Hyuna's P.O.V:

I have always wondered if this life is worth living, i don't know if it is full of tragedies or I'm just not lucky, I was bullied and hurt by others through junior and high school after my best friend moved away. I was happy though since i had my brother, he was my reason to burry the pain, he was my reason to stand up and fight , but now he's gone i feel so weak , i feel like something is missing in my life, it just hurts , he was the only person who taught me how to live,how to fight and how to stay strong ,he was always by my side, I lost him 2 years ago, the same day as today. 

It was a cold, rainy day, my brother took me on a trip to a beautiful mountain, we were walking on a cliff, I went running without thinking of the consequences, I heard him yelling at me telling me not to go because it was a dangerous place, but i didn't listen, he went after me and slipped on a rock, he was still hanging, I could have saved him, but from the shock I immobilized ,it was also fast, i didn't even realize what was happening until he was going, everyday i live with the guilt, if I just listened to his words ,if I just saved him, I wish if i was gone instead of him, people tell me it is an accident but I know it's my fault and i can't deny it,and i have tried to join him but standing on that cliff i don't have the courage to jump, i wish there was an easier way to get a rid of this life.

That's the first ch, it's just about hyuna's past and what made her sad, in ch 2  the story will start and for those who love hongki he will show up in ch3