(Miyung's PoV)

My head was piercing with pain...I feel different. And not in a good way- I truly dont know why I have random outbursts...I dont know why I get the feeling that Im so angry to the point I just want to kill someone- and it makes me worried...what if...what if I happen to hurt one of the guys? What would I do with myself then? Say sorry? I dont know how much more of this I can take-

I stood up and made my way to the other room where the boys were- when I entered I could just sense their bodies getting stiff- I gave them a warm smile to assure them that I wont break this time... they all relaxed and heived a sigh of relief...I looked around and notcied someone missing...Chanyeol-

"Hey...Where's Chanyeol?" I asked. The guys exchanged uncomfortabled looks with eachother, I raised a brow at them- "Guys?" I said impatiently-

"He...Went for a walk" Suho stated. "He'll be back soon though! So uh...dont worry.." Chen assured me. But I feel like they're lieing to me-

"Ok" was all I said, I grabbed my coat and headed for the door- "Woah, woah! Where do you think you're going?" Kris stopped me by extending his long arm infront of me-

"To go look for Chanyeol" I said bluntly, "Are you freaking crazy? Half of the worlds most dangerous things are after you...and you want to go out there ALONE?" he said furiously.

"Sometimes you dont think Miyung!" he snapped...I felt anger rise inside of me- "I dont need you to watch after me all the time!! I can take care of myself!" I finaly lost it-

"I DONT NEED YOU ON MY ALL THE TIME!!" I yelled furiously- "Miyung" Tao wimpered.... My chest pumped up and down as I breathed heavily.... I took one look at the guys...What have I become? What have I gotten myself into? And with that....I ran off-

I was far into the woods by now...Trying my hardest to try and communicate with Chanyeol....But nothing- I grew worried...and that anxiety I feel everytime we were apart started to come within me...I was in a pannic-

Befor I could take another step...the most wierdest feeling came into my stomach... I clenched my stomach tightly as I slowly started falling to the floor... What the hell is happening to me? 

It felt like someone was repeatedly punching me in my stomach....I felt slaps across my face...but my eyes were still somewhat opened and yet I saw no one who would be here doing all this pain to me... then thats when it hit me...the bond...Chanyeol...what ever he feels... I feel...Chanyeol is being hurt right now!! 

I tried my hardest to get up...I was so desperate to...but befor I could...I out-

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