Alone

Main Pairing: Sehun + Luhan (HunHan)

Side Pairing: -

...xXx...

Please, he begs, please. 

He prays silently that it's a dream - no, a nightmare because dreams are never this heartbreaking.

Please please please, he wishes.

He screams aloud even though he cannot tell what words are forming in his mouth.

He shouts until his throat is raw and his eyes burn with unstoppable tears.

Because what just happened before him can't be true. Never.

And yet, it is because his vision of him fades as his Hyungs pull him away with worried gazes and comforting words. 

Because they can tell it's too late even if he can't accept it yet.

But he can't accept it - can never accept it - so he fights.

He hears shouts for a medic and anesthesia but he ignores it because he has to go back to him, but he feels something prick his arm and he falls.

Falls deeper, darker, faster into another world - one he wants where what just occurred is only a bad dream.

"Don't be silly; I'm always here for you."

The voice he loves.

"Don't be upset. It wasn't embarrassing at all. It was funny; the fans loved it."

The laugh he adores.

"I adore your lithp tho don't worry."

The teasing he misses.

"I'll miss you when I go."

The time he wants back.

"I want to go on that date you promised. Come on.~"

The person he yearns for.

He's there in that world.

But there's another voice suddenly, one that's not happy - one that's worried and heartbroken, calling out his name.

But it's not what he wants so he ignores it.

More voices join in but he answers none.

He listens but none of them say what he wants to hear, like what happened to him.

He waits until all the voices are gone, continually reliving those days over and over.

He deludes himself because that's all he ever wants to do because that nightmare was never real.

So he sleeps, living in a self-created world until his last breath - until again he could reunite with him once more.

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