in the eyes. Yes, he looked into my eyes for the first time. And it felt scary. His eyes were glaring at me like it feels like it’s going to eat me. I ignored the scary feeling that I felt for I feel so happy just to be able to be that close to him, well, its a few feet away but still. And he looked into my eyes; he would never do that to anyone. I guess. I never saw him looked into someone’s eyes before. So I really felt happy. I followed him with my eyes, and I saw him sit in a table that is, yet again, in the farthest corner of the room. He was weird. He never talked to anyone else except for his one little friend, and he kept on avoiding other people. And the one thing that really shocked me about him is that he is fierce. He may look silent but he can really talk fiercely. I decided that from that day on, I would bother or annoy him since that is the only way I can be close to him and hear his voice. I didn’t know why I like to do that. It always makes me happy. And because of the said incident, going to the library is part of my daily life in school. Seeing him makes my heart beat faster than normal. It can paint a smile on my face and then I discovered that I was falling in love with him. Yes, I fell in love with the dork, Cho Kyuhyun.” – Lee Sungmin

“It was my first day of school together with my best friend, Ryeowook. It was all new to me. The hallways, the students, the lockers, even the feeling is all new to me. I’m not a shy type person but this whole thing is new to me and I wanted to make a change in myself. Students in my previous school always say that I looked intimidating especially in the way I look at them. That maybe the reason why I always got into trouble in school so I decided to transfer together with my best friend, and the first day of school was smooth except for this one boy who keeps on looking at me. His stares weren’t the same as the other students in my new school. I don’t know what to call it but it made me uncomfortable. I can’t look back at him straight for I am now avoiding trouble so I just looked down. It was the first time I saw him. He has blond hair and was wearing a white polo shirt, blue cardigan shorts and a beige espadrille shoes. I just saw a glimpse of him, and yes, I remember that all, since I really have a good memory. And every lunchtime, I always saw him with his friends in the cafeteria. It’s not like I’m looking at them but they are quite loud and could get anyone’s attention. Every now and then, I always caught him looking at our way in the corner of my eyes, and he still has that same look at his eyes. Then one unfaithful day, I was on the library looking for books for reference for my book report when I suddenly bumped into another student. I was startled and dropped all my books. I looked down at the boy and saw a very cute face, a face that was like a child lost in his daydreams. It was him. The one who keeps on staring at me and I don’t even know why. Lee Sungmin. Yes, I know him since he was popular together with his group of friends. He was rather cuter than my best friend, whom I thought was the cutest of all until I looked at this boy. I noticed that the boy was starting to look up and I shift my stares into the books that was scattered around him. He stood up and suddenly yelled at me. I was startled because of his actions, but I compose myself and act naturally. I’m a kind of person that has a very low patience and I don’t want anyone yelling at me when I know I’m not the only one at fault. I can’t control myself well, and I yelled back at him. I know he didn’t expect me to fight him back, I saw his slightly shocked face. When he was about to yell back again, I suddenly crouched and picked up all the books and stood back and looked him in the eyes. This time, I was glaring at him and showed him my famous evil look. I am mad at him. How dare he yell at me? And then I walked away. And I think I really made him mad at that incident since after that, he kept on bothering me. It was every day. Everywhere I go; he would really found me and then annoys me. It was so irritating. Of course, I always fight back. Well, not in a physical way since he never laid his finger on me. I fight fairly. If he won’t touch me, then I won’t too. And then one day, I expected him to bother me again but he didn’t. It was almost a whole week. I should feel happy that he didn’t bother me anymore and I didn’t also see him in the cafeteria. I somehow feel lonely that I don’t have anyone to yell back at. And I feel like my day was not complete without him bothering me at all. I missed that cute face of his. I don’t even know why I’m missing his face and why I feel that my day wasn’t complete when he doesn’t bother me. I hate the feeling I was feeling. Why I am bothered with thoughts of him. One day, while I was sitting on a bench and was reading in the school yard while waiting for my best friend, someone suddenly took my book from behind. I was expecting that it was just my best friend since he was also playful but when I look back, I saw the face that I was missing so. He smirked at me and then proceeded into annoying me. Like calling me names, well, not really that bad names, just label names, and he would joke about the books I’m reading or the author of the book. He was like that. He never insulted me like the way he insults the books I was reading or the author. That’s what I like about him. And of course, I felt happy and acted normally and yelled at him which always makes him smile. Wait, did I just say I like him? No, I didn’t. I don’t like him, right? Should I deny it? I don’t know. But I think I’m falling for him. The one who keeps on bothering me, I think I like him.” – Cho Kyuhyun

Will Sungmin be ever to confess to Kyuhyun?

And when will Kyuhyun admits his feeling for Sungmin?

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will be posting the first chapter tomorrow or maybe later this evening.

i still need to proofread the story and clean some mess in the story.