*Hyunseung’s POV*

I heard someone softly called my name. I guess it was on tape, cause it was repeated for aw few times.

I wiped my tears and closed my eyes.

“Hyunseung!” someone pulled my headphone off and shook me softly.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked at that persons’ d.

“J-Junhyung?” I whispered and moved away abit.

“How do you feel? Are you hungry?” he smiled at me.

“What are you doing here?” I blinked a few times and then looked away.

“I just came to check on you.” He mumbled, still smiling.

“L-leave me alone…” I was nervously playing with my fingers.

“Can we please talk?” he said in a weird, sad tone.

Was he crying? Aish aniyo… Junhyung never cries.

“We have nothing to talk about.” I tried hard not to look at him.

“I’m sorry, Hyunseung…” a whispering came out of his mouth.

“Why are you like that? You’ve been ignoring and pushing me back for years and now all of sudden you are caring about me? I’m not falling on that, Yong Junhyung.” I looked at him and hold my tears back.

“I know….”

“Leave, please.” My eyes were again watching that bird, sitting on tea outside.

I heard him standing up from chair and sighed heavily.

“I’m sorry.” was the last thing he said before walking out.

“Idiot!” I screamed and punched my bed.

Honestly, I don’t know why am I angry at him anymore. Because he broke up with me, because he broke up with his girl, because he’s keep on breaking my heart or because I love him so much. Maybe all that together.

I smiled at myself.

Somehow, I don’t hate that I love him. He is the one who showed me all the sweet things in love, beside all those bad. He’s the one who is keeping me on the earth with his actions. And he’s the one, I like to see that he cares about me.

Call me egoistic and stupid, but I can’t help myself. I want him to be a second good side of me, but I fear being hurt again.

Soon I fell asleep. And a sleep brought all those sweet memories back, making my heart melt.

Maybe someday I forgive him. Secretly, that’s my biggest wish.

*next day*

“Hyuuuung~ You’re going home!” I recognized Dongwoon’s voice calling me.

I opened my eyes and looked at him with a light smile.

“Aigo~Wonnie, what are you doing here?” I rubbed my eyes and sat on bed.

“GD-hyung asked me to come along.” He smiled and started to pack my things.

I looked around the room to find that smart-, GD.

“Where is he?” I mumbled.

“Missed me bumble bee?” he jumped in room and placed a big sandwich on my lap.

Dongwoon just rolled his eyes and continued whatever he was doing.

“Actualy yes…” I was looking at sandwich from all views that were possible.

“Hyunseung, that’s called food, ya know? We, people eat is to stop our hunger and get muscles and power.” He was talking like a teacher.

“I know that, I’m not that dumb. But I prefer water.” I rolled my eyes and looked away.

Seriously, I lost all interest in food. And I didn’t even know why.

“Eat it!” GD pointed at the sandwich.

“Hyung~ you have to eat!” Dongwoon joined him.

“It’s your favorite~ c’mon!” GD didn’t stop.

I looked at back at the sandwich.

“Ahh it won’t kill me, ne?” I said to myself and started eating.

“Damn that’s good!” a big, bright smile, full of Joyce appeared on my face.

“Awwwww, Hyunseungie is back!” GWoon said in one voice and giggled.

I smiled at them and finished my beloved sandwich.

“Let’s go on ice-cream! I pay~” I offered and they both quickly agreed.

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Sorry for late updating~  I'm still busy!

And i got a friend on sleepover for a weekend so it was imposible for me to write~

Anyway

this is kinda random chapter~ next one will be the interesting one XD

So comment if you wanna read it! :D