Hyuna's P.O.V:

"apparently it's blood cancer "

Dad was giving us worrying looks

"WHAT?"

that was all I could think about " what " I didn't say it out loud but I was confused I didn't know what to say or what to feel ,mybe I'm dreaming this can't be true, I closed my eyes for a while and then opened them, I put my palm on mom's shoulder, so everything is real I'm not dreaming, I looked to mom she was waiting to hear me saying something

" Can't be ,let me talk to the doctor " I said and pushed her, she grabbed my wrist

"No need to go back , he told me everything " answered mom

"So i'm going to die ?! "

"No honey it's too soon to think about that , there is treatment , you can ...." I interrupted her 

" you can go i'm going for a walk and don't follow me"

" Hyuna" yelled mom , " it's fine let her go " dad comforted her

I walked away slowly , shocked , i don't know if i should be happy or sad , i wanted this i brought this to myself .. but i'm not happy, I need someone to comfort me....oh brother where are you? long time no see,I thought as I whispered" I miss you so badly" and fell to the ground , I need someone to give me some effort to continue this miserable life,

suddenly , I saw a couple with their kids playing they must be one happy family , i'll never get to experience what it feels like , I don't think I will live so long, I kept watching them till a ray of sunshine landed on me and a breeze touched my face , I looked at the sky and felt it " i haven't noticed how good this feels either , i always hide from the sun , eh what am i going to do ?" I whispered, life is unfair, I think that too much for me to handle

I took the bus and headed to the mountain where my brother died   , as I was walking down , I saw somebody a guy

" brother ?! can't be ! "

sorry for the short ch, and poor hyuna she's so sad but sadness doesn't last forever right? thanks for the comment and byebye wait for the next ch, luv yaa